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a-little-bit-oddish · 4 months

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had a nosebleed that lasted 40 minutes recently. i'm not new to nosebleeds but i think a stream like a faucet that soaks through the tissues in less than 20 seconds might be a new one. it started up again less than a day later. anyway the lower half of my face is peeling off and i look like a lobster and i'm developing joker lips and my eyes are bloodshot and my neck hurts and my eczema has crawled to my elbow my ears are flaking right now and a healed piercing started bleeding and i literally cannot keep up with all the side effects

shout out to accutane, which i think is like chemo-lite in terms of absolutely wrecking your body on purpose. evil pills. on the bright side my scalp does not produce oil and i haven't needed to use shampoo in a week

#blood tw #i put this off for yeaaaars and i feel validated in doing so #well. another 5-ish months to go #i've had to buy so much shit #i've gone through three tubes of aquaphor for my lips #bought like 3 new bottle of eczema cream to ensure i always have one near me #heavy duty moisturizer for my face (and i think twice a day isn't enough anymore)#i couldn't stand the feeling of body lotion so i got shower oil and now i slather myself in oil every morning #i knew what i was getting into but i was unlucky with the side effects #6 months of this and then maybe i'll stop having painful cysts on my face all the time. maybe. hopefully.

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