#i wouldnt be comfortable having ppl do makeup for me bc again texture (and its SO much worse with someone else doing it)
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so ive never had like a friend pick my outfits out for me in like a fun way and i would really love to lmao
#like before transition it was hell and i wouldnt agree#and exes picked stuff out for me but thats wildly different#like i would love to have people over and have them bring me shit they own to try on#ive done this for a friend whos amab and wanted a safe place to wear dresses and such#but also like i just wanna do it for fun bc my trans body shouldnt like keep me from doing that#i love my body! and i love putting different things on it!#it sounds so fun like make me punk as hell! give me an 80s getup! make me an eboy! i am your canvas!#again its probably not a big deal but i havent had a lot of control in my life so like#for a solid 6 years i wore the same dreary shit so no one would pay close attention to me#and like now i have the confidence and freedom but no moneys#like. just the idea of dressing up and being seen in an all new never before seen way is making me go apeshit rn#like i wore eyeliner the other day! holy fuck!#i wouldnt be comfortable having ppl do makeup for me bc again texture (and its SO much worse with someone else doing it)#but clothes??? fuck yeah!#also i think boys should do more traditionally feminine things like makeovers bc why the fuck not#and not do it for women do it for themselves! bc its fun!#like i do miss that type of bond i had with girls pre transition where we could try stuff on and be like damn bitch u look good#i mean i never really participated but it was fun to watch!#like boys come with me 2 the thrift store and watch me put shit on and tell me im the shit#like i have girl friends i can do this with but i kind of hate the feeling of being *the guy* in the group yknow??? like the gay best friend#its always like just a little weird idk?#gender is fake for sure but also having gender solidarity feels nice and affirming sometimes#and like even with non cis girls it feels awkward sometimes like im still in the gbf zone#also sort of non related but i want to try on a himbo sweatshirt JKDASHKJ#connor talks
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