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problemcore · 9 months

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honestly, the barbie movie came out exactly when i needed it most.

for a while now I've felt really sad and ugly and hollow. and this movie comes out and i feel . loved and wanted. and heard. and understood.

and i can look at my own reflection and admire my face without feeling repulsed. and i love my cheeks and my wrinkles and my acne. and it all takes time and effort but im willing to do it to love myself more .

#im quitting my department soon and moving to a different one #where im loved and appreciated and thanked to. and where i feel safe .#im gonna start going to the gym soon . try to improve my diet .#slowly gather up the courage to. finally. see a therapist about all this lmao.#animal crossing sigh. ive been really exhausted lately.#im gonna take a break tomorrow #god. sidenote.#ive been feeling kind of awful about my eyes lately. how they look #i looked into buying brown contacts becuz i couldnt stand how they looked #and i look at margot robbie. and gosh she is so so so beautiful.#and her eyes are big and bright . like mine #and idk it made me feel good about myself #ok this post is too long. see ya guys #OK ONE LAST THING. GOT A DND SESH TODAY :3 VERY HAPPY I MISSED MY GROUP. we barely got anything done last session 😭😭😭 glad we're back lol #chris noises #misc

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