#i will not buy beads for a w hile bc im good on them

[spoiledmilk2012]

Today was very tiring and frustrating i did a lot of stuff. I sold my old boots bc they are uncomfortable even tho they r so cute and I love them but I have good solid boots rn that I love n I'm gonna put spikes on them. I got my cats wet food, and groceries, and water gallons. I had to wait so long to sell my boots and my wireless headphones died and I didn't bring THE BACKUP WIRE to plug them in with I will never forget to bring my headphone wire with me again just in case ... But I just sat and filed my nails, it was exhausting just sitting there I was so bored and tired and hungover low-key bc I got crunky w some apple ciders last night. I found a Canadian coin on the bus and that feels lucky. Rest is so amazing I love going slow and doing nothing. Venus moved into Taurus so that is exciting. Me: will stand in my power with dignity and know my value and honor my insecurities n work on my confidence and embody my feminine energy and feel safe to do so. Something I feel when I am outwardly feminine is that the world thinks I'm doing it for them.... When I am not.... I am me for me I'm feminine and sexy for me..... The way I am perceived when I'm just being me and how I feel is a daily challenge for me.... But I am getting better n better at feeling chill about it every single day .... For me one of the best ways I overcome something is to be in it and feel the discomfort and find ways to feel safe n comfortable despite the circumstances.... An eye in the middle of the storm... Exposure therapy u know.