#i think she probably views pre elders gill and present/post elders gill as different people

[wizardfrogsbutevil]

Do you think edyn grieves for the little brother she never truly got to know? Sure, she saw him throughout his childhood and (briefly) in his adulthood but that was always the him the elders moulded him to be. Their influence was always there, even when he was at his most vulnerable with her. She loves him as he is, obviously, he's still her brother and he has grown to be a wonderful person but she can't help but wonder who the little boy untouched by the elders' lies and manipulation would have grown up to be. She thinks he probably would have been a researcher like their grandfather.