#i guess i'm destined to a life of loneliness. it's either that or be abused! hahahahaha maybe i should just die at this point.

[thesickestfuckr]

another vent. this time about men and my history of being mistreated by them

why is it that most men seem to exclusively treat me with... hatred?! i never get this kind of treatment from anyone else. they never actively make fun of my insecurities or are rude to me as a "joke". i'm just at a loss. how am i going to date a man if it seems like 99% of the men i've met in my life actively want to bully me? is this my life? i feel like i'll never be able to date a man, or even form a sexual relationship with them, because i look too feminine for gay men (and most bisexual men i must be frank) and straight men always view me as something feminine that they can trample all over and simultaneously demand affection and arousal from while also treating me like absolute shit.