#i had a scrap book in a composition book of pictures of them I'd cut out from magazines and I'd write stupid things
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sometimes i miss how i engaged with my interests before i started being more online, there was a purity and authenticity to it
#it got destroyed unfortunately so I can't post pictures but when i was obsessed with the Jonas Brothers from age 11-14#i had a scrap book in a composition book of pictures of them I'd cut out from magazines and I'd write stupid things#at no point was i influenced by people other than some irl friends who shared in and fueled my obsession#i didn't give a fuck about other people opinions or discourse#i just vibed by myself and did t care if people thought I was weird or a freak#which. a lot of people teased and picked on me for my weirdness.. and unfortunately it's tainted how i interact with interests now#I don't let people see or know what i like or am into. bc I remember the teasing and mocking#and part of me is like 'no kill that part that learned to cringe#bc even tho I literally do not gaf about the Jonas brothers nowadays#I can't deny how pure and authentic my passion was#I'm really sad that journal got ruined and i had to throw it away bc it was so cool actually#i wish I could tell my 13 y/o self how cool their 28 y/o self thinks they are#fuckin hurricanes.. ruin everything
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