#i saw it before with my first cat (mango) because she had heartworms that migrated to her brain. i was so young then | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

mutualmango · 2 months

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what's got you in a funk? (don't answer if u don't wanna)

well you sent this before i posted anything about my cat but i guess those posts clarify a bit. i was already in a funk for no particular reason (maybe seasonal) but recently kiwi started showing some signs of her condition deteriorating. i was trying to take it day by day and not assume the worst but part of me knew this was coming and i was preparing myself

#she was a bit restless and not eating very well. and occasionally she would try to get my attention like she needed something #she'd also lost some weight and was weaker/less steady #but last night she came up to me while i was in bed and her pupils were different sizes #so i knew the cancer had probably spread and she was having neurological symptoms #i didn't want her to suffer through confusion and seizures and all of that awful stuff. her quality of life would've been poor #i saw it before with my first cat (mango) because she had heartworms that migrated to her brain. i was so young then #anyways this was probably more than you were asking for but. just getting it off my chest i guess #and like. trying to reassure myself that i did the right thing

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