#i have been so unable to connect with someone romanticslly cos i aM so SCARED AND JDJDJDD ENOUGH
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may i finally have a year where i stop being scared of intimacy in all levels :3 please this is getting ridiculous i am gonna turn 27 this year and i was NOT this way before.... embarrassing...
#like ofc being vulnerable is scary but damn bitch u cant live like this. be cringey and sad and embarrassing it is okay™...#it is healthy it is part of life...#like i guess i've always been scared of intimacy/being vulnerale and i just. got lucky to get in relationships with ppl i trusted a lot#and like i was 100% okay with all types of intimacy with them but like since my last relationship#i have been so unable to connect with someone romanticslly cos i aM so SCARED AND JDJDJDD ENOUGH#like yeah yeah u gonna say u have feelings and she gonna say she just sees u as a friend like yeah yeah move on#or like yeah yeah u gonna say u have feelings and she will have feelings too but u wont be compatible#or she will live too far away#or it wont last#and like thats fine like yeah yeah thsts part of life. we've all seen it.#jsdudkdkd#anyway i guess the vulnerabiliy thing applies to like all.aspecgs of my life but it bothers me the most relationship wise#bc i really would like to settle down and love someone and like. i dont see thst happening any time soon#or any time tbh jdkdd#JDKDJD THIS DRAFT IS FROM THREE DAYS AGO BYE#boludeces y reclamos mios(?
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