#i went full whacko mode man. i was off my shit. hallucinating daily type sleep deprivation
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i have formally and officially entered the loop. sigh.
#im so so so tired but ive been putting off going to bed for hours#even tho im like straight up getting nauseous and dizzy spells#mostly bc my dreams last night and the last couple nights fucked with me#but when i stay up like this my dreams just get worse#which makes me stay up more#etc#the loop#im so tired awughh#once reached a point of sleep deprivation where i had a mental breakdown repeated false awakening nightmare followed by spider hallucinatio#so many spiders on the wall when i woke up#it took hours to actually believe i was awake LOL#i used to have this issue over the course of years where i had the same nightmare every time i fell asleep#didnt matter if it was 1am or 1pm if i slept for 45 minutes or 4-5 hours etc#same nightmare every single time. so i lost A LOT of sleep avoiding it like the plague#i went full whacko mode man. i was off my shit. hallucinating daily type sleep deprivation#dont be like me kids#stay in bed
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