#i think i jus need to Start writing n let it go by itself yknow

[shoezuki]

tryna write next ch of doctor fic but i am FIGHTING for my LIFE. idk how i want sampo waking up and actually talkin to gepard to go like.

im strugglin w this shit i have multiple vague ideas in mind like a) sampo is still delirious and out of it, half in and out of sleep and gepard cant really get anything serious out of him rn or b) sampo delirious, but gepard is frustrated and has been stewing over sampo leaving him by the wall. gives sampo a piece of his mind but sampo fell asleep at some point. OR c) sampo is somewhat alright, almost delirious, but him and gepard can talk. gep is trying to understand wht the fuck happened, get sampo to talk esp about who wanted him dead, but sampo is brushing it off and acting like nothing happened. gep gets frustrated and tries to leave but sampo finally shows his real face and begs gepard to stay.

and EVEN THEN theres a lot of other things im stuck on like idk what i do n do not wanna focus on in this specific ch. do I want to bring bronya and pela into this? should natasha and gepard talk bout who sampo ran from? should I develop that aspect of who tried to kill him in the beginning, or save that for next thing? hell. too many thoughts