#i missed the 5th year anniversary of this blog bc it was yesterday sdfhjdsgf

[emmy--chu]

Its been 5 years....

So on 09/07/2016, i made this blog, aka the first social media i had without my mom or family knowing. Initially I made a blog bc i was so focused to askblogs back then. Back then, so many ask blogs are active, i was around the hetalia fandom. I made my own blog too, but now it lays untouched after the many attempts of restart. So in the end i ended up decided to use it for my art, which i havent posted any lmao.

5 years ago was the time i started learning and using digital art, 5 years later i have upgraded from my old asus phone and medibang to my new acer laptop and wacom tablet with CSP EX. so many things has happened that it feels like its surreal. my art has improved, my self-esteem slightly so, and i have become more optimistic than i was back then.

5 years ago, i was a timid girl who had no idea what self freedom was. 5 years later, I am a nonbinary bitch who won't give any shit bc i am too damn tired to care.

5 years ago i refuse to cry, now i wish i can cry freely and feel smth lmao

5 years is a long time but it feels like it was yesterday i was edgy teen girl who's lonely asf. now I may still be lonely, but i have a couple of friends that I can go crazy with.

5 years ago i dreamed of moving out, even now i still do. I might have that chance if I play my piece right.

i never thought i'd lived thru more than 5 years but here i am, kinda proud but still struggling with life.

let's make thru another 5 years, shall we?