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cool-sword · 1 year

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the problem with like. experimenting with to identity/gender/whatever is that like. ideally i could figure it out and then make the change and then jumpscare everyone with it in post. “hey what’s up, new update, alright let’s move on”

unfortunately, these things require like time and messing around to figure out

also unfortunately, it’s impossible to achieve anything alone due to being human and community and all

usually that last thing is great but i really wish i could just skip that part and just retroactively let everyone know whatever it is i am

#this may be a symptom of the fact that there is something very wrong with me in the ‘admitting your a person with needs and internality’#really need to get over that one before i can get to the real shit #but also that thing may be a symptom of the real shit #i am going to explode is the point #it’s 2am i should really sleep #please no one read TOO much into this in terms of me being good or not #i just need to rant somewhat melodramatically on occasion #despite the fact it does not seem to help resolve anything #i say all of this as if i’ve even tried #i will #sometime

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