#i know i have a pattern but i am a sucker for pain 🫶

[lethalchiralium]

just finished the latest chap of ‘happiness’ and i gotta say, that last sentence sounds ominous. i dont know what your plans are but if i know you from how you write your fics, the pattern is angst immediately after the fluff. im already dreading the pain you will inflict on us readers. if yes, then maybe (just maybe), can we make it like reader and the kids are in a place where they would be in danger and simon learns it and of course just panics. like, he’s trying to contact reader and queue hyperventilation with all the dark thoughts BUT it would be a false alarm bc we cant hurt our babies.

but if this is not what you have in mind, then it’s co. instead, if you have the time (and willingness), can we get a one shot that is nsfw between simon and reader? but if this is not doable, then no worries. anyway, thank you and i look forward to seeing your next work. 🥰

I JUST GOT PSYCHOANALYZED THIS IS THE BEST DAY OF MY LIFE

no, that is not really the plan i have in mind. (i’m still going to be posting little fluff things, I’m lining them up in the timeline right now before we start the descent :]) it’s a lot more involved with the rest of the wonderful operators like König, Roach, Alejandro, Rudy… you catch my drift. i want to flesh out more of the happy shit before we start getting into me being evil and crazy, and i’m not really good at writing things in a cohesive order… (Take my 1940s AU. I wrote Simon coming home and the letter before I wrote anything else.) We’re getting more family stuff I promise 😭🫶 (not that i don’t like what you suggested… i’ve been planning this for like a month and FINALLY figured out what’s actually gonna happen)

and yes! the nsfw piece will be done before I start posting the angst part of the story. and again, it will be on AO3 only because rat site likes to shove its stick all the way up my ass for anything NSFW on here. i breathe and they decide i must die 🤷‍♀️

love you!!!