#i would have this handled if i could a) control my hyperfocus better and b) turn off my empathy | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

arkon-z · 2 months

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Hey, brain, question: why does the most minor amount of imagined stress fuck you up? It was an update we were waiting for and prepared to handle, but then you went and brought feelings into this and now you can't focus on our actual job.

#i would have this handled if i could a) control my hyperfocus better and b) turn off my empathy #“I'm doing my best!”“Your best is an IDIOT!”#what if i stopped caring so much?#that would make this easier #that would make EVERYTHING easier #he got all butthurt over some miscommunication and now i'm scared that if i phrase something the wrong way it'll push him out completely #it's not my fault he doesn't understand how not to read overtones into a text post #“i kind of felt like everyone was targeting me” no dude they were replying to your comment and you kept getting tagged #but no one wants to hear me tell them they interpreted a situation wrong because they don't understand how comment replies work #I am NOT the only one who cares; i know that #it just seems like no one else wants to step up #which is why we have leadership for fuck's sake #god #i know it's going to be okay #i'm just tilted because he acted like a drama queen #and he's over it too #maybe him and the other guy are both tilted because they're both being drama queens about this

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