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frecklystars · 1 year

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it's midnight!! happy birthday to me 🥳

i have to work tonight, so i'm actually just gonna spend the entire week celebrating my birthday. it's my birthweek. it's my month, baby!!!! keritember!!!! this year sucked and the universe owes me a good day so im MAKING it a good day!!!!

i am going to watch a movie with my bestie after work and cuddle my barbie/ken dolls and im gonna eat my favorite foods!!! i didn't get around to drawing a comic i had in mind bc i would rather focus on getting commissions done first BUT i will try to get my comic done by the end of the month bc i have a rly cute idea for barbie/me/ken 🥺🥺 and then ill spend the rest of the week treating myself to seeing barbie in imax theaters!! and!!! idk!!! eating more delicious meals!!! opening the packages u guys sent me (THANK U BTW IM SO EXCITED ABOUT THOSE)!!!!

i've also queued a bunch of my favorite music/barbie videos bc i want some extra happy stuff on my blog today 🥰🥰

#feels so wrong not celebrating w/ my TF F/Os but. ive got barbie and ken so its ok #i have imagined them holding my hand while im walking to the starflower meadow #and stsc gives me a hug and he says happy bday. and he promises hes waiting for me #no matter how long it takes. and hes gentle and hes soft spoken. and he is sad when i flinch but he doesnt hold it against me #and then i go back to barbieland where i can breathe a little better and everyone says theyre proud of me #i was gonna make this a lil vent comic but augh. cant draw stsc yet. but maybe some other time #it feels so much easier to imagine a transformers character... if barbie/ken are present #someone in my inbox described it once like... using those other F/Os as a 'bridge'#it feels WAY easier to imagine stsc or bee being gentle if i have someone 'safe' with me #woof

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