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piplupod · 2 years

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also i miss my extensive vocab i used to have when i was in grade 4 and younger :(

i was made fun of (bullied? idk) for how overly formal i spoke though so now im just a fucking goober who talks as if theyre trapped inside a tumblr meme 24/7 bc kids-teens in school wouldnt make fun of this way of talking. but now im in the adult world and i have to find a middle ground to avoid trouble but thats so impossible for me esp bc i have such terrible word recall now (thank u memory issues)

i just miss how clear i used to speak and how much i delighted in expanding my vocab and finding new words and putting together sentences in really pleasing ways. sobbing wailing crying pounding my fists on the ground etc :/

#im feeling weird djfjsll sleep deprivation probably #me when i love words so so so much and not in an academia way but just the SOUND of them. i love words and sentences #i love putting together words in the most pleasing way i can <3 #maybe i should pick up writing again but idk its just every-day conversation that makes me happiest #also i am terrified im going to come across as a pretentious prick but i just... love how words sound fhfkfl #i try to keep my words clear while still having a good time with constructing sentences when i do let myself be a little more formal #i never want to confuse ppl or make them feel stupid fjfkdl i just... i just rly like words idk #i feel like maybe this is a bad thing fnfkdl maybe i am a pretentious prick idk aaaa I'll have to figure this out #pippen needs 2nd breakfast

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