#i left out some major points here bc i probably forgot tjem

[buticanfixhernoreallyican]

friendship rant under the cut

hey! if your still there, i really appreciate you for reading all of this. this is just kinda a vent about what happened between me and a close friend just a few others ago and it’s been on my mind, so i thought here is a safe place for that. no major tws just venting

to start off everything, we were messaging and joking around, so i started joking ab the bpd joke she made earlier targeted towards me (if you saw the recent posts) because the way i cope with hurtful events is by joking, which i understand can be very harmful at times. then, she got very upset at me, asking why i recently i wanted to turn everything into a fight. i replied with saying i was just joking and wasn’t upset at all. after, she responds with it saying how i found something she genuinely feels bad for as funny (side note i had to force her to apologize to me) and i don’t remember the exact details but it then escalated by her comparing me to her ex best friends and how none of them could apologize and i asked how to fix it because i genuinely didn’t know and she was just telling me to read the old messages and said something along the lines of “for someone who thinks they’re better at english than me you can’t even comprehend a single sentence” (i never claimed to be better at english than her if it matters) and i responded by saying i want to fix things and then she said “just reread it, god” and i sent an apology but i still feel hurt even though i was technically jn the wrong idk? if you read all that tysm i rlly appreciate u <3