#i like how the apartments that hailey lives in just don't exist in 1 and 2 at all

[oh-meow-swirls]

weird how in 1 it's like. kind of implied you have to pay to enter the museum. but after that they just. don't bother-

[eddiemunson-fanfic]

Bestfriends pt. 3

Eddie Munson x Plus size!FM!Reader

Warnings: mention of bullying, modern day!Eddie, flashbacks,

Summary: You got your own place, and trying to figure out how to survive on your own for once. You have always lived with someone if it was Eddie or your mom, but mostly Eddie. You miss him loads, and it's been weeks since you last saw him. Will Hailey let Eddie see you when he comes back from the small tour he had to have, or will she be a pain in the ass as usual?

Part 1, Part 2, Part 4, Part 5 (coming soon)

It's been weeks since you saw Eddie. He's been so busy with hours in the studio making new music, and on top of it all they were going on a small tour for the places they had to postpone when they went just a few weeks ago. He said he would've be home again tomorrow, and you could barely wait for it. You missed your bestfriend, and he haven't even gotten time to see your new place.

Yes, that's right, you finally got the opportunity to move out of your mom's, and the new job? It's awesome. You get so much more opportunities to explore your own skills, and your employes are so nice, even your boss is super awesome!

You never told Eddie you got your own place, so he thought you had been hanging out with Hailey. As if.

Yes, she of course never went with him to this small tour either, even how much he begged her. You felt so bad for him. He only wanted his girlfriend who he loved more than anything, well, not more than you of course, but he just wished she would support his career just as much as you do.

When he left for this small tour, he told you you could stay for as long as you needed, because he knew you couldn't survive living with your mom for that long anyways. He fixed a sparekey for you, so you could do whatever you pleased.

The conversation with your mom was non-existent. She hasn't even tried to send you one single message since you moved completely out of her house last week. You found out when she was gonna be at work, so you could pick up your things from hers when she wasn't there. You even had your own car again, so you didn't have to borrow one of Eddie's.

You were excited for his band and him to get back tho, because you always had a party whenever they went on a small tour and got back. And you always fixed a place for you to have it, if it was with one of the other band members house, or Eddie's.

Now you wanted to surprise them by hosting at your new place, and you were fixing around your apartment for the party.

It's been a long time since the lot of you partied together, and you were excited to crush everyone else in beerpong alongside Eddie. He always ended up being your beerpong partner, and you always crushed everyone who tried to crush you. You were the champions every single party.

You felt it in your body you were really tired from the moving, but you tried to push it away, because you were only 25 years old, you shouldn't feel this damn tired after moving the small items you had. But you knew that once you were in Eddie's arms again, he would heal you. He kinda did that whenever you guys hugged.

You felt like shit for some reason? A hug from Eddie would heal that. You had a shit day? Eddie could heal that. You just needed a hug? Of course Eddie would stand there with his arms open for you to crawl into his arms and just hug.

You were now laying down on your couch, watching some shit on netflix who was basically just background noise as you scrolled through tiktok when Eddie's name popped up on top of your screen.

Punk 👽 ; I'm on the plane from Maine tomorrow, can't wait to see you ❤️

Munchkin 🤠 ; OK big boy, can't wait to see you too!  did you have fun in Maine so far?❤️

Punk 👽 ; you follow Gareth and the others on Instagram, you know I had fun!

Munchkin 🤠 ; true, safe flight tomorrow punk, and don't get too drunk, we're gonna have a party when you guys come home, I need my beerpong partner fresh and clean!

Punk 👽  ; wouldn't dare to embarrass you tomorrow munchkin! thanks btw, love ya'! 😘

Munchkin 🤠; love you too, bud ❤️

~~~

You've been feeling very lonely lately, and wanted some spice in your life, so you thought of the only most stupidest thing to do.

Downloading a few dating apps lately, and believe it or not, you've actually been on a couple of decent good dates.

You've always hear about all the creeps on there who's only up to fuck with whoever they match with, but you've actually met a few couple of guys who's been decent towards you, and they haven't even pushed a single dirty word your way. They've been very respectful, and that is very surprising.

But some of the dates you've been on? Absolutely horrible. It's been so bad, you've had to escape through the window in the bathroom or something to get away. They were just horrible all together, thinking they owned the damn earth they walked on, and wanted me to kiss their feet or something. Nope, not gonna happen.

The one you went on date with yesterday was so sweet tho. He seemed to care about you alot, and he reminded you of Eddie on many occasions. He had the long curly hair, was the regular, skinny metal guy who seemed unsure of himself. Brown eyes, but not as shiny and adorable as Eddie.

Why where you even comparing him to Eddie in the first place? He was your damn best friend Y/N, stop it.

Only downside with this guy, was that he had a daughter from one of his last relationships. He was married to this girl for 5 years before they got a daughter, and she sadly passed away a year ago or so. You felt sorry for him, because he seemed to love her so much.

When you took time to think about it, having a mini you, running around your legs, screaming mommy or asking for her daddy? It would be heartbreaking cute.

~~~

You don't even remember falling asleep, and on your couch at that even.

You winced a bit from pain as you tried to stand up from your couch to go to the bathroom.

Damn, one would think you had the body of an 80 year old if they saw how you hunched as you walked to the bathroom.

As you sat down on your toilet, doing your business, you could feel a throbbing migraine coming your way, and you cussed yourself out for tossing away all the pills you had to cure this when you moved into your apartment. You thought that since they've expired, you didn't need them at all, and you haven't bothered to get more from your doctor.

I'll just take a cold shower, that might help. Gotta be done with all the errands for the party later too, so body, you just gotta function today, not the time to break down just yet!

You heard your phone chime from your living room, and groaned.

I'll check it later. You shrugged, as you got undressed to take a shower.

You feel much more refreshed after your shower, and when you walk out of your shower, you hear your phone chime again. Ugh.

Punk 👽; I don't think I'll make it to your party later munchkin, Hailey is picking me up, and she is mad, I'm so sorry 😥❤️

Are you fucking kidding me? What is her problem?

Punk 👽; she is really mad today, I don't know what I did wrong, we even had phone sex last night.. 😥

Okay, ew, didn't need to know that, Eds..

Munchkin 🤠; ew eds! i did not need to know that, but are you for real? we were suppose to have a party for you guys today 😭

Munchkin 🤠; i guess i can postpone it, and we'll have it this weekend instead since it's wednesday today? i miss you😭❤️

Fuck, what were you gonna do now? You had planned this for a week, and suddenly the main attraction can't come?

Punk 👽; sorry princess, i'll make it up to you! the other guys can come tho, so you wont be alone ❤️

Munchkin 🤠; i want you here, you're like the main reason i put together these parties doofus 😒

Punk 👽; i'm sorry, i'll try and see what i can do tho, i miss you like hell ❤️😥

Fuck. Hailey was really out to ruin every fun you guys could have together..

Munchkin 🤠; i'll postpone the party, i want you with us!

Punk 👽; i love you ❤️

Munchkin 🤠; love you 😚

What would you even do if you didn't get to meet him today? Hailey will keep him locked in or some shit, so he wont be able to meet you again or something?

You look around your apartment, and see that you still have some few boxes to unpack. Well, guess that's what I'm doing today.

You pick up your phone again and message the gang.

you; I'm sorry guys, but the party is postponed until atleast saturday, and I hope you all will come even if it'll be postponed! love you all, and take care ❤️😚

You heard the messages pop in straight away, but didn't feel the need to check them, because you knew what they were gonna say, the lot of them. You knew they would be supportive of you postponing, and that they would come whenever you said the party was gonna be hosted.

You huffed, as you looked around, figuring shit you had to do. And made a mental note that you needed to go to walmart to pick up some stuff for your bathroom that you needed, and a few other things you needed to get fixed before you could settle in completely.

This moving part is no fun when you're doing it alone.

You walked into your kitchen, fixed yourself some iced coffee, and sat in your living room just taking in your place. I would be fine here. You thought to yourself. It was exactly what you had imagined your first apartment to be like. And you felt comfortable here.

This was only yours, and yours alone. Of course you loved living with Eddie when you could, but this was something completely different. No one could tell you shit. This was your safe place, your oasis. Only yours.

Back in college when Eddie first decided he wanted to try out his music career, you were living together in a tiny apartment, and you loved it. Even if it was your shared space, it still felt like a home to you, more than your home with your mom.

You didn't need to be afraid to bump into one of Eddie's groupies before he met Hailey. Which happened almost every Tuesday since he had a small concert at the hideout. The more time passed, the more girls came to see them play, and Eddie turned into a chick magnet.

You could be yourself here, you could walk around naked when you wanted, without Eddie scolding you or making fun of you because that one time you took a chance and wanted to know how it felt like.

The best part about living on your own, was that you could take off your pants the second you went inside your door and locked it. You loved the freedom it gave you.

You can even take a shit with the bathroom door open! Ah, freedom.

You just hoped that Eddie wouldn't take it personal that you didn't wanna live at his place any longer. You loved him, and it was about to be difficult watching him around Hailey. You wanted nothing but to make her leave his life, and take over her place, but it was not your place to do so anyway.

You just had to try to make him understand that on his own that he didn't deserve the treatment she gave him. He was such a sweetheart, and she walked all over his heart, all the time.

You picked up your phone, and looked at the notifications on it, everything seemed normal until that one message.

Unknown number ; Remember me? I'm here to make you miserable again

What the actual fuck?

you; who are you?

Unknown number; oh, you'll soon find out, trust me, bitch.

~~~

Taglist: @eddiemunsonfuxks, @grimmbunniee, @jadeylovesmarvelxo, @charleetheefictionalfucker, @anaisweird, @marsmunson86, @eddiethesexy, @readsalot73, @warmaidensrevenge, @sherrylyn628, @salenorona23, @sammararaven, @sllooney

[erinlindsayy]

thinking about it... erin & jay left in similar(ish) ways but people only saw jay's departure as horrible and rushed. it's just frustrating to see because it's been made very clear by these stans that they can't separate their petty feelings towards sophia from the show. i agree that tracy does get unnecessary hate (and i don't condone it) but stans are constantly invalidating sophia too. idk... missing erin but i also understand why sophia has moved on.

ok so I have many thoughts and I am just putting them under a cut in case anyone cares to read

Erin & Jay did both leave in ways that felt rushed. Erin's entire exit storyline felt like it came out of left field, and she was finally making progress..., but then Jay just leaves because suddenly he's got a random ex wife?? And PTSD that had never really been explored--and a girlfriend who was willing to help him work through it? But no, it was ERIN who left Jay? Jay essentially broke up with her when he left, so of course that whole departure was bound to be a mess. The writers completely fumbled her exit, and it was extremely out of character for both HER and for Jay.

And then!! THEN!!! Jay goes and leaves Hailey without talking to her first--and this time, it's worse, because he's actively married to her (and remembered this wife--which, also--did he ever divorce Abby? he must have if he was able to marry hailey, but that storyline went literally nowhere which is infuriating)

But no! Jay isn't horrible! It's not him--it's the writers, it's the storyline that is flawed, not the character! Erin is still public enemy no. 1, the big bad, the selfish and manipulative bitch from apartment 407 (or whatever her apartment number is lol). She left Jay! She's so evil! Her exit was written perfectly, and nooooooo not rushed or fumbled at all!

NO. JAY LITERALLY LEFT HER!! HE DECIDED THAT HE DIDN'T WANT TO LET HER IN, AND OPTED TO LEAVE HER WHEN SHE OFFERED TO HELP HIM, TO SUPPORT HIM HOW HE DID FOR HER, AND HE REJECTED HER.

Tracy does get hate, but the same people who defend her turn around and attack everyone else when they don't align with what they like/want/think. It's hypocritical. No one deserves that kind of hate. And also??? They're real people with real lives who don't even know we exist. And quite frankly, I don't care. I think the work they do is nice, and I like their activism and that they promote various things, but they're just people at the end of the day, and I'm not going to go out of my way to praise/harass someone when they're...,, just normal people (who happen to be known by a lot more people and have a lot more money, lol)

do I want erin back as a character? Yeah. I think she's got depth, and I think that we were finally getting to see her deal with more beyond her stupid mother, but then it all just got... ruined. But the fact that upstead shippers (and other people, not just specifically upstead stans/upton/halstead etc) keep saying toxic things about

A. her (sophia bush)

B. erin as a character

C. the people who: like linstead, erin, or sophia

is just frustrating. Me, as an individual, liking erin as a character, and liking linstead, doesn't take anything away from you or your life. Stop sending hate to people--actors and fans--because their likes and dislikes don't align with your own. Ship who you want! Like who you want! I love Hailey, and I love Erin! Awesome!

someone straight up called me delusional in my inbox once bc I really like linstead. And that's only scratching the tip of the iceberg as to the downright rude and offensive asks/messages/comments I've gotten about the characters I like and things I write. how is that acceptable?

anyways lots of rambling but oh well haha