#i should stop measuring my worth by interactions with strangers on the internet etc etc
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tiny vent from your local emotionally stunted author pls don’t mind me
#gonna just be That Guy and say this one time into the void because i'm Having A Night i guess#i am not the type of person who should be putting myself out there on any social media probably#let alone twt which is the worst but that's beside the point#the rejection sensitive dysphoria is strong with this one my friends#i'm just. u know. u all know we're all unstable here i can speak frankly u get it#i should stop measuring my worth by interactions with strangers on the internet etc etc#but don't we all just hunger for human connection#don't we all just want to be well-liked with many friends#the internet is not the place for that. and yet. and yet.#some people are just good at it! i am not.#so it's a little ridiculous of me to be like. wrenching words out of my gut and throwing them on the bitter mercy of the internet. you know.#it's a journey. trying to figure out how to make my headspace capable of like. not...overhtinking. and not over valuing meaningless metrics#but it's hard to not feel invisible etc which i know is ridiculous because i DO get great interactions with people! sometimes!!#tldr it's just hard to crave community so much when you are this bad at social media#and it is also hard to write things for the void when u crave validation this much#and that's my ill-advised rant thank u good night.#actually not i'm about to crosspost a thread to this blog#because of aforementioned validation craving??? maybe!!!#but also mostly because i feel guilty any time i put something in one place bc people are so sweet and ask for it more places so now i just#try to do that#anyway peace thanks be well you're all the best even when i'm maudlin
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