#i just really really hope they give jt back i dont even know why it happened its been a week since in sent the appeal and ive gotten no

[bandomgay]

Imma be honest I just want my Pinterest account back like

[i-am-here-with-fanfic]

If you're still taking requests I was hoping a bit of something self indulgent since I've been struggling lately being pretty sick. How would Toshinori react to having a female s/o that's normally pretty healthy suddenly get sick? Like it starts out as a really bad cold but processes to sometimes coughing bits of blood and having frequent asthma attacks, sometimes waking up at night unable to breath easy? I'm thinking it's pneumonia or bronchitis at this point but could use the fluff

(Well of course! This job is all about Fluffiness in bed! Coming right up:

Home Remedies (Toshinori x Reader)

Toshinori fell in love with your optimisitic self-being that he began to change subtly due to how much you influence him.

Everytime there was a problem, you were determined of what's to come.

You are strong, health-issue free. Everytime you accompanied him to the doctor's, he would feel down that you have to feel sad about his horrendous scar and health issues. Before the doctor appeared, you would kiss his lips to reassure him it would be fine.

"Look at how far you had this with you, five years beyond. This is proof that you're not giving up without a fight, I'm right here when you need me." You gave him a grin that even he smiled back.

He was prideful of being your partner. And I mean, prideful. He was more prideful than the fact that you are his, he feels mentally and emotionally better that he was by your side. His friends and coworkers have noticed that, even his successor, Midoriya was keen to notice it.

Until one day, you were chopping vegetables while Toshinori watched your cutting skills when you coughed.

That got him off guard.

You simply brushed it off, "Heh, must be the dust, I'll get cleaning after." You smiled at him, watching his face turn into a worried expression.

"I've never heard you cough before, (Y/N) what if it was something serious?" He gurroed his eyebrows, the list getting longer in his mind.

You laugh lightly, "It'll be okay, sweetie. It probably was just a one cough. Don't worry, okay?" You tiptoed to kiss his forehead.

Over the course of a week, you ended up resting in the bed, coughing every once in a while and having difficulties to breath and coughing out what was disturbing your lungs. Your chest hurts tremendously, headaches would occur from the pressure of coughing. You rarely slept because of the coughs. Toshinori was worried, very worried. You were getting sad because he was worried about you. You kept smiling at him with how you could, "I'll be fine, Toshi. It'll be over-" and you coughed in your arm, the nasty raspy cough. He was by your side with the glass of water, rubbing your shoulder, feeling awful not knowing what to do, "We should go to the doctor, (Y/N), please."

You saw he was genuinely worried about your health, how you physically look weak, with bags under your eyes, slightly palish.

"Okay...I'll go, only because you asked me..." You rubbed against his cheek, while he leaned over you to kiss it.

That night, you woke up wheezing, getting the blanket off your body to take as much air as your body needed, but need to cough. Toshinori was already wide awake to rub your back gently, worried sick about your well-being, mentally begging to take you to the clinic. You chest had multiple sharp pains as you whimpered. You nearly waved your hand desperately for jt to end, you dont know why you almost flail your hands around, only to feel a skinny hand to grab a hold of it.

He breath slowly as you slowly regain your breaths, slowly but surely. After minutes passed by, you nodded towards him, "...I need to go to the clinic, babe-" you coughed, "Please take me.."

~

After coming back from the clinic, you were exhausted and you couldn't help but almost rush to the bed. Only, even considering the walk to the bed made you groan in pain as you slid your feet on the floor, making your way to the bed. Toshinori held his breath and picked you up, bridal atyle to your bed.

You smiled small, cuddling against his chest, "You shouldn't...*caugh* force yourself so much, I must be very heavy." You kissed the skin you saw peaking underneath the shirt he was wearing.

"You're not heavy, sweetheart," He placed you in bed, covering you with blankets, "The only thing that is heavy is my heart when I see you in pain."

It was quiet, you blushed, couldn't helolp but smile the slightest, well, okay not really, you couldn't help but smile, kissing his cheek and quickly covering your mouth with your arm, "You're so poetic, Mr. Yagi. Okay, I'll give in...you can get inside with me."

He chuckled the slightest and got in the bed with you. You two stared at each other, you couldnt stop smiling with pain behind it, and Toshinori had his mind filled with clouds of pessimist thoughts.

"Toshi, I'm gonna get you sick, babe." You fumbled with his fingers, caressing them slightly.

"Just try aiming in my mouth." He got closer to you, nearly pressing against you.

You laughed which turned into a coughing fit in your shirt.

He wrapped his long arms around you, releasing a deep breath, apologizing for making you laugh.

You felt his hand rubbing your back, you know, where lungs uncomfortably are making your body not have the oxygen you need so bad because there was fluid.

"You keep saying everything will be okay, and it's hard for me to believe in that when the person I love has helped me find the motivation to continue. How do I have that motivation when I see you in pain?"

You coughed a bit more before responding, "Well, if motivation is what you need, just hope that I will get better, just like how I hope I get better so I won't see you so worried." You cuddled up against him.

You both nuzzled against each other, a thing you both do silently when you need the safety, the reassurance.

You hear his troubling breaths as he constantly struggled to breath with just ONE lung, while you also had difficulties breathing from pneumonia.

You were so comfortable in the position that when you closed your eyes, you fully trust that your partner was going to be there by your side, you know he was going to be by your side no matter what. You had that effect on him, just like he had that effect on you. You coughed once again, before he whispered with his eyes close, nuzzling against your face with his cheek, "I'll have hope that you get better, sweetie. I'm proud you're fighting with so much strength like you always do, (Y/N)."

You gently placed the softest kisses on his neck, before you began to rest thanks to the medicine you needed.

"Thank you, babe. Let's fight together..." You smiled small and he held your hand, almost symbollically of not letting go, "I'll be here."

"I know babe.." You responded, "I'll wake up with a smile, okay?"

He kissed your forehead, "I'll be happy, rest now, you need it."

As you fell asleep, he began working on his thoughts. He wanted you to feel better, he did! He wanted you to stop feeling so much physical pain that he was going to change his attitude towards things. He thought that if he send you many positive thoughts, that it would help speed up your recovery.

He whispered to you, multiple whispers:

"You'll have bad days, just like this, but it's why you have your head up, because you're not afraid to fight."

"I love how...even how you fell ill, it doesn't affect how you think."

"This must be hard on you, and I'm sorry I'm selfishly thinking that you should get better for my sake, but be better for yourself."

"I hope that you get a lot stronger now, you look so adorable when you sleep so peacefully."

You moved slightly to hug him better, smiling at hearing his whispers to push on against the problem you're having at this moment.

"This will be over soon, and I will get to see that beautiful smile."

"I hope my home remedies will help you recover faster."

And as you were about to ask what home remedies he was talking about, he kissed your forehead, cheeks, lips, every inch of your face he kissed and you blushed, feeling incredibly happy, really hoping for your pneumonia to end very soon.

((A/N: I hope you get better soon and you liked the story!)

[cleaduvalls]

i watched all 20 episodes of spy kids: mission critical in about a week and here are my thoughts (3/5)

1.9

i havent watched this in like 2 days i dont even remember what happened last time

why is everything in the desert the desert sucks

alsjhiajgdf i love tom kenny

listen i know hes like a superandroid or whatever but i really hope he and therese fall in love

wait hold up. i thought they already had midterms???? like the did that before scorpion went to her fashion shoot. AND they were kupkakkes midterms. whats up with this school

no drinking in class???? rude. let them hydrate

that seems imbalanced

aHh

thats only like 10

also that book is dummy thicc

its ok ace my nose whistles too

shut up carmen youre just jealous because shes pretty

there are no seasons its a desert

ok dude stop breathing so hard

he JUST said that

anywhere between an hour and umm... 11 months

you put it on one page why are all the pages back

me but with physics

thats literally the best line in the whole series

juni how do you not know that you were at a safe H O U S E

theyve been gone for like 2 hours are they not allowed to study?????

what even is AWOL???

absent without leave. neat

talon gives off some big draco energy

tick tock???? how dare you

slkdhfa she called sir awesome honey shes such a mom

dont make it obvious

oh look they made it obvious

roll credits

i was in cleveland when i watched this episode - well actually i left that day - and i was s h o o k e t h

also hes right. no spy would be in cleveland. theres 3 buildings

oh me too

right bc shes the only “I.A.”

ew

eW

this isnt HARRY POTTER. or maybe it is. talon is a hardcore draco

oh right bc swearing is for Men™

update tumblr decided to break AGAIN (im boutta cry btw) so we lost about 5 minutes from the end of 1.9 and 7 from the beginning of 1.10

1.10

its a DOORBELL do they not have those in the outback steakhouse

lots of people. doofenshmirtz, other people who i cant think of right now, etc

???? no it wont????

did your troop leader not give you The Talk??? you NEVER go in the customers house

ace no. youre allowed to not buy treats

theres a triforce on her vest, too

shes just gonna go to another house yall. shell be f i n e

oh my God shes holding hands with mauly im gonna c r y

yeah its called saliva

nope only scorpion lives in a castle

stop bringing up spy sense and tell him you saw her glare at you

HES ALLOWED TO LIKE FOOD

how do you know that he doesnt have his phone if YOU dont know where it is and HE cant tell you

i love how she says "floor. ceiling. more thumb"

haha i found the birth of venus

oh and the creation of adam

hes like squidward, which would make sense bc goldies voiced by tom kenny who voices spongebob

"sebastian oliver" "shadow operative" S.O. nice

why do you have a trailblazers badge. youre 4. i didnt get one til i was a cadette

also sebastian???? isnt that the toymakers first name????? you cant have 2 sebastians

also why do you have braces. youre still 4

"SIR MEANIE FACE" IF SOMEONE SAID THAT TO ME ID BE D E V A S T A T E D

SCORPION LET HER CRY SHES F O U R

so really, spy sense DID help

oooooh, sentry duty, thats gotta hurt

WHAT THE H E C K YOURE F O U R

she looks like frickin plushtrap

aCE NO YOURW GONNA D I E

oh trust me they hurt me more than you know

dude theyre so thin youre f i n e

eh, still worked

clicking her teeth together so hard must H U R T

i think she can get out of there. also shes concussed now

why was that so quiet. why did it get louder

thats not a y shape

no, they spy kids

oh shiitake mushrooms thats what THEY said

whenever they say pinnoquinoxx i always think of pinnochio

ahdhhsjak i miss pizza parties 😔

well now we ALL expect it

also, no one????? pick a cooler code name. your regular name was cool and now youve ruined it

2.1

oh theres finally a skip intro option. im not taking it

stop saying that its weird

EWWWWWW CRUSTY THATS SO G R O S S

haha shes shopping w the goon. love that

oh yeah i didnt get to tell yall yet but i absolutely h a t e gablet

a lot of people, juni

listen i know a jt (but he doesnt go by jt) and uhhhhhhh were not gonna go there

why are you happy. what about second semester makes you so happy

boi thats a tardis

the design on his hoverboard looks like the aperture science logo

i paused to read the Floops label and it says "fried corn and sugar loop shaped breakfast substitute, net wt. 13 oz" ITS NOT EVEN A CEREAL ITS A BREAKFAST SUBSTITUTE IM C R Y I N G

listen i know hes technically scorpions dad but i dont think he can legally be in the dorm rooms

aww, thats sweet

i dont think gablet has an attached printer

gablet always sounds like shes mocking people

oh dear God its dolores umbridge

haha nerd

awesome no im gonna die

whenever carmen yells she sounds like link

ok so i didnt find a reason why she sounds like link but i DID find that theyre making a wherea waldo tv series so uhhhh thats fun

why does the cat have a bandaid

GABLET S T O P

OH!!!!!! ON THE WALL!!!!!!! ITS THE TUMBLR POST WITH THE FORK AND KNIFE ETIQUETTE PICTURE!!!!! YOU KNOW THE ONE!!!!!

oh no fart jokes

its even the basic fart sound effect

BAHAHAH MY PHONE VIBRATED AT THE SAME TIME HE FARTED THAT WAS WEIRD

oh no i hate him

stop SLURPING

uh yeah???? you heard them yelling about it

how??? does that work??? you cant just like catch electricity in a cup.... can you???? i havent studied it since 4th grade

oh worm??

goldies such a boomer

worm??

psi shouldnt be at the drawing board right now. he also shouldnt be confused

what happened to the lasers

wait nvm we havent gotten to that episode yet

ace is valid, dark is Scary

im gonna punch gablet in the face

that doesnt sound realistic

do you not have stairs??????

dont you mean inside AND out??

that flashlight did NOTHING

how did it die so fast?????

who else would you be talking to??

isnt that bowser from the mario movie we dont speak of??

i havent gotten a chance to tell yall but i absolutely love clemp. hes such a mood

hes the greatest spy

does it use a mini transmooker???? ig it doesnt bc gablet works but thatd be lit

SEE SHES IMMORTAL

me when i see something interesting

ME WHEN IM NOT ON MY PHONE

i dont think you can legally say that

you killed her

me

wow nice promo

also just???? bring a charger????? like youre the tech girl why do you not have one at all times

how?????? did you go so fast

machete electric bubbles??? nice

just task manager him

mother of all boards sounds like it could be a cuss...mother of all fuckers

also throwback to 1.7 when she says "his ai firewalled his motherboard" i keep expecting her to say "his ai firewalled this motherfucker"

yes i said keep ive watched that episode too many times to count

worm??

why did you giggle and make a flirty pose. are yall supposed to get together???

did you????? kill him????????? holy shit

2.2

thats what my dad does. he loves hospital corners

idc what it is you have a bazooka

ok if it was a spider id get it, australia has some deadly ones, but does it have deadly ants too???? like is that a Thing????

also ants in your room are gross

was that just a cameo??? i dont remember what happens in this one

haha because he said grapevines and wine has dregs and wine is made of grapes

for the boys??? thats so cute

listen idc how evil you are EVERYONE should cry over otters

so one of the parents has a sister or sister in law named roxanna..... hmmm.......

if you dont use your turn signal h*ck u

hes gonna D I E

i just looked at my shoe and i think theres blood on it???? what the h*ck

suspicious??? about.... what???? having fears???? not being perfect?????

juni that was awful wording

JUNI WHAT DID YOU D O TO HIM

like i know what he DID but the way it plays out makes it seem like something significant

i thought his name was heavy meddle not.... deth metal???? thats how the subtitles spell it

hahah me

he sounds like bling bling boy

yeah ik im a fool thanks for reminding me

what are you gonna do??? kill juni????

POOR WORD CHOICE JUNI

oh he gives exactly 0 h*cks

a shoe doesnt make that sound

crack bugs?????

see thats why you dont mess with things

im a god among boys??????? what????

did you... kill them????????????

thats any australian person

theyre so stupid i love them

good i hate her

i thought the gunk just like... disappeared from the guitar but actually it shot off

he died... 😔

uhh.... yeah????? was it not obvious?????

me when i have 5 dollars

[deafinatlyafan]

Sorry this is random but do you have any "i believe this but no one else does" headcanons about the Sides?

 (Dont be sorry i love talking about headcanons! Sorry this took so long!)I dont have any reasons for them, theyre just in my head and thought up becaus... i can basically(And yes i project a lot dont juge me, i know you do too.)Okay so;Prince: i like thinking hes aromantic but i headcannon hes pansexual He's lactoes intollerant (apparenty its canon but not really much has been said on it?)Secretly super insecure (a lot of people agree with this tho.)While everyone thinks he sword fights, i think he only sword fights like kids do... i mean, like they imagine it and pretend to be a knight saving some stuffed toy everyones forgotten about. I dont think he actually goes on adventures, he just daydreams/play imagines it all like kids would do. *the dragon witch from valentines day video was from his daydream mode. he imagines He's an actual disney prince that desrroys the witch from king arthor (i cant remmeber what that disney movie is called dang it.)Also, he cant use the katana (?) to fight at freaking all. Its just sitting on his hips because hes extra and likes to feel like a prince.Hes bad at athletics but will try to use his katana to protect his friends if he thinks its needed.---Morality: He's a sex positive Asexual (but doesnt know it)Has ADHDCan actually be serious, but cannot go for more than half an hour without puns. He needs to make someone smile (or at least confused.)Needs cuddles/affection ar least five times a day (unless its a bad night, then extra hugs)Goes to Roman actually for hugsSuper affectionate and has at least three giant teddy bearsSecretly buys all his baking/cooking from the stlre and puts those on the cookie sheet.--Logic:He's an aromantic, asexual whoes nuetural about dating but almost romance repulsed-almost.  Borederline sex positive.He dosent like hugs but loves to cuddle (he feels weird when the other sides have a problem about it) Has an egg allergy He loves to goof around which is why he and Morality are so close (Morality kind of knows Logic is carefree;) However Logic feels the need to be serious around/about Thomas (so thomas has someones whoes actually responsible. Thomas before bros apparently)He actually enjoyed school for the most part (minus tests.) Thats why he became a "teacher." The reason hes laid back is because he studied what made him like/hate his teachers and adapted to their qualities accordingly.He gives nap times in class when he needs a lazy day or when he knows that day will b extra rough He has a tiny owl stuffed animal Morality got him in favor of winnie the pooh owl character who was very intellegent. He still snuggles with it kn his bad days or when he needs to be grounded--Anxiety:Gay but not interested in dating for the most part (hes not aro or ace, he just dosent want to date for now.)Has a Gluten allergyIsnt soft but isnt hardcoreIs Hard of hearing Uses sign language (hearing or not, oral or not.)Uses Morality's giant teddy bears when hes overwhelmed but dosent want human contact (actually thats a lie he just steals it because he likes it but sush)He likes to scare the other sides (only Morality and Prince are okay with it so he leaves Logic out of it.) Will wait till his phone battery is at 1% to charge jt (most days it dies before he charges it but he doswnt care too much. Everyone is shocked by this revelation, Roman faints even though he waits till the phone is at 1% too.)Tada!! Thats all i got rn, i hope these things make sense!I might have missed some but thats all i can thinj of rn! Plus ik tired and feel asleep at least 3 times doing this I hope you enjohed this interest read!

[markyishanthonymartinez]

4/17/17

i rushed home to hopefully do this before you check.

today was alright i guess.

no. no no no. 

today was great. like sometimes i think about my days and I'm like, “eh yeah it was pretty normal, decent day, whatevs,” but like that’s so dumb. like most days are so great. today was average, but there’s so many great awesome wonderful things that happen every day that i dont think about or appreciate cause i’ve become desensitized to them as being good things and that’s no bueno. 

okay gonna talk about even the lil tings.

i woke up a bit late if i’m being honest, but that’s okay. i sprung straight out of bed and made a quick breakfast (quietly of course, cause logan was slep). ate, got dressed. okay tbh i looked cute af today. i wore one of my fav shirts, which is my pink state champs shirt and like i just really think soft colors really work well with me cause they kinda play well with how dark and defined my hair and facial features are and stuff (honestly that’s probably why like 60% of my closet is white shirts). but yeah and not to mention that pink is kinda polarizing and makes people double take and idk fam, i paired that with my favorite khakis (cuffed up once of course), my normal black vans that i’ve probably worn for like 100000 days straight, and my black bomber jacket that i wear sempiternally. idk i thought the fit was fly af and i felt dank and looking good=feeling good and feeling good is always worth noting. 

went to class. instrumentation is half pointless at this point, cause like we already had our last midterm and the final isn't a written final, the only final for the class is a lab practical. and we’ve learned all the things that the practical could be on. so like in a very loose use of the word, class is kinda pointless the rest of the way. obviously there’s homework and learning and stuff so it’s not completely pointless, but having that in the back of my head just makes it a bit difficult to give my undivided attention in class. even poles was doing other stuff and he’s alwayyyyyyys the attention-payer. bags and jeff are always on their phones and I'm kinda in the middle 4ever. wait also, we got our test scores posted online like a week ago, but he hasn't even mentioned passing the test back to us and like, “fam... if the tests are graded and the scores are entered into canvas then why can't i have it?????????? @ ME” 

after class, as we do every monday, wednesday, friday, we went to the ecc and put in two hours of homework time. i almost finished the mech design due thursday and that’s good cause i need to turn my attention to the heat transfer test on thursday as soon as i can. OH DANG ALSO i finally listened to the new kendrick record. that probably sounds ridiculous considering how hyped i was for kendrick last night and i hadn't even listened to his record, but lemme essssplain. i, mark anthony martinez, love love love listening to records in full and will hold off listening to singular songs until i find the time to run through a record. i just love following the story and letting it all hit me in one fell swoop. but yeah DAMN. is DAMN. absolutely wonderful. kendrick has really outdone himself, and that’s saying something considering his last two releases have been instant classics. i just identify so much with the record and i can't say enough great things. but yeah gr8 times, did hella homework and listened to gr9 record, happy merk. 

then we all walk together to systems. okay this one asshole has been kinda trying to take our seats for the past two weeks and i’m gonna kick his teeth in next time he does it.... okay not really i’ve never been in a fight. but forreal, WE’VE SAT THERE ALL SEMESTER, 1-2-3-4-5. JT ON THE END, THEN ME, THEN POLESIES, FOLLOWED BY JEFF, AND FINALLY BAGS. EVERYONE ELSE RESPECTS SEATS. WHY CANT YOU, YOU DISRESPECTFUL UNGRATEFUL TURD BASKET. no, but really, fam has sat in the row behind us allllll semester and like just last week he decided to try us? nahhhhh, aint gonna fly. 

anyways, jt didn't get a seat with us because of that, and like he just walks up and loudly proclaims, “DAMN MAN, WHY DO PEOPLE GOTTA FUCK UP THE STATUS QUO?” same jt, same. 

systems was dope. it’s probably my most fun class considering how dynamic and interesting and just all things it is. v hard, but i love to dip my mind into the material. 

wow okay i just peeked at the clock and whoops.

ummm okay then i came home with poles and bags and logan was on the couch watching the arsenal game on his phone cause i guess the nbc sports xbox app wasn't working. so i came to the rescue and put the game on my laptop and connected it to our projector, yay haps logan. 

then we all hung out for a bit and did guy stuff.

talk shit about each other and talk about memes and make fun of bags for breaking poles’ garbage disposal

arsenal won, logan was haps, i wasn't lol. 

then poles left to go try to fix his garbage disposal lol. and logan bags and i kinda just hung out and continued the previous activities and yeah. bags left for work and logan left for the airport and i did homework while listening to más kendrick. 

then i had a game tonight. tyler didn't show up... which is weird cause like he’s the one that organized this and like is one of our better players and prettttty sure he took and nap and just slept through everything lol. but anyways, we played tke. FUCK TKE. (in case bags reads dis). but yeah uh they weren’t very good. like they weren't garb, and had a few solid players, but in the grand scheme of things they did a lot of nothing lol. we had soooooo many chances that we didn't put away. we got the first goal through nathan early on. then they tied it up and kinda celebrated all over the place, which sorta kinda maybe pissed me off. so, naturally, i scored a beautiful little heel flick that drew cheers form the tke crowd lol. and then nathan set me up beautifully for a second that i got really clean connected on and drilled passed the keeper from outside the box. it ended like that 3-1. oh oh oh also one of the refs was a rad friend that lived on my floor in the dorms that i hadn't seen in 15k years so that was nice to see her. oh wait at the end, okay hold on, why am i always a dickhead? like the the crowd kinda got on my nerves a few times cause they were just being overly rambunctious. so what does lil ole mark decide to do? i go into sarcastic mark mode, but not verbally (well okay a lil verbally), mainly physically. like one time they kicked the ball out and said they were all like WTFFFF FAM THAT WENT OUT OFF HIS BACK. and like it defs didn't and the refs knew it didn't and i’m kinda just chuckling and then one of them is like, “see, he’s laughing, he knows it went off his back” so of course, what do i do. i literally point at my back and just lay down in the middle of the court. then there were other things here or there, but yeah i was nice most of the time. 

came home, eating pizza, gonna shower and slep now. 

april seventeenth is a beautiful day.

happy birthday lil ms orange

ilylots

hope you did fun things//and even if you’re old and grody, stay beautiful

- mark anthony martinez

[mymaskedmemories]

My home aint feel like home since i was six, me myself and i putting up sticks, starting fires without wicks and doing voodoo magic tricks i was the troll under the bridge smoking cigs and munching chips. At age 6 i was tryna have a real good time, throw a party in the woods with friends not seen by human eye, i was hoping for an answer companionship or a clue about who the fuck I was and what the fuck im sposed to do!

Unclear about intentions, surely they are selfish, wondering when she'll shut down, wanna knock the fuck out. Elementary aged therapist for elementary minded people, confide in me ur daughter since u know im kind and feeble. Actually i was factually terrified of flying fists from foaming mists falling fast like those damned beer shits. In the morning

Sneaking out, i was on the scout, woodpushing down cypress tryna find me some clout. Instead i got

Slit wrists listening to shit lists of songs i put on a cd to help keep me asleep, away from the symptoms, stacked against the walls like books im too scared to look at, they taunt me and the titles scream "why the fuck did you do that" again and I'm relapsing, tryna find a new captian, of this ship im on thats destined to sink. Im on the brink i feel it, wonderin if its real and, trying to patch the canon holes with drugs and a new vision reel.

Im finally looking up, the stars are fillin my cup, with knowledge of a higher vibe that'll leave me unstuck with the best of luck. Is it really luck though? I find

Im not real, this is all a simulation, the ebb and flow is all i know and earth feels like its fakin, fakin peace fakin happiness even fakin what we see, nothing feels real and honestly thats the tea. Energy snatched body hatched being with no attachment to earth like things, bathin in a lake in the moonlight i sing, my song is for who? and im not tryna cue the absence of u im no siren im just cryin tryna vibe with the high tribe we flyin! Soarin through the universe a soaceship called earth, we started off as worms and through years and years of hurt, and growth we have evolved into these bodies I dont understand but I mean here we are so lets give ourselves a hand for embarking on this journey, anybody else in a hurry? To get back to jupiter i know it may sound stupider than believing in a god but honestly its not that harhd, to see beyond the stratosphere, i know jts cloudy but its not unclear, a trap rooted deep within this earthly foundation filled with fear. Were run by corruption and its gumming up the works, woth all this hate and greed flowing stream of consciousnesses seems absurd, but its collective, I promise, its why we all feel.wack, there are greedy white old guys tryna fund the hack, to the universe? To us? Are they the same thing? Not super sure all i know is within ourselves is the true key. Dont let em fool ya, they'll try to overrule yee, with lies and the ties to tangible things meant to hurt ya. So together we shall rise, high above the sky, transcendence is unavoidable and we all peacefully die