#i have another migraine and apparently my suffering is now linked in a pavlovian way with disinhibited rambling about them again | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

defeateddetectives · 6 months

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what if i was glad you were obscured from my view because even if i cant bridge the distance between us the thought that i might understand you better than i'd expected to hurts far too much to think about

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what if i tried in a small secret moment while you were sleeping and couldnt see me to see the world through your eyes in hopes it could help me understand you and maybe even bridge the distance between us

#AND THE WAY THE TWO MOMENTS ARE BACK TO BACK???#the way it's always about seeing and being seen and the risks and perils and rewards and status and identity of it #the mortifying ordeal of being known of it all #(also its literally always about the haaaands but thats a sob session for another day!)#i have another migraine and apparently my suffering is now linked in a pavlovian way with disinhibited rambling about them again #so this is me making lemonade or whatever. as one does!!!#fifty years later i'll come back to this arc with even newer strings connecting the dots on that charlie day meme #(the dots spell out that they're in love btw. in case anyone was wondering #)#natsume problems #horrible exorcists

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