#i miss being manic fuck im so irritated and tempted to stop taking the mood stabilizers butttt i knowwwww
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i’m abt to rip my head off i hate not being able to think clearly and creatively
#why do i have to have 3 stories tangled up in my head i try writing physically and typing but they keep getting jumbled#im so frustrated i’m so stupid i’ll never publish anything god fkcifnghfndns Dummy useless#i miss being manic fuck im so irritated and tempted to stop taking the mood stabilizers butttt i knowwwww#i wontttttt bc then i’ll wanna d wordddddddd moreeeee so IM NOT GONNA but FUCK i miss being creative oh my god my mind is just???? buzzing#it’s funny cuz for a while i was like damn where’s my#where’d my lil alters go lol my heads kinda quiet n now everyone’s being loud again and it’s overcrowded n fuzzy i Cannot even Hear myself#think!!!!!!! bc these fuckers!!!! just SHUT UP LMAO if u have nothing constructive to say or helpful for the creative process then stfu#shut up cianna
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