#i haaate being negative when drunk
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I think ive decided to go to my dads funeral in a dress, despite his super conservative mentees. He'd likely expect it from me and luckily his side of the fam are all faggots and trannies but ughhhhh i am dreading it. Also I know I'm expected to come up with a eulogy and a roast segment, along with talking to others but I can't and won't. (On a semi-non-seious note the eulogy i cant do bc yknow. And the roast because im too cutthroat and would start drama lmao)
Probably obvious that I've never attended a funeral for someone I actually knew but this shit fucking sucks, no one should have to be prepared for their own parent's funeral at 21
(And no one should have to get neglected by the healthcare system to the point of death but oh well it already happened)
#i haaate being negative when drunk#but it has been on my mind#i also have other social expectations and ig someones mad at me for not keeping in touch with my recently unestranged siblings#but like wtf do you expect me to do when my own dad died quickly by the hand of the medical system and im recovering from surgery/-#preparing to go back to work????#im literally back for three days before his service; and then straight back to work#i know my familial regret will create consequences but also literally fucking none of them reach out to us#we are the black sheep of the family and no one wants to make the effort to care for us#once everyone else is over my dads death theyre gonna ditch us without consequences#but my ass will suffer if i dont talk to anyone#ok wow a lot spilled. gonna go jack off or interact with nice things or something. none of this is my fault and theres only so much i can do#sorry for long tags#i will not be an angry drunk. i am a dumb/happy drunk (/mantra)#tony speaks#tony vents#this post is rat proof
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