#i still feel so bad (and anxious. as one does. when they're normal.) nano wth is wrong with u it's playing for fun...
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well well well, if it isn't the feelings i said weren't that deep
#nano bits#this is about every single feeling i have but specifically right now.....#everyone. how does one have a crush like a normal person. idk how to have one#either i am so nonchalant that people think idc about them or i fumble through every social interaction that has—#—and will ever exist and they and their grandma notice right away#i'm 27 i should hold it together better than this#nothing's gonna come from it btw even if he found out#we respect an aro king#we still caught feelings!! but we respect an aro king i will not burden this man with (vague hand gesture refering to self)#whatever i've got going on#we play dnd together and i my character became the source of one of his character's traumatic events#<-(taunting one of the big bads for them to attack ME and getting someone else hurt by dice decision)#i was trying to keep that from happening... so it was DEF NOT ON PURPOSE but yk#i still feel so bad (and anxious. as one does. when they're normal.) nano wth is wrong with u it's playing for fun...#he's kind he won't hold it against you#nano brain: WHAT IF HE STARTS HATING ME#dude chill out. you're good. it's whatevs#(<-me lying to myself)
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