#i put in 40 hours on mass effect this WEEK alone sdlfkajsdlfkajsdlfkasjdf because | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

golden-states · 8 months

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screaming into the void time but i have been literally non functional for almost two weeks and im at the end of muh fuckin rope lol

like is this a meds thing? like if i get them back will this all go away? or is everything just that fucking bleak and miserable right now for everyone else too?

#i mean personal situational issues aside #its very fucking hard to be a human right now #like heres a snapshot of my mental health #i put in 40 hours on mass effect this WEEK alone sdlfkajsdlfkajsdlfkasjdf because #literally i cannot bear to be alone with my thoughts and must pour every waking free hour into escapism #and mass effect is great because you get to be a Big Damn Hero that Does Stuff and Helps People #and that feeling is like very needed right now on planet earth.#and hiding in video games is a privilege which makes me feel SO guilty #in light of the immense suffering on this fucking planet #i just. how

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