#i got to write a fix-it about sth i didn't like too so

[tiramissyoucake]

Bimbo doll

MINORS + AGELESS BLOGS DNI, Satoru gojo x reader, all characters are 18+, reader is heavily bimbo coded and loves pink, satoru's gross here, 1.3k words approx

CW: Masturbation, satoru gets horny over reader sending him pics of her dresses, satoru has fantasies of reader and she's unaware, again satoru is gross here you've been warned, some proof reading but very little

Notes: I'm so sleepy and I'm too lazy to fix any other mistakes so if you see mistake no you didnt. had to write sth for Satoru, as wit all of my creative works I hate this but I hope u like it though!!

Satoru thinks you're absolutely adorable. From the moment he was blinded by the absurd amount of pink you were wearing, he thought you were the cutest thing on this planet. The coordinated color palettes of your clothes that always had a splash of pink, that shiny layer of gloss on your lips that you regularly reapplied, he gets so happy when he hears the clack of keychains because that means you're near.

Of course he couldn't keep himself away and you both exchanged numbers at one point, you gladly gave it to him after he shot you a lame pick up line— to which you laughed and smiled, simply telling him "you're funny! Sure!"It was almost too good to be true.

You got along well with each other, you both liked sweets, complimented each other's fashion sense, shared a similar sense of humour— when satoru asked you to describe him, you told him that you love being around him because he's fun (you said something about how he 'gets it', a quote about girls.. getting it and others not getting it..? He didn't understand, but he deduced that you like him, and that's all that matters.)

Satoru notices you love sharing tidbits of your day, and most of the time, you usually share a photo related to it in some way along with multiple typos, abbreviations, and emoticons.

"(Name)💘: Toru omg look at these shoes! Super cute right :3" Attached image sent.

"(Name)💘: I went 2 that cafe u told me, the strawberry shortcake is soooo good" Attached image sent.

"(Name)💘: I have 2 go 2 a party tonite, which dress should i choose!1!!??" 4 images sent.

Being friends with you had its benefits, you were comfortable with Satoru, so comfortable that he almost dropped his phone when he opened the images you sent; all of them were minidresses, all of them different shades of pink, all of them hugging your figure so tightly and snuggly he was tempted to stalk your social media to know where this party is.

He couldn't see the details that differentiated each dress, or at least he didn't focus on them as he felt his cock throb in his sweatpants.

"Ooooohhhhhfffuuck..." he mumbled longly to no one in particular, Satoru almost choked on his spit as he sat up from his position in his bed, all the heat rushing to his face as he examined your photos closely. Your poses so cute as you stared at your phone screen in the photos with a small pout, you had the pretty sparkly gloss on this time, that's his favorite..

(Name)💘: TORU OMFG PLZ ANSWEERRRR MY RIDES ALMOST HERE >:(

he almost forgot your little dilemma.

"Sorry lol I was eating, go with this one!!" he forwarded one of the four dresses with his response and sent his text, he felt guilty about lying but what was he supposed to say? 'My bad! You were so hot I got a little hard like some Virgin!' No way in hell.

You answered back quickly, how did you type quicker than he did with nails longer than his? He has a hunch it's because you don't care about typos but the dedication is admirable.

(Name)💘: TGANK UUUUU ill text u after the party!

(Name)💘: thank* lol

He let out a small laugh at your typo, scrolling back to the photos he zoomed in on one of the four he hadn't picked, and the reason why he didn't choose this dress is that he knows no sane rational person with a sexual libido would be able to resist you in this.

You looked so cute, so perfect, Satoru let out a small sigh as he pulled his dick out of his pants hissing at the cold air, his thumb smeared the precum over his tip. He should feel bad– terrible even, but how can he resist? There's no way you have no idea what you do to him, he tried justifying in his mind as his cock throbbed desperately in his hand.

Biting his bottom lip, the image of you in his phone fueled his imagination as he envisioned arriving with you at this party you mentioned, having such a pretty thing like you on his arm would be a major ego boost too. The length of your dress could easily allow him to pull down your panties (did you even have a pair on under that dress?), bend you over the host's bathroom sink and slam his cock balls deep inside you, relentlessly filling you then demanding you to pull your panties back up and come back to the party with him as his cum would be dripping between your thighs.

As Satoru bucked his hips up into his hand, he stopped briefly to spit into his hand, deciding there's no time to look for lube, he went back to fucking his hand to the thought of you. If only you knew your new friend got off to these innocent pictures you sent him, if only you knew what he wanted to do to you– he's confident you wouldn't wanna be friends anymore. Shaking his head he pushed aside those thoughts and focused on his current pleasure, his fantasy, his goal of cumming from the pictures of you in those dresses you handpicked to show him.

He mumbled words of encouragement as if you were there with him right now bouncing on his dick instead of the reality of his hand moving up and down, mutters of 'good girl's and praises like "so good, baby" and "yeah? You like that?", desperate to convince himself of his fantasy. Satoru tossed aside his phone long ago after making sure the photos were engraved in his mind, he wasn't expecting you to update him until sometime near midnight.

his eyes closed as his other hand slid up his stomach pushing up the material of his shirt until it reached his collarbone, his fingers trying to find any weak points on his body to rub, pinch or entice as his hand rubbed his dick to the pace of his imaginary storyline; where he dreamed of driving you back home and stuffing you full of his cock until the only word that was in your vocabulary was his name.

"Yesyesyes, (Name)..! Mmmmmhffuck..!" He groaned out as he felt his end near already, his face warming up to a soft reddish pink reminiscent of the tip of his dick as he fucked his hand, soft gasps and groans escaped him as he imagined all the filthy things he could do to you, all the filthy things he wanted to know about you.

What type of panties do you always wear? What type of men make you horny? Who have you been with? Would you let him fuck you? 'Please lemme fuck you, lemme fuck you..! Wanna fuck you..!'

The vulgarity of his desperation made him blush but brought him dangerously close to the edge, squeezing the base of his cock Satoru covered his mouth instinctively, he bucked up his hips as his cum coated his abdomen, stomach and some droplets even reached his chest. He moaned behind his hand as he felt the waves of pleasure shock through his body. He slowed his hips, mumbling for the imaginary you once more. "Take it, take it all, baby.."

He didn't want to move, he knew he had to but he wanted to relish in his fantasy a little longer, he wanted to pull you close and sloppily kiss your cute glossy lips and praise you for being a good girl, taking his load like that. He imagined his cum oozing from your slit but he wouldn't let it go to waste, he'd use his finger to slide it back in where he knows it belongs.

He remembered to save those photos for.. 'next time', reaching over to get his phone, he paused as he received a notification.

(Name)💘: party was lame, coming 2 ur place!! >:3c

Sitting up, the sweat that collected at his back from his 'session' cooled him off, he cleaned himself up and couldn't help but grin at your adorable message.

You don't need to worry, he'll entertain you more than any dumb party could.

[starsmuserainbow]

HOW I RUN MY BLOG/S.

speed. I do my best to answer at a fast time, although in the recent times it has turned into like a week reply-time, at times. I can do faster sometimes too, but before a week, there's no need to check if I got it (unless your reply isn't listed when I do my "to-owe" list).

replies. I more or less do them in the order that I get them back. I try to make it so I always write one thing on Star here, and one from any of my sideblogs in alternating, though, because recently I just had too many Star things and way too few things anywhere else going on. As of writing this, I have more things for my sideblogs that I "owe" than things on Star, but I'll probably still try to stick to this alternating of replies, for now. Also, when it comes to be that both replies (one from the sideblogs, and one from here) would be from the same person, I often change the order to pick something else into today's mix, because I feel like alternating it a little is better.

I usually operate my posting of replies without a queue, I just post something usually on the day that I finished writing it (that is, as long as I have 2 replies done). I'd say something about length too, but outside of that I simply can't do one-liners, I'm fine with pretty much any length I think.

starters. I have some open starters on each of my blogs, if that is what this point is about. Most of my open starters never get replies or not continued long though, so I kinda am doing new ones less and less these days. Writing starters for others, usually only happens after I make a call or if we discuss something. I'm more likely to send things than to write a starter out of nowhere, and I'm very very bad at sending things so that speaks volumes about just how rare it is that I'd write a starter without you knowing so beforehand.

inbox. I admit I had to delete some things from the inbox recently. I still welcome any and all asks though, be they random or from memes or whatever, anon or not. I'm sorry in advance if I will end up deleting your thing though - when you didn't send it on anon though, I'll usually message you that I have to delete the thing and/or why I have to.

honest note. I've said it before, I'm kinda struggling with Starfire at the moment. I feel like ever since I did a few things (reblog memes on here less often, keep my alternating of replies, try to be more approaching of others with the suggestion of my sideblogs) to "fix it", it's become better; I think it's just a matter of oversaturation of Star things and me growing grumpy over the fact that my other muses get neglected. I know that that's no one's fault really, I wouldn't want any of you to force interactions with characters of mine that you may not be interested in, but it still is a feeling I have. That said, here's a link to that overview of my blogs, if you do have interest I'd appreciate knowing that (by telling me, or simply, like, following that sideblog of mine or sth), and if not, that's okay too. I should've done a mainblog-multi instead of all these sideblogs, anyway.

Another thing I maybe should admit to, I do tend to default to the thought of "well they followed me first, so they should do the first step (aka sending sth in, IMing, whatever)" where it's applicable - I shouldn't think that way and I do what I can to ignore that thought and at times try to actively reach out ("do the first step") to counter thinking that way, but, I figured it's probably something I should mention.

Outside of this, I don't really know what to say.

I'm very thankful to have the wonderful amazing RP-partners that I have, and I look forward to having more fun with y'all.

[dirhwangdaseul-archived]

i finally figured what mork's personality is and idk why i didn't thought about it knowing what kind of trash the author in general writes like gmmtv really bamboozled me into thinking they would fix this shit novel too after 2gether but like w/e the point is that mork's personality is just being creepy and possessive about p and like that's it nothing else which is sad considering he's the love interest of the protagonist but it's almost over and dude hasn't got a semblance of it so it's clear that's all they were going for him, for him to be a creep and a stalker and for pi to be slightly terrorized by it but the moment the plot says 'but it's supposed to be romantic' we're supposed to believe it and honestly the entire thing can choke for it considering phuwin was a teenager filming this like they teach this shi to the actors don't think i haven't noticed so many of them just not saying shit about the trash some shows do for 'romance' like this is why people were concerned and honestly they were right, futs is a mess but mostly it's very empty of honesty and sth actually akin to finding an actual person and not just a concept and like that is sth that could have been good in terms of pi growing as a character but that is nowhere either to be seen, like only duen is changing and growing and he's secondary, but again, he's the only character going through an actual arc and not just the show trying to gaslight the audience into thinking stalking and constantly crossing someone's boundaries is romantic and again, fuck this shit, because this is for teenagers and these shows can't stop marketing stalking and abusing as romance like enough mork said 'don't make force you' and it clicked that's all he is a creepy sexy dude meant to elicit superficial romanticism..... pathetic fakeness and in 2021 lord

[akane171]

A non-Clark-y Kara would have been so badass 😂 In the comics and e.g. Young Justice she did always come across as the "tougher" of the two...🤔 Ohh, imagine what those Karamel dynamics could have been like🤣🤣 (Tho their idiotic-arguing-puppy-love is just heartwarming 😂) 

Oh, I'm not even gonna argue. I love Kara, but this is one argument on which iI will NEVER even slightly agree with her. I mean, you already pionted out more than enough points for why, but the fact she didn't bother any other alien (e.g. from the alien bar) about how they're selfish for not superheroing or that she didn't consider she herself spent all but what? A year? on earth without superheroing and even Kal/Clark didn't always just makes her whole point pathetic... Same with the Jeremiah situation when once again Mon was made out as wrong and bad for what? Being right? Being cautious? Just no. And nobody ever apologized!!!😑

I don't get what they have against Kara being in therapy anyway, like Young Justice spent a whole episode giving the Heroes therapy sessions to deal with their trauma/traumatic experience...  

Ohhh, but what could warrant her staying forever?🤔

Ohhh 😱😍😭 I'm not sure whether to be happy of having a karamel godkid (you do realize you just sent me into a terrible downward spiral of "What does he look like? What is he like? Is he more like Kara or more like Mon or their perfect like mix? HOW DID HE DIE? I MUST PROTECT LITTLE PRECIOUS KARAMEL CHILD!", right?😅😂 I NEED ANSWERS!!) or to go sit in the corner and bitterly cry over his death...

And no, I definitely DO want to hear about Mon and Lan's deaths and how Maya reacted! I NEED to know 😭😭😭  

NOOO, write theeeeeemmm😭 You can't just drop all this heartbreak and not write and fix it!����😭 (Just to clear up: I'd never wanna force you into anything at all ofc, so when I say sth like this, I'm just whining, don't feel forced to do anything🙈)

 Haha, nah, it's fine anyway😁 Always good to have a bunch of book recommendations lying around for whenever I finally have time for it again☺ 

I'll give you a million tragic high-fives😂 And Yup, we're pretty much screwed by definition😅 (Tho, to be fair, in "The Mortal Instruments" I got attached to kinda two side characters(one a badass immortal warlock and one a cool shadowhunter) who did end up together, and even have their own spin-off which inlucdes them adopting two Kids! So that was a non-screwed over (homosexual) couple😁💃🏻) 

Ohh, wait, which ones do you mean in Naruto?🤔 

Yeah, esp. the absorption thing was sooooo awesome, poor Lydia finally got a break from announcing death😅 And yes, Parrish was so underrated and underused anyway... It's like they just literally forgot about him and the fact that they know a hellhound...🙈 Would have been awesome to see him save the day instead of Scott winning against everyone and everything cause freaking plotarmor...😩 (It's ridiculous he defeated people like Deucalion or Peter...)

HAHAHA, Greenberg calling him Bobby would have been the BEST SCENE EVER!!!😍😂🤣

I already put Lightbringer on the list😂 Ohhh, nice rule, but I doubt I'd manage that without abandoning everything else in life😂 Just reading a little is not possible for me, if I start the book, you can be sure I'll be done with it in 3 days at most😂 (Tho at least I get my Daily dose of fanfics, which does usually derail many of my to-do-plans or sleep schedule too, but hey, "less" than normal bookd🤷🏻‍♀️😅)

Haha, Thanks, not even sure how many exactly I'm still waiting for... There's stuff that hasn't updates since 2013 or so, so... Let's really not talk about this😅😭😂

Yeah, it's probably an unspoken anime fan rule😂 Tho hey, at least you're not my level of stupid about it and try to draw realistic stuff too😅 I'm pretty sure I owe Chris Wood at least 5 apologies for the terrible attempts I made at drawing him😅🙈🙈

HAHAHAHA, yess, that's a good way of going about it😂 Tho, tbh, while I love ranting about articles, they do very much so have their purpose and using the wrong one does indeed make a big difference at times🤔 But they're still terrible😉😂

Ah yes, the good ol' days of RTL2 and Pokito 🤔😍😊 Back when they spent at least 12 hours a day with animes etc😂 And well, I mean, animes do tend to be rather obvious about what's going on even if you don't understand anything🤔 

Yup, side character fics are so freaking hard to get by... Just saaaaaaadddd😭😭😭

Ohhh, sounds like more than just dissapointment😅 I mean, I didn't exactly like the end or the way they made the later half of Naruto either, but what exactly was your major point of dissapointment? (Still my biggest problem was how they just nerved Naruto and Sasuke and the villains to god level and made everyone else pathetic, useless bystanders😅🤷🏻‍♀️🙈)

Haha, yess, weirdos for winners💃🏻

PS: ☺🙈🙈

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Yeah, maybe we are getting that version in the movie. Still, probably not going to watch.

Hmm, interesting how their interaftions would look like. For sure she would quite quickly threw Lena's ass into the sun and feel zero remorese about it. But with Mon-El? Hmm.

Annoyed but intrigued or interested? Finally someone who remembered her planet and people and I don't think she would have been as butthurt about him being the prince. But... interesting idea for a fic, lol

And you know the BEST thing? She became a superhero when she was liek what, 24? ONLY becasue Alex was in danger. But well, hypocrisy was one of her character flaws.

I think Mon suffered from the "oh, no, Kara can;t apologize or admit she was wrong, especially to him". Anotehr funny thing is that's the SAME thing they had done to Alex and Kara. How many times Kara was right, but Alex screamed and didn't apologize?

Because oh she is oh so strong woman and doesn't need it. What is funny again, because thye have spent wasting time on some super dumb so called important eye-opening stuff and couldn't have spared one ep about mental health. Interesting, right?

That depends on my mood xD Because you know, as much as I like Danvers sisters I see their bond as problematic and it was never really approached. So, for example Kara deciding she needs to stay by Alex's side becasue uwu, life is brutal, she needs to three-wheeling her and her family for entire life and blah blah. What would BE CANON.

No. Becasue in the end I will want to write whole fic, so no ==' As I said, I'm the queen of unwritten angst, not written. But I can assure you, all my ideas are heartbreaking. For example mxy showing her all the scenes from her future life and all what happened, because she can't believe she just left her family etc. MUHAHAHAH

Errrm, is this malec ship? Becasue it sounds like them and I kind of know some of the stuff from Shafowhunters from the gifs on tumblr XD HAPPY FOR YOU!

Naruto, sigh. Funny stroy, in the begining i liked SasuxSaku but with time and how the story unfold, i started hated them. I really liked Sasuke and imo, he should have or died honorable death or stayed asexual and with no fam. Last Uchiha, no more curse and more people hunting for them. End of story. And seriosuly, I hate the "big breasted fangirl gets the dude and becomes the perfect waifu aka wet dream of every dude in Japan" (a big generalization, but you get my point). That's why I hate IchiHime ==' tbh, the same goes for NaruHina, but whatever.

Maybe they will fix things in the movie..... MUHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

I don't mind Scott, maybe he was not my fave character but was not bad... as for a typical teen kinda-superhero.

We would finally see Greenberg! And the conspiracy theory aka Greenberg being Bobby's halluciation or imaginery student would be clear xD

Hey, fics are in a lot of cases better than published books! I wouold ask you to go to sleep at a normal hour, but I do the same shit iwth books so xD

I like to swallow books like that... unless I get to a problematic part and I suspecty next things are going to destroy me xD so then sometimes I leave it for a few days... or months... sometimes years xD

Gurl TT All of my fave Gundam SEED fics are not finished TT ... oh wait, there is one mine that is not finished, oops

It's not stupid, it's how we learn, right? For example I stopped drawning alsmot in 100% but I like coloring books with pencils.

SO GO AND DRAW CHRIS!

Articles (in any language) will never make sense to me, so I bow to the queen *bows*

RTL2 was my wormhole to anime world xD with bad internet connection and almost no anime in Polish tv, it felt like heaven. Still my dad was always pissed off when he caught me watching, but well, typical anime fan's life xD

Sad high five. We are doomed *satres into the void*

You kow, the typical shounen stuff - from zero to god level, saving the world from apocalypsis, power of friendship, sometimes I really want the good guys losing. And well, the ships at the end - geeeeeeeeeez. Minus ShikaTema all were dissapoiting. Or maybe I'm salty after what they have done to Jiraya and Tsunade, who knows. And as I said, everything about Sasuke. Just. No.

YEEEHAAAAAAAAAAW!

[raisedbyfandomwolves]

Q. First, if we lose our eyes, we won't be able to see/read Karamel anymore... Second, uhm, can we work on interdimensional travel first before trying to synthsize human organs, esp. sth as complex as eyes?😅🙈 Q. I EXPLICITLY SAID DON'T YOU EVEN DARE!! Q2. 😊😭 Q. HAHAHA yeag, I imagine he would 😂 About Genshin: I'm starting to believe that too... My Friend plays an Otome Game (sth I'd never play tbh) and got me attached to a character there too, who we later learned might end up dying...[TBC]

TBC: So maybe there really is just sth about tragic characters that calls to me... 😫 (Technically, wouldn't Mon-el count as a tragic character, too? Cause it's his fault I got into SG..) And Haha, Yess, it's so much fun 😍 (tho distracting you still sounds counterproductive...) Q. Ahh, nice, thanks for the clear-up! 😊 And I'm really glad you found the song now!😊🤗 Btw, 10 Episodes into Steins;Gate I'm really worried what you'll do with the time travel in PiaD... 😨😳😅 S;G is awesome tho!😱😍

Q. A temporary setback we will fix not with weak regrown flesh but CYBERNETIC IMPLANTS! Because a mad scientist must dream big in the name of SCIENCE! And we can do both at once! Because we are MAD SCIENTISTS!

Q. AND YET YOU BROUGHT IT UP FIRST! IF THAT ISN'T REVERSE PSYCHOLOGY THEN WHAT IS?!

Q. He totally would but we all know deep down he's kind of sort of grateful. Very deep down. Especially since he can pass that knowledge on to Kara so she can protect herself... although I imagine Hal-Ed definitely would have had a coronary if he'd known that a Kryptonian would one day end up benefiting from his actions, lol.

...Yep, that definitely sounds like you've got some kind of angst sixth sense drawing you to doomed characters... and considering how the fanon finale went, Mon-El DEFINITELY counts...

Distracting me IS counterproductive... but I've been told more than once that I need to have more than writing or I'll burn myself out...

Q. No problem! ^_^

Oh, you've made it that far in, huh... Have tissues and heart medication ready by the truckloads is all I can say. And don't worry, I won't make either Kara or Mon-El have to... I'll stop myself there to avoid spoiling things... >.>;;

Speaking of which, that reminds me: Remember I mentioned the OVA and you said it didn't seem to be available? I don't have Netflix so I can't check myself but if you see that there are 25 episodes listed then that means they've already included the OVA in the 'lineup'. (The original anime length was just 24 episodes.) If it really isn't there, I think someone actually put it on YouTube so you can watch it there instead. Not sure about the movie though... If that isn't on Netflix, I'll try to find you another source for it.

[naruto-scenarios-plus-akatsuki]

Scenario for Sai cooking sth for his s/o because she is sad about sth of not much importance/in a bad mood. Include a comic element regarding Sai's not understanding of social norms, please

I tried?  Idk… I was coming up with a hard reason for the s/o to be upset. I didn't want the cause to be Sai as the reason their upset. My Sai don’t deserve that haha. Anyway thank you for the request. Hope you like it regardless. Sai’s dinner for Two

“AH! No. Noooo! No….” you wailed frantically as you tried toquickly save your work from its impending doom.

You rushed to stop the water from spilling and from soakingthe pages of your report. The water had spilled from your cup and splashed ontoyour documents. You made a grab to protect your notebook from damage, yet you knocked over a ink jar on the table. You jerked to save it, dropping yournotebook, but it was already too late as the jar rolled off the table andclatter to the ground.

“No!” You muttered as the ink stained the table and carpet.You soon realized the water was seeping into your books and notebooks and triedto desperately save them. You had no towel near you and you stood in front ofyour desk, only managing to save two pieces of paper from destruction.

You stared at the mess you had made unintentionally indisbelief, before whining incoherently in displeasure. Your report that you hadbeen working on for nearly two weeks was smudged and damp. Your books werepartly soaked and your notebook was stained.

Without thought, you tried to quickly salvage what you couldas you grabbed a cloth to help soak up the excess water. You started dabbing yourreport, trying not a smudge it further in order to still read it. You weresteadily becoming more and more upset when little progress was made.

Suddenly the door opened to your workroom, a polite voiceringing through.

“Gumdrop, dinner is ready.”

“Not now, Sai,” you spoke sharply, not even turning to lookat your boyfriend. You were solely focused on recovering your work.

“But I made lasagna,” Sai stated, befuddled.

“I don’t want to eat right now! I just made a mess ofeverything,” you commented, raising your voice, upset.

Sai seemed unaffected by your tone as he placed his oven-mittsdown by the door on the side table. He was perplexed as to why you were sounsettled and entered the room to find out. Sai began to slowly observe theroom, noticing the ink jar and the stain on the floor. He approached your desk,eyeing the wrinkled paper that was no longer legible.  He watched as you tried to salvage and fix theruin report he knew you had been working on. It was a report for your latestresearch project on genetics and chakra limits.

“What happened?” Sai questioned, curiously. His eyes were analyzing you, trying to gauge your mood.

“I bumped my water over and when I tried to stop it, Iknocked over the ink. Now, it’s nothing but a mess. It’s all ruined,” youwhined distraught, frustration clear in your voice.

“That’s rather unfortunate, but I’m sure it is not all lost.You can certainly rewrite it, can’t you?” Sai spoke, optimistically.

“No! This took me weeks. I can’t just rewrite it. Do youever redraw original works of yours?” you challenged, irritated.

“Yes, rather all the time when I’m out in the field,” Saimentioned, thinking back to his super beast scroll.

You grumbled. “No!!! That’s not what I meant! I mean youractual artwork. What I’m getting at is, I won’t be able to write it the way Idid before. It’s not going to be the same as the original. I had worked so hardon this and now it’s all gone,” you explained, distressed before sighing.

You slouched back in your chair, finding it hopeless to recoverany of your papers. The papers were too damp and too smudged to fix. Yousighed, dramatically as you placed your head down rather roughly on the desk,not caring if the ink you spilled got on you.

Sai stood silent beside you for a moment, taking in your saddenedfeatures before he left and came back to your room. You had not moved from yourspot as he brought in some cleaning supplies and a towel to wash out the stain onthe floor.

You tilted your head on your desk, your eye spying Saicrouching below you cleaning up the mess. You sighed again, reaching for him.Your hand made contact with his shoulder and he peered up at you, his faceblank.

“You don’t have to Sai. It’s my mess I can clean it up,” youspoke softer than you did before, calmer.

Sai smiled at you, despite you having raised your voice at himearlier.

“I want to. It’s no trouble, I am very equipped in getting inkstains out,” Sai mentioned positively.

You had no further argument to that as you let him clean upthe stain. You sat back in your chair, your shoulders drooping, gazing over themess on your desk in disappointment.

When Sai was done cleaning, and realizing you were still moping,he turned your chair to him. You looked at him, unsure what he was going tosay.

Sai was still smiling at you softly, as he grabbed yourhand. You wondered if he knew how important this was for you, feeling mildlyupset if he tried to brush this away.

“Y/N, your work is not gone, because you have it all uphere,” Sai pointed out as he poked your forehead. He soon stood up as you wereabout to protest your grievances. Sai hushed you with his fingertip, makingyour eyebrow twitch in annoyance as he retracted his hand.

“Let’s eat and we’ll approach this after dinner. I’ll helpyou redo your report,” Sai offered, genuinely.

Your eyes took in his light smile as you weighed his offer, yourhand loose within his grasp. Sometimes, you felt like you didn’t deserve tohave Sai as you looked into his sincere eyes. He was always readily willing tohelp you. He wanted to be there for you even when he might not understand thecrisis you were going through at the time. He would try his very best and helpwith anything to make you happy.

He was steady and supportive of your pursuits. You couldn’tfault him for what he did not know and you felt bad for snapping at himearlier. He was resilient though. Sai knew emotional outbursts come and go fromtime to time. He always let you talk out your feelings with him and never tookyour outbursts personally unless the statements were directly about him. Sai wasalways there to try to understand and listen openly to you.

Now was no different, you knew Sai was only trying to takeyour mind off from your ruined report so you could come back to it with a clearhead. It was going to be a pain in the ass to rewrite the report, but that wasa problem for after dinner, plus you’ll have Sai to make it better.

You no longer fought it, knowing you couldn’t change thelast few minutes of your life to fix everything. Instead you stood, holding Sai’shand more firmly. You nodded your head at him, ready to go to dinner and to tryout Sai’s lasagna.