#i miss [redacted] so goddamn much I can’t even explain or fully comprehend it
Text
One thing about me I’m going to complain about not wanting to go to work the night before an opening shift but I’m gonna complain more when I get scheduled for mids
#people who have work before 5am rise up#work in 4 hours and I simply do not want to go#couldn’t possibly have anything to do with the fact that I’ve got immense stress in my life coupled with immense sadness#and it’s causing a chronic pain AND migraine flare up#I was supposed to get all my tasks done today but instead I just ended up getting 2 things done and then feeling extremely sick#the 100+ degree heat is not helping anything#my car’s ac doesn’t work#my car is repeatedly overheating#i miss [redacted] so goddamn much I can’t even explain or fully comprehend it#my mom won’t tell me how she actually feels because she doesn’t comprehend the gravity of the situation (live laugh love dimentia + MS)#I’m down hours this week because I’ve sorta called out plus I was only at 25 originally because the store near us is closed for remodel and#we have some of their people taking up labor hours at our store#managed to get back up to 36 hours but then I left early monday#and got 2.5 of my 5 hours covered Tuesday#so now here I am and I’m stressed and it just fucking sucks#i miss having her as a constant#as an anchor#even with chaos happening in my life I could always count on her#and did my best at the time to make sure she knew she could count on me#i tried so hard#i miss her#i miss my lovebug keeping me grounded when my brain felt like it would just float away#guys I’m so tired I need to try and go back to sleep#send good vibes please#especially if you made it this far#I’m talking#broken petals
2 notes
·
View notes
Last Seen Blogs
toyhouses
がおー!!!
schizografia
schizografia
tenrosekhaleesi
i will find my way i can go the distance
bisexual-monarch-tournament
Bisexual Monarch Tournament
