#i kissed a snowbear

[dovejuice]

Take this with you before you go, it's dangerous out there.

[falcor-thee-luck-dragon]

Jaskier x firebender reader - We need a horse

Summary: Jaskier is tired of constantly walking, so he convinces you to find a way to get a horse.

Warnings- shenanigans, fighting, death of bad guys, Jaskier fluff 

Masterlist

You and Jaskier are standing outside of a tavern as Geralt does whatever on the inside, you’re guessing it’s finding a new monster to hunt. Or perhaps he could be swooning over a fair maiden, yeah that doesn’t seem very plausible. You shake the thought out of your head as you lean against the side of the stony tavern, your boots in the dirt. Jaskier stands to your left fiddling with a piece of his tunic, as he watches random village goers walk by.

“I’ve just had a thought.” He says from out of nowhere. You push yourself off of the wall, nonchalantly resting your hand on the hilt of your sword that’s positioned at your hip.

“Oh here we go.” You quietly mutter.

“Maybe we could all take turns on Roach.”

You chuckle, “Yeah that’s unlikely.”

“No seriously, we have to walk all the time from village to town to castle to wherever the fuck the money and monsters are....so we should take turns riding Roach.” He argues, trying to get you on board with his new idea.

“I mean...I guess you do make a compelling argument.” You tell him with a shrug.

“See! I’m telling you Y/N, when that grumpy old snowbear comes back outta the tavern from whatever indulgences he’s getting into....I’m gonna tell him.” Jaskier exclaims, ever so sure of himself.

You give him a half-convinced nod, “You do that. I’ll watch from over there, by the carpet seller.” You tell him as you head towards the table across the road. His eyes widen at the realization that your a no-go for his plan to get Geralt of all people to share Roach. “What? You’re not going to help at all. This is Geralt. He won’t give a flying fuck about what I’m saying...but if I have you...we have a winning argument.” He tries his best to persuade you, but you appear unflinching as you turn around to look at him.

“Jask, I’ve know Geralt awhile...he’s not gonna go for it.”

“But Y/N.” Whines Jaskier with a pout. You step in closer to put your hand on his shoulder in an attempt at trying to comfort him, while you give him your most sincere smile.

“Listen there’s a vender over there who sells really nice travel bearing boots....some of them look very....er up to your tastes.” His face falls at that, so you abruptly remove your hand from his tense shoulder.

“Well you’re certainly no help, thanks for nothing. Sorry I’m not...well...whatever you are that makes it so easy to just walk everywhere and not apparently get tired.” He sasses, folding his arms and turning around with a dramatic huff. You roll your eyes at Jaskier’s pettiness, no matter how small the act.

You shake your head with a annoyed frown, “It’s not my fault I’m just not a little bitch.” You jest, whisper yelling the last part, gods Jaskier can be such a little princess.

You casually mosey on over by the shoe vender taking a good look at their diverse array of footwear, you look up again to glance over at a pouty Jaskier that’s looking over his shoulder to find you. When your eyes meet you stick your tongue out at him and he quickly looks away, staring intently back at the tavern door.

“Hello miss are you looking for something specific?” Asks an older man from behind the counter. You turn towards him with a small smile, “Oh um, I’m just looking for a friend.....just seeing what you got.” You reply giving him a nod as you look down at all the boots. He does have a nice gathering of travel wear as well as for parties and...

“Oh come on Geralt. Some of us don’t have a horse. It’s only fair.”

Your head snaps up at the sound of Jaskier, you watch as Geralt ignores him while he starts walking over towards you. His face is a blank slate of annoyance a he makes his way to where you’re standing as he tries to get Jaskier off his ass, with your help of course. “Y/N, did you have anything to with this.” He grumbles, stopping in front of you.

You look around his large frame at a pleading Jaskier, and then back up to him, “Nope.” You deadpan, Jaskier purses his lips together in frustration, as he walks around Geralt with his hands on his hips. He goes to open his mouth but you stop him, “I’ll just buy a horse Jask.” He stands back in surprise, before his brows furrow in confusion, “Okay as great as that sounds Y/N, how exactly are you going to afford a horse?” He wonders honestly, unsure of how you’d come up with the money. Considering the three of you low-key struggle as is to find an abundance of coin.

 You cross your arms over your chest while giving them both a confident smirk, “I’ll find a way believe me.” You assure them, Geralt nods as he turns to walk away and Jaskier still looks troubled.

You roll your eyes at him while you link your arm in his, the both of you begin to walk in Geralt’s direction. “I’d really like to know how you’re going to get us a horse...but then again, maybe I don’t.” He muses, you pull him in closer to you, whispering in his ear. “There’s a pack of bandits on the outskirts of the village woods. I plan on robbing them for coin and whatever other valuables they may have.”

His eyebrows raise as he tilts his head to you, “That’s smart. Hmm you’re gonna need a lookout or...ah right! A distraction.” He says excitedly, always ready to get into trouble with you whenever the opportunity arises. 

“Shhh...you want everyone to hear us. And besides I’m going alone.” He stops walking and holds onto both of your forearms. “Y/N. I need new material for a ballet, please let me go with you.....I mean the action, the danger, the gore, and uh...theft. So much potential.” He whisper yells while looking deeply into your shining eyes.

“If you keep giving me that look with those big blue eyes of yours I’ll crack. And last I checked you can’t exactly defend yourself as well as either myself or Geralt. You can get hurt Jaskier...” He holds up a finger to silence you.

“Y/N my love, my rose in a dead garden, my feisty foxy woman, my lamppost guiding me through a dark forest on a cold winters eve...my..”

“Jaskier.”

“What? I’m on a roll... you inspire me my dear.” He tells you grinning cheekily.

You shake your head smiling at him adoringly, “Gods alright, you can come along...but you’ll have to hide and....Stay. Out. Of. The. Way.” You warn him firmly, Jaskier just grins happily, bringing up his hands to cup your cheeks. “Ah, I love you.” He exclaims joyously, smashing his lips into yours. He pulls away abruptly leaving you dazed and wanting more, as he pulls you down the trail leading to Geralt and Roach.

“Eh..uh...okay then.” You mumble, smiling brightly like a huge lovestruck idiot. Dammit Jaskier with his stupid smile, and voice, and his even stupider charm. He’s the only person who’s able to break you enough to give in and let him get what he wants. If you could slap that infuriating grin right off of his smug face, but in all honesty you’d rather kiss it off him instead.

----

Later that evening you get up from your spot near the campfire. Geralt watches you suspiciously as he sits in broody silence trying to figure out what you’re up to. Jaskier finishes his rabbit leg, flicking the bone into the fire as he stands up to follow your lead. Geralt’s eyebrow raises, “And where are you two going?” He mutters. You snap your armored gauntlets onto your forearms while you look up at Geralt. “I’m finding coin.” You answer, reaching out to pick up your infamous metal chained whip, perfect for slaying monsters and taking out bandits and whoever else is in your way. “I’ll be back later, don’t follow me.”

“Oh and I’m coming too! I’ll have a fresh new ballot by this time tomorrow...it’ll be fantastic.” Gushes Jaskier, throwing his hands in the air for emphasis.

“Yeah...uh... he won’t be near me.” You assure Geralt with an honest nod. He shrugs, not wanting to bother in your guys’ business. “Alright then. Let’s get a go on things. A horse won’t buy itself after all.” Says Jaskier enthusiastically, putting his hands on his hips. You pull up your hood, turning to quickly grab your camouflaged scarf to then adjust the dark green material to help better conceal your face.

“Here you might want this.” You tell Jaskier as you hand him a dark cloak, he gladly accepts it, throwing it on with ease. “And this...just incase.” You add while handing him a small dagger that’s lying secured in its sheath. He cautiously takes it, giving you a nod as he tucks it into his vest. You stand back to give Jaskier a look up and down, as he fumbles around with his cloak, completely oblivious to your amused gaze.

“Jask!”

He suddenly stops, snapping his head up to look at you, his hair flopping into his eyes. “Yes, my love?”

“Let’s go.” You tell him while walking away into the woods and out of sight, Jaskier gives Geralt an ecstatic smile before abruptly turning on his heels to trail after you.

The forest is dark and heavy, a small breeze rocking the branches in a strange type of dance. You look up through the cracks in the forest canopy above you, a crescent moon shows a Cheshire Cat-like smile beaming down on you from the sky. The stars seem to twinkle from high into the heavens, while back on earth the night is cool and mysterious. Your eyes adjust to the darkness now that you’re away from the comfort of the campfire light as you bring your hand up to make a tiny flame so you don’t trip on the forest floor.

Your peaceful moment is intrusively interrupted by the rushed steps of your humble bard, who’s fumbling in the dark to try and keep up with you. You turn around just in time to catch him as he has amazingly tripped on a tree root. His arms flail out as you snatch him by his torso, you little flame going out as this clash has evidently lead the both of you into a aggressive hug of sorts that sends you crashing onto the forest floor. Your back hits the grass with a hard thud as a greater pressure holds you in place from above. You suck in a sharp breath as your eyes shoot open to the weight that’s pinning you to the ground, the smiling face of Jaskier is staring right into your eyes.

“Well aren’t we in quit the compromising of positions my dear.” Smirks your bard with a cheeky grin.

“One, Two, Thre..”

“Alright alright!” Whispers Jaskier as he quickly lifts himself off of you. He holds his hand out for you to take, ever the gentleman.

“You’re as blind as a bat, why did I let you come?”

“If not I would have annoyed you relentlessly for the next week, I’d even make a song about it. Let me think....my Y/N, she hissed at me like a cat and said I was as blind as a bat, she killed for coin and touches my loins ohhh I loveee..”

“I’ll shove a leave down your throat.”

“Jeesh alright touchy. I’ll behave, I promise. You will not hear another word from me.” He announces while pretending to zip his mouth shut.

“Yeah I’ve heard that before.” You retort while turning around and heading in the direction of the thieves camp, Jaskier holding onto your cloak and trying his hardest to stay silent.

The both of you walk for another ten minutes before you begin to hear laughter and the familiar scent of cooked deer roasting over a spit. Then your eyes spot a flicker of light through the dull color of the woods, a solid indicator of where these idiots are camped. You signal your discovery to Jaskier who nods and urges you onward. You take cautious steps as you get closer, you can see the men gathered around a blazing fire, small tents behind them, and their weapons by their feet. No horses unfortunately.

“Stay here and don’t draw any attention to yourself I’m gonna kill them and then take their valuables.”

“Isn’t that stealing?”

“Not if their dead Jask.”

“Huh. Yeah that sounds about right.”

You turn back around, slowly sliding out your dagger from within its sheath as you cautiously stalk closer to the oblivious men. Without warning you lunge at the closest one, slitting his throat from ear to ear as you stab your weapon into the next one who didn’t even have time to stand. You turn around, quickly jumping over the burning fire as you plunge your dagger straight into the eye of the next unlucky fellow to cross your path. Suddenly an arrow lodged itself into your right shoulder with a sickening thwack sound. You turn towards the terrified bowmen, a flash of anger shining through your eyes as they catch sight of the local wanted rapist. You flick your hand with ease, your instrument of death slicing deep into his vulnerable chest. He drops his bow and arrow as a trail of blood begins dripping out of his parted lips. His eyes are as big as saucers when he abruptly lets out a pained gasp, falling to the forest floor in a slump of limbs.

You swivel your head around the entire camp once again, not wanting to miss anything or anyone who might have escaped. Not a sound is heard but the rapid thudding of Jaskier’s heartbeat from behind a bush. Your ears prick at the gargled mumble of the scruffy looking rapist who just shot you. Oh right, you still have an arrow stuck into your side, must be the adrenaline. 

Taking care of that problem you pull it out, accidentally snapping it off before the pointy end has a chance to properly come out. Shit. Ignoring the dull throbbing in your shoulder, you focus your attention on the slowly dying man in front of you. Leaning down, you pull out your silver dagger, wiping the blood off on his clean sleeve before putting it back in your sheath.

“B..bi..bitch.” He mumbles through ragged breaths. You give him a sneer before crushing his jugular with your boot, another cockroach squashed.

“Y/N! That was bloody brilliant. They never even saw you coming.” Gushes Jaskier as he parts the bushes so he can jog over to you.

“Well that was the intention. Uh, look for any coin...I’ll look in their bags.” He currently nods, turning to do just that, he stops dead in his tracks at a large angry balding man across from the dying campfire.

“Uh, Y/N you may have missed one.”

Snapping your head of to Jaskier you turn to the angry huff of a monster of a man who’s glaring dagger at you and your bard. Suddenly the man lets out a loud battle cry as he charges with his axe towards Jaskier and you. 

“Oh fuck.” Gasps Jaskier as you swiftly race to his side while throwing your outstretched arm in front of him. A furious blast of orange and yellow flames emitting from your palms and straight into the bulking thief, he lets out a blood curdling scream as the flames lick up his sides. Burning him alive within seconds, he falls to the ground as he thrashes and groans. Not even fifteen seconds later has he finally stopped moving, all that's left of him is a blackened charred body staining the once green grass of the clearing. 

 “Well...uh...that’ll do it.” Breaths out Jaskier as you turn to him, dissipating away the flames from your hand as you do so.

“I hope he didn’t have any coin on him, shit.”

----

The two of you walk back into camp, the fires gone to embers and Geralt is promptly snoozing in the grass while Roach nibbles at some leaves on the nearby tree. You walk over to your satchel, picking it up to stuff the concealed bundles of coin you were able to find earlier. Jaskier goes to sit down by the dimly glowing campfire as he watches you intently. You drop the old bag onto the ground with a clinky thud, deciding it best to take off your cloak and leather armored chest piece. Leaving your top half in a grey sleeveless shirt, you let out a tired sigh of relief.

“Oh..uh Y/N...you’re kinda bleeding.”

“Huh?”

“Your shoulder. Oh come here let me have a look.” States Jaskier firmly, already scooting himself in the grass so you can sit down in front of him. Not wanting to argue, and now fully well aware of the fresh arrow head still stuck in your shoulder, you oblige and sit down right next to him. He carefully touches your bare shoulder, a concentrated look on his handsome face as he studies the bloody slice in your skin.

“You’ve got an arrow stuck in there...it’s almost out but...uh...it may hurt when I force it out.” He says, his eyebrows furrowing to together in concern.

“Do your worst.”

He nods, giving you a crooked smile as he takes out a small dagger from under his bedroll. You look up to the stars as you brace yourself for the coming pain. Suddenly cool metal is placed delicately onto your skin, then it’s quickly pressed deeper into your flesh. You bite your lip as Jaskier slices open your wound even more so he can get a better grasp onto the arrow head. Finally he finds it, pulling on the broken piece of wood attached to the silver arrow and out it goes. 

“That’s gonna be a nasty one. The bloke must’v stuck you with a silver arrow...those things are sharp.” Chimes the bard as you stop his hand from covering your cut with some cloth. 

“Let me cauterize it first, heals quicker that way.” He sets his hands down and watches intently as you conjure a tiny flame from your two fingers, carefully dragging it across your wound as you hold the pain in, it melts and fuses the parted skin together as you can smell the nasty scent of burning skin and bubbling blood.

“Well at least this little midnight raid seemed like a success...those fuckers were loaded with coin. By gods Y/N we’re gonna have the best horse and...hmm I’m just imagining all the wine we could snag while we’re still near town.” He says while raising an eyebrow to you.

You roll your eyes as he then carefully wraps your shoulder in spare cloth, you turn yourself around to face him fully now. The both of you sitting together in the grass as the remainder of the fire glows lowly in the warm summer air. Jaskier gives you a smile as he adjusts the sleeves of his shirt. “You wouldn’t mind sharing a spot in the grass with your loyal bard now would you?”

“Not at all.” You reply with a yawn, Jaskier flashes you an excited grin as he pats at the soft ground, making the two of you a makeshift bed. 

Once satisfied with his work he lays himself down, looking up to you with those big blue eyes of his, pleading for you to join him. Tired and in need of a good cuddle you curl up into his side as he throws an arm around your waist. Careful as not to touch your injured shoulder in the process, your eyes lock with his as a bright smile plants itself onto both of your faces.

“Well if you aren’t the most radiant creature I’ve ever met. Oh and best part...you’re all mine.” Whispers Jaskier as he lightly kisses your nose, you let out a tiny giggle in reply, ever grateful for this tuneful idiot and the fact that Geralt is in a deep sleep.

“I took an arrow for you, when we get to the next tavern you better show me how radiant I really am.” Jaskier let’s out an amused snort before kissing you in an attempt at making you feel better for the arrow wound. You kiss him back, not being able to resist his charms for much longer, even if your shoulder still feels sore as it slowly heals underneath the cloth.

[unassumingvenusaur]

berret-snowbear-main replied to your post: And that’s a wrap for writing, hehe. I rewrote the...

As someone who grew up playing 7…thank you so much for this, it makes me so happy.

awwwwwww you’re very very welcome!!!! it was soooo healing to write tbh. also i have so much power i made old eliwood and hector kiss 

[g-ema]

1-92

1. Would you have sex with the last person you text messaged? - please, I want to be close to them2. You talked to an ex today, correct? - don't have one3. Have you taken someones virginity? - nope4. Is trust a big issue for you? - massive5. Did you hang out with the person you like recently? - a few days ago, honestly the best time (snowbear)6. What are you excited for? - the next time I see my fave7. What happened tonight? - I cried a lil while watching suits..8. Do you think it’s disgusting when girls get really wasted? - it's not my place to judge9. Is confidence cute? - I think so 10. What is the last beverage you had? - orange juice11. How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust? - 3 12. Do you own a pair of skinny jeans? - what other types would I own??13. What are you gonna do Saturday night? - cuddle14. What are you going to spend money on next? - more Christmas presents...here comes the panic15. Are you going out with the last person you kissed? - yes and it's the best thing 16. Do you think you’ll change in the next 3 months? - hopefully for the better17. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything? - @apostrophejosh18. The last time you felt broken? - today19. Have you had sex today? - sadly no20. Are you starting to realize anything? - I'm weaker than I thought21. Are you in a good mood? - I wouldn't say it's a bad one22. Would you ever want to swim with sharks? - fuck no 23. Are your eyes the same colour as your dad’s? - nope24. What do you want right this second? - my baby 25. What would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy? - probably radio silence on them 26. Is your current hair colour your natural hair colour? - yep27. Would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh? God no how boring28. What was the last thing that made you laugh? - my brother's girlfriend, she's adorable29. Do you really, truly miss someone right now? - deeply and it makes me sad30. Does everyone deserve a second chance? - a second, sure31. Honestly, do you hate the last boy you were talking to? - my brother, no I love him 32. Does the person you have feelings for right now, know you do? - I hope so33. Are you one of those people who never drinks soda? - yeah...34. Listening to? - sirens outside 35. Do you ever write in pencil anymore? - sometimes, it's kinda nice36. Do you know where the last person you kissed is? - at home 37. Do you believe in love at first sight? - I do 38. Who did you last call? - my brother39. Who was the last person you danced with? - j 40. Why did you kiss the last person you kissed? - because I love them 41. When was the last time you ate a cupcake? - so long ago42. Did you hug/kiss one of your parents today? Yeah... wasn't really appreciated43. Ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush? - probably44. Do you tan in the nude? - I don't tan I burn 45. If you could, would you take back your last kiss? - never 46. Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night? - no, not last night 47. Who was the last person to call you? - j48. Do you sing in the shower? - sometimes49. Do you dance in the car? - a lot50. Ever used a bow and arrow? - like once?51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer? - never52. Do you think musicals are cheesy? - some can be 53. Is Christmas stressful? - fucking yes 54. Ever eat a pierogi? - a what? 55. Favourite type of fruit pie? - none of them 56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid? - always something creative57. Do you believe in ghosts? - slightly58. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling? - constantly59. Take a vitamin daily? - I take iron daily 60. Wear slippers? - no 61. Wear a bath robe? - after a shower to keep warm 62. What do you wear to bed? - js clothes 63. First concert? - the wanted64. Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart? - walmart65. Nike or Adidas? - nike66. Cheetos Or Fritos? - neither67. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds? - sunflower68. Favourite Taylor Swift song? - ehh69. Ever take dance lessons? - when I was younger70. Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing? - graphic design freelance71. Can you curl your tongue? - yess72. Ever won a spelling bee? - aha73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy? - not very often but yeah 74. What is your favourite book? - ready player one75. Do you study better with or without music? - with. I hate total silence76. Regularly burn incense? - nope 77. Ever been in love? - I am currently78. Who would you like to see in concert? - the weeknd, panic, top with j 79. What was the last concert you saw? - the kooks80. Hot tea or cold tea? - cold 81. Tea or coffee? - coffee82. Favourite type of cookie? - chocolate chip83. Can you swim well? - enough 84. Can you hold your breath without holding your nose? - yes85. Are you patient? - I like to think so 86. DJ or band, at a wedding? - dj87. Ever won a contest? - no88. Ever have plastic surgery? - no89. Which are better black or green olives? - ew olives 90. Opinions on sex before marriage? - totally fine go for it91. Best room for a fireplace? - living room92. Do you want to get married - hopefully one day

[diaboliktheology]

Some girls feel best in their tiny dresses Some girls in nothin' but sweatpants, looking like a princess Some girls kiss new lips every single night They're stayin' out late cause they're just celebrating life You know some days you feel so good in your own skin But it's okay if you wanna change the body that you came in Cause you look greatest when you feel like a damn queen We're all just playing a game in a way, tryna win that life Most girls are smart and strong and beautiful Most girls work hard, go far, we are unstoppable Most girls, our fight to make every day No two are the same I wanna be like, I wanna be like most girls

@shxujobrave , @senjounochou , @magicalxgirl , @paradiseburnt , @ghaisgich , @milagrosloera , @ironwiill , @famiila , @snowbearing , @deadseeing , @unfetteredchaos , @repeatingsins

[shamelesscliche]

Repost from niallphalange

Here I was scrolling through Facebook when I came through a new film produced by TBA ( i love TBA), and I was like omg new TBA with Maja Salvador and Paulo Avelino.

Then everything came down to me like a building demolished except I was the building and I was also the ground it fell on. All I could think was 'this is my story', I am a fucking Carson. Who’s in love with her college best friend since and still, running for seven years. SEVEN YEARS. And I told myself, I must fucking watch this.

I had a few share of Unrequited Love/Best Friend falling in love/ One-sided type of films. Most of them ended up together. I may like them but I know shit as fuck they wont ever ever happen to me.

And there's IDILY, where Carson, our beloved martyr who loves beer the way she craves bagnet and a completely oblivious, ‘manhid’, insensitive Dio, her best friend for 7 years. Which by the way, she so in love with but he doesn't love her back. She knows this, she knows he will never look at her the way she wanted to be, yet she still hopes so. She's seen him come and go with other girls but there she's still there. By his side. One call, one text, one favor. Boom. Pak. To the flash, on the spot. No question.

Now who is this Carson that I know of in real life? Oh wait, yep. That's me.

I saw some interview where Paulo Avelino said, "We have all been Carson some time in our life." Well, I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN A CARSON. But wow, this film is so on point to me I could play it and actually cry and drink and mope and whine without having to be told to. I am fucking Carson for three consecutive persons. But this film is so timely with my lastest Dio (wow, parang rami kong boylet), whom I have been close friends with since first year college. I have also wanted or tempted to tell him my feelings during the last days of our college. But then I knew better than to wreck the best friendship we had.

I also have a Jason Ty, a lot actually. I have different kinds of Jason Ty-s who tells me about ‘time checks’ and ‘hoping even if hope had left’. To know when to stop, to see past the veil of romanticized heartbreaks and forced misery.

And of course, last but the least. There is also a fucking Pathy with an H. A lots of Pathy with an H. A past Pathy, a could've been Pathy, a possible Pathy and an actual 'biglang sulpot' Pathy.

And there I was sooooo Carson, hoping, wishing. Despite all the truths thrown and shoved into her face. Until now. Eugh.

But maybe our difference is that, I stopped hoping. I may have this huge unrequited feelings, but I myself know where the line is. Though, I have walked over it a few times by doing or acting on my feelings excessively than I should or what people consider as an act of ‘just a best friend’.

Well of course, I know he loves me. After all the shit, obstacles, fun and drama we have been through. We wouldn’t still be friends if we don’t love each other. But I know until where that love is, just there by where the sky meets the sea. And I am completely fine with that. I have accepted it long ago, with a few emotional breakdowns and staring into space as if my life depended on it.

Aaaaaand I am completely sure I will not tell him how I feel. Hopefully ever. Though I may have attempted to, a lots of times, intoxicated. Drunk. But thank God for responsible friends, timely low battery phones and times I have no load to call him. I myself know that my words cannot be trusted when drunk.

This is a bit spoilers from this point but I am going to tell you why I loved this film so much.

One the ultimate hidden feelings, consult and cry to the other best friend is so true that I have been laughing throughout the film. I have expected myself to cry but maybe I would have if the people I am with did not tease me as much. The waking next to each other because that is just how close you are is true except the ‘nice view’ shit, mine isn’t as nice. Though the thought of waking up next to each other is nice. EW. The things that both like, do, the small things, the routines hits home so much. We had that song thing too, the butterball except it was snowbear (but that was more of an inside joke). The fact that his family knows me, my mom knows him enough.

What I didn’t expect was that Dio kissed her during her time of emotional turmoil, he already fucked her feelings up, he didn’t have to add another thing for her to cry on. She was vulnerable, he should've just let her cry and hug her and that's it. But he had to kiss her! Fuck no. Or maybe I just felt that way cause I don't want to happen. Ever.

But damn the ending was so good. I love it so much. Both of them, just there. Drinking some beer, doing there usual stuff then a break within the tension by a simple laugh. Fuck that was so perfect I almost cried.

Maybe I should watch it again just to feel the film without the constant teasing and nudges or questions like 'Are you okay?' shit like that.

Rating 5 stars. Yes, it is a biased judgment but still, the aesthetic, the music, the realistic and logical sense. The sad feeling. The heartbreak. The subtle humor but with impact. Maja Salvador was so good here. I swear I didn't know she could act this good. Paulo Avelino in Barong and sablay, mygod! Fucking loved this film.