#i told my partner that i thought my friend was being undialectical but i refrained from telling her that and they were like thank god | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

radioprune · 2 years

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feel like i’m drifting apart from a close friend of mine... :( we had a fight and she was mad because i don’t open up to her which is true but also she’s a bit dramatic and self-centered so even if we’re having a conversation that’s ostensibly about me and my problems we mostly just end up talking about hers anyway... like yes i have a problem opening up to people but she makes it so easy not to. like we just talked on the phone for 25 minutes but she talked for 20 and i talked for 5. and yes since she got mad at me i’ve been even MORE closed off but don’t people know that’s how that works? it’s like how telling someone to calm down makes them more agitated. you dig?

#i told my partner that i thought my friend was being undialectical but i refrained from telling her that and they were like thank god #i know okay! like i have good judgment on what i shouldn't say. i just don't always know what i should say #like everything feels like oversharing. i'll talk a lot and share my opinions and joke but that's a smokescreen so you don't realize you #know nothing about me. lol #even my mom told me recently that she was surprised when i got upset at something because i put up such a strong exterior and i'm like hello #you're my mother. um okay anyway

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