#i hate how easy it is to kill myself fhjfdl like the only thing standing btwn me and being dead is... me
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#suicide tw#down here dont look dhfjdldl don't open the more tags or whatever it is#i just need to yell it somewhere sorry dhfjdl i will not be doing anything do not worry#i just need to put it into the void somewhere and unfortunately this is maybe the best place i have for it#i think this needs one more tag so that it won't show up fhfkdl idk i cant remember#anyways. wouldn't it be hilarious (lie) if i offed myself tonight before midnight lmfao#I cannot fucking keep doing this and ppl are so kind to me but im just rly unwell and there is no way out#i hate how easy it is to kill myself fhjfdl like the only thing standing btwn me and being dead is... me#like i could just fucking do it rn if i so pleased and then I'd be done and god that sounds like such a relief rn#i wish humans were harder to kill bc this is so frustrating to have such a thin sheet btwn me and suicide#i cant keep doing this fjfkfl im going to drown soon and i cannot get help for anything#i cant keep up w school and i cant fail it bc then i will be in trouble but god if it wasn't for the trouble I'd get in i would just let it#all slide at this point bc i am just in so much emotional mental etc pain#everything hurts fucking constantly and i cant get rid of it and im just carrying this constantly#im so incredibly tired of it all#i have no life to live even outside of the abuser's home. theres no space for me anywhere#im tired sorry I'll live bc i don't want to hurt ppl so don't worry abt me doing anything abt this#but im just. idk what to do anymore
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