#i want to shower you with daiharu feels and love

[yorekichan]

DaiHaru fic: Waiting for you

Fandom: Fugou Keiji

Couple: Daisuke x Haru

Tags: Hurt/Comfrot, Married couple, Mpreg, Fluff, Protective Daisuke

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For my the sweetest and cutest DaiHaru goddess Naopie @tatarangelic

Shingeki no hugs. 

''Do you need anything Haru? Maybe I should bring you something to drink or give you more pillows?'' Suzue looked at him with concern.

''No, no Suzue, '' flustered Haru replied quickly. ''You are really taking care of me more than enough, '' Haru smiled and put his head on big, soft pillow.

''For sure? You have swollen eyes... Does it hurt you somewhere? Or baby doesn't give you a moment of peace?'' She looked with attention at his belly, bigger and bigger every day. It's already 8th month, huh? Time flies so fast.

''No, no, really Suzue... I am totally fine,'' Haru tried to put really big smile on his face and was waving his hands a lot to show how energetic he is.

''Hmmm... O.k,'' The woman said seriously with sharp eyes. ''But promise me, if something will be happening you will call me immediately, right?'' She had really serious tone so Haru nodded obediently.

''I must go to do some work now, will come soon again along with Kikuko-sama too.  So please rest for now, Haru-sama,'' Suzue got closer to hug him warmly. Haru must admit that after marrying Daisuke he really had gained the best sister-in-law (even if technically she wasn’t) very caring and sweet, tho... she could stop calling him Haru-sama. It is so awkward!

When Suzue left the room and Haru was alone he touched his eyes... Hm, so they are really very swollen... No wonder to be honest... He was crying for a really long time. It was even hard to say how many minutes or maybe hours have passed....

It was all the fault of this stupid dream! No, not dream... Nightmare, which was showing everything Haru is scared the most... Some big dangerous mission on work.... Then blood, so many blood. Tons of bullets in Daisuke's chest. He still wants to say something to Haru... But he can't... Daisuke Kanbe gave the last breath being in Haru's arms.... Haru is losing him...

Stupid dream! Haru scratched his head ''Stop thinking about this!!!'' Man reprimanded himself, then he tried to read a book but intrusive thoughts were stronger. And last part of his dream appeared before his eyes... Blood... blood... his blood... Baby... Lost...

No! No! It is just stupid, mean dream!!! The man started to pat his belly ''Hello baby girl, I am sorry, I was nervous today. Daddy Haru will stop thinking about this stupid dreams... I promise.''

Haru curled up in a ball and tried to bring some positive thoughts, watched some funny tv shows... But he didn't feel better and bad thoughts were flowing all over him. He knew it was just a dream... But still. Especially taking the fact that his pregnancy wasn't so easy and happy at beginning... It was pregnancy with complications.. Baby girl had big health problems, now thanks to all health care and best doctors Daisuke provided them, it is better and calmed now but Haru must still be very cautious.

If it wouldn't be enough worries,  Daisuke had had an accident in work during some mission, luckily he backed from this only with one light injury as he said „just a scratch” which got healed fastly.... But it was enough to Haru to worry about his husband. Especially now when he is all over alone (in meaning: without his best partner - Haru!!!) on some mission in Europe.

The worst is fact... it was Haru who persuaded Daisuke to go there even if the man really wanted to stay...

''Go! I will be fine! Really, Don't treat me as fragile egg. I am a man too you know?! I hate when you treat me like that...''

''Oh... If you say this like that...'' Daisuke gritted his teeth and fly to Switzerland for few days..

I was so stupid that I persuaded him to fly, especially when he wanted to stay so much... But I don't want to be burden for him... Baka Haru, you big idiot with big ego!!!

Tears overflown from his eyes... Daisuke...Come back to me... But his thoughts were interrupted by phone signal... And it was … Daisuke. Daisuke Kanbe calling... Whaaaaat?!

''Dai-dai-daaaa,'' Haru felt like his throat got dry immediately. ''Daisuke?! What are you doing? Isn't now deep night in Switzerland?'' Haru tried to sound very cheerful but his voice was trembling.

''Yes... It is deep night,'' Daisuke sighed and sounded a little sleepy. ''But Suzue was calling,'' Oh shit... ''...and said you had visibly swollen eyes and looked like a biten puppy... Plus you were poorly pretending everything is o.k'' Daisuke was talking calmly but his voice was full of concern. ''So what happened? And please don't lie to me, you know I will recognise when you will even try''

There was big pouse and complete silence from other side of phone. ''Haru? Haru?'' Daisuke got impatient waiting for any sign from Haru who got quiet for way too long. Grrrrr I really should put cameras all over the room, I would know everything then. Why have I even listened to Haru when he said it will be breaking his privacy...

''HEUSC, show me Haru, change this into video conversation,'' the dark-haired man commanded.

Now they both were seeing each other... Haru saw Daisuke in his elegant pyjama and his hair down. His sleepy eyes were looking at his sad husband with love and attention. On the other way Daisuke looking at Haru felt sharp pain in his chest... '''Baby....'' But he couldn't finish because on Haru's eyes appeared big roundy tears. He was overflowing with emotions and didn't know how to stop them. It was just too many fears he was hidding by all this time...

''Haru, darling, I'm here, please say me everything...'' So Haru did, he finally told all his biggest fears, about these horrible returning dreams when he lost them both, the fact how much he regret he wasn’t honest and was persuading him for his departure to Europe and Daisuke was listening everything with breaking heart....

''Dai-chan.... I miss you, so freaking much...''

''Me too, baby, me too... I am sorry I listened you and flied here... We should be all this time together....'' Daisuke seemed sad and visibly moved by Haru's words but then added more brightly ''But I know how to fix this!''

''What? Fix? How?!'' Haru was dumbfounded and only heard BALANCE UNLIMITED and their video conversation ended.

There wasn't Daisuke on the other end but Haru smiled happily ''You smug bastard.''

Not so long after this, Haru heard enormous noise coming from the garden, he looked through the window and noticed the weirdest plane (?!) he had ever saw. Daisuke got off from this cosmic machine, he still was wearing pyjama and still had not brushed hair.

''Princess, your dady is really crazy man... And we love him for this,'' Haru touched his belly and felt energic kick from their daughter then he rushed to the main gate. He imagined himslef running by all the stairs to land into Daisuke's arms... But he chose the elevator, it was safer for him and the baby.

It was Daisuke who ran into him after leaving this weird machine. When they finally met near the main door Daisuke showered Haru with kisses. Starting from kissing his still wet eyes and eyelashes like he would want to take away all Haru's pain,

''You are here...''Haru snuggled his face into shorter man's chest. ''Thank you, thank you...''

''Yes, I am and I will never leave you  alone ever again, Haru and you, princess,'' this saying, he put a hand on Haru's tummy.

''By the way, what is this machine? Is this even legal? How it was possible to fly here from Switzerland in such short time?'' Haru's eyes were beaming with curiosity.

''It is a top secret.''

''Meanie,'' Haru pouted. ''But I am really happy you are back. Thank you, Dai-chan. So let's go to our room, what will wait for you? Many hugging and sleep coz you must be all exausted.''

''I really like this plan,'' Daisuke kissed Haru's cheek and they headed to their bedroom.

*****

Haru and Daisuke were so focused on each other that they hadn’t even noticed Suzue, grandma Kikuko and Hattori who also came to welcome Daisuke. But they really didn't mind the fact they got so ignored as air. They were happy enough to see their favourite duo smiling again.