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skenpiel · 4 years

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im gonna cry i have a chocolate mousse cake with fresh raspberries its so sweet and savory and bitter i think dont think it even was that long since i had cake but fuuuuuuuck im so happy

#this tea is super good too................. it was the best pick for my vanillla cake but it doesnt go as well with the chocolate one #uh to specify i had 2 cake SLICES not entire cakes #i mean i definitely could eat two cakes in a row no problem but i dont have the money for that :o(#but god DAMN this cake is good #its dark in here so i didnt even see the raspberries........... the sweetness took me by surprise............... im so happy................#if i could have an unlimited supply of cakes and pastries i think id fall down and die on the spot im so happy #i want SWEETS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ALL the time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i already loved sweets but then these aawful meds made it even more intense #and im not really complaining since it gives me an excuse to eat an excess of sweets but sometimes its almost painful #like if i have sweets cravings and i dont have anything i get so worked up and cry and break things #thats why im literally never ever without at least a little candy on me its very important #but its also become kinda comforting? like a safety blanket #cause two things that can calm me down if i get worked up or anxious in public is like. sweets and milk #but its kinda hard carrying milk with you everywhere obviously so candy usually does the trick #i think id get really anxious if i went somewhere without any candy its kinda like realizing youve left your phone when going out #except the phones kind of a larger necessity i think #but its also like uhhh #i havent worn matching socks for like 8 years #like unless theyre special socks like thigh highs i literally wear mismatching socks every single day #in fact i wear TWO pairs of socks at the same time everyday too so its like. 4 completely different socks at any given time #and if i dont do that i get so anxious and stressed and i know its silly but its such a big habit of mine so if it changes i feel unsafe #its kinda the same with sweets! but i dont actually have to buy the socks myself either grandma knits them or mom buys for me so yknow. w/e #anyway im gonna keep eating this cake now and squeal and cry cause its so fucking good

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