#i hope these work for u boo !! lmk if u need anything changed <3

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          ❛  actually,  i  hit  them  first.  ❜    it's  like  he's  correcting  himself,  pondering  his  very  own  aggressive  actions  back  at  the  party  the  two  had  just  ditched.  now  grayson  seeks  refuge,  far  away  from  the  chaos  he  had  caused,  fingers  brushing  gently  over  the  dark  bruises  forming  on  his  knuckles.  he  hisses  after  pressing  a  particularly  tender  spot  before  continuing.    ❛  i  don't  regret  it.  your  partner's  an  asshole.  ❜ @fruitpoem

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discord text thread featuring : Roman and @wtfraelynn

when : 02/14/21 and 2/15/21

mentions : @cilliankelly, @judetaylorhq

description : Ro admits he wants to apologize to cillian and then tells Rae when he does

TWs: i don’t think so 

𝙧𝙖𝙚𝙡𝙮𝙣𝙣

You're getting a little something sent to your door tomorrow!!

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧.

hey stranger. Really?? :pleading_face:

𝙧𝙖𝙚𝙡𝙮𝙣𝙣

Of course. It's tradition.

But I can't tell you what it is.

It's edible that's all I'll say.

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧.

I would never expect otherwise

I have something for you too. I was hoping I could give it to you in person soon?

𝙧𝙖𝙚𝙡𝙮𝙣𝙣

Soon probably, yeah.

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧.

probably?

𝙧𝙖𝙚𝙡𝙮𝙣𝙣

I mean yes definitely soon but tomorrow I'm gonna be in the dance studio most of the day and I know you're gonna wanna spend time with your boys

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧.

well yeah, I will at night. I have a lunch break though at work before I’m off for the evening if you change your mind.

𝙧𝙖𝙚𝙡𝙮𝙣𝙣

I'll let you know if I have a free minute, sweet love.

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧.

okay. :heart:

𝙧𝙖𝙚𝙡𝙮𝙣𝙣

lmk when you get your treat it took me like 3 hours to decide which one to get bc they all looked so good

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧.

I’m excited to get it :blush:

𝙧𝙖𝙚𝙡𝙮𝙣𝙣

i love you so much :heart:

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧.

I love you too. Sorry for freaking out, I’m just paranoid :upside_down:

𝙧𝙖𝙚𝙡𝙮𝙣𝙣

Please don't be. I'm never going anywhere.

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧.

shew okay. Good.

𝙧𝙖𝙚𝙡𝙮𝙣𝙣

I'm holding your hand rn in my head. Can u feel it?

you're my best friend in the world. nothing can touch us.

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧.

I love you.

𝙧𝙖𝙚𝙡𝙮𝙣𝙣

love you love you love you.

𝙧𝙖𝙚𝙡𝙮𝙣𝙣

I'm gonna stop by to bring over you and the boys' crop tops tomorrow at some point, will you be home?

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧.

yes that sounds good :slight_smile:

𝙧𝙖𝙚𝙡𝙮𝙣𝙣

you're gonna LOVE them.

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧.

I know I will. You know what I’ll love more? Seeing your face

𝙧𝙖𝙚𝙡𝙮𝙣𝙣

You'll get a big kiss too :heart:

𝙧𝙖𝙚𝙡𝙮𝙣𝙣

I know things have been weird. I hate it. I'm sorry.

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧.

I know you’ve been kind of upset with me. I really want to make it right.

𝙧𝙖𝙚𝙡𝙮𝙣𝙣

I think you know how you can do that, yeah?

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧.

bleh. Lolll

𝙧𝙖𝙚𝙡𝙮𝙣𝙣

Not ready?

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧.

I know I need to be

𝙧𝙖𝙚𝙡𝙮𝙣𝙣

But you're not.

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧.

I’m mad at him but I do really like cillian.

I want to make it right.

𝙧𝙖𝙚𝙡𝙮𝙣𝙣

I know he likes you, too.

I mean, what's not to like?

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧.

hahaha

𝙧𝙖𝙚𝙡𝙮𝙣𝙣

I really think that this can be rectified.

also don't laugh at me, i'm serious.

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧.

I know you are lol

𝙧𝙖𝙚𝙡𝙮𝙣𝙣

no more laughin at meee

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧.

I miss you

𝙧𝙖𝙚𝙡𝙮𝙣𝙣

I miss you too.

Today was especially hard.

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧.

yeah it was.

𝙧𝙖𝙚𝙡𝙮𝙣𝙣

But you had your boys

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧.

I know but I was still sad.

𝙧𝙖𝙚𝙡𝙮𝙣𝙣

Same, I mean, why do you think I practiced ballet for hours and never stood still?

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧.

I love you :pleading_face:

𝙧𝙖𝙚𝙡𝙮𝙣𝙣

I love you, too.

And I'm sad.

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧.

don’t be sad :pleading_face:

𝙧𝙖𝙚𝙡𝙮𝙣𝙣

I just hate that I feel like I'm hurting you while I'm trying not to hurt Cil.

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧.

you’re my best friend

𝙧𝙖𝙚𝙡𝙮𝙣𝙣

And you're mine

And I'm hurting you.

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧.

I know it’s because I fucked up though I guess so I’m trying to understand it

𝙧𝙖𝙚𝙡𝙮𝙣𝙣

It just like. Kills me to know that you're hurt because of me.

But. I'm gonna see you tomorrow. I just can't take it anymore.

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧.

I’ll apologize to Cillian. I promise.

𝙧𝙖𝙚𝙡𝙮𝙣𝙣

Good.

You have no idea how much that means to me.

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧.

I’m sure Jude will hate me forever though.

𝙧𝙖𝙚𝙡𝙮𝙣𝙣

I'm hoping that if Cil is good, Jude will be, too.

And I mean, I don't know, I can't speak for him, but you at least know how I feel.

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧.

I know. Bleh. I just hate the whole situation.

𝙧𝙖𝙚𝙡𝙮𝙣𝙣

It'll be okay.

I know it.

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧.

this is what I have you for. To tell me it’s gonna be okay :joy:

𝙧𝙖𝙚𝙡𝙮𝙣𝙣

You believe me though, right?

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧.

yeah of course. If you say it, it must be true :smiling_face_with_tear:

𝙧𝙖𝙚𝙡𝙮𝙣𝙣

i've never been wrong in my whole life.

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧.

yeah yeah of course lol

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𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧. I apologized to Cillian 𝙧𝙖𝙚𝙡𝙮𝙣𝙣 How did that go? 𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧. it’s still going but he’s really understanding of course. 𝙧𝙖𝙚𝙡𝙮𝙣𝙣 I felt like he would be. I'm so proud of you. 𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧. :pleading_face: I didn’t do anything. I was dumb to start it to begin with. 𝙧𝙖𝙚𝙡𝙮𝙣𝙣 You went out of your comfort zone and admitted you were wrong and that you were sorry. That is not easy. And I'm proud of you. 𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧. I love you 𝙧𝙖𝙚𝙡𝙮𝙣𝙣 I love you so much. Let's spend tomorrow together. 𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧. you got it babe 𝙧𝙖𝙚𝙡𝙮𝙣𝙣 It's what we deserve :pleading_face: 𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧. I agree. Also randomly off topic but wanna see something that turned my stomach https://www.instagram.com/p/CLQMeLXlAs0/?igshid=1t0dhwrxgxhqj why 𝙧𝙖𝙚𝙡𝙮𝙣𝙣 NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO that's.....that's heterosexual shit. if someone tried to get near my pussy with those i'd bite their hand off 𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧. I was just trying to innocently look at Instagram and got attacked 𝙧𝙖𝙚𝙡𝙮𝙣𝙣 literally what the fuck is wRONG WITH PEOPLE. i believe in short nail supremacy. it means ur ready for anything. 𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧. exactly. though I do love scratching 𝙧𝙖𝙚𝙡𝙮𝙣𝙣 true, true, probably the only reason mine aren't shorter. Gotta leave scratches down their back. 𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧. shivers 𝙧𝙖𝙚𝙡𝙮𝙣𝙣 i mean is it not EVERYTHING 𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧. yes I agree times a million as you know 𝙧𝙖𝙚𝙡𝙮𝙣𝙣 oh you 𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧. :joy::joy: 𝙧𝙖𝙚𝙡𝙮𝙣𝙣 you made me belly laugh ily 𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧. I LOVE WHEN YOU BELLY LAUGH 𝙧𝙖𝙚𝙡𝙮𝙣𝙣 i love when u do literally everything ever bc ur my lil baby 𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧. hehehehe 𝙧𝙖𝙚𝙡𝙮𝙣𝙣 I'm so happy finally. :heart: 𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧. he told me Jude was mad so idk. I still feel bad. 𝙧𝙖𝙚𝙡𝙮𝙣𝙣 Maybe you should talk to J. 𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧. You think so? 𝙧𝙖𝙚𝙡𝙮𝙣𝙣 I think if you just say you're sorry for any hurt you caused him and Cil, that'll count for something. And if he's still mad, well, at least you tried? 𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧. yeah Cill says not to talk to him 𝙧𝙖𝙚𝙡𝙮𝙣𝙣 Then in that case, I'd say Cil knows best. I know my brother, and if he's really that upset, it's maybe best to leave it alone. 𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧. yeah. 𝙧𝙖𝙚𝙡𝙮𝙣𝙣 maybe you can talk someday but i guess not today and that's okay, some things take more time to move past. 𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧. yeah it’s fine 𝙧𝙖𝙚𝙡𝙮𝙣𝙣 are you okay? 𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧. yeah I’m fine. Cillian is the one I wanted to focus on so I’m happy with that. 𝙧𝙖𝙚𝙡𝙮𝙣𝙣 Good. I love you. 𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧. I love you too boo 𝙧𝙖𝙚𝙡𝙮𝙣𝙣 i'm gonna literally be so annoying tomorrow 𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧. I can’t wait 𝙧𝙖𝙚𝙡𝙮𝙣𝙣 i'll be there in the morning with giant coffees. 𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧. perfecttttt 𝙧𝙖𝙚𝙡𝙮𝙣𝙣 :sparkles::purple_heart: :kiss: