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#i wouldnt have to put myself at risk attending physical appts
mariska · 2 years
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very professional artist's interpretation of what i have looked like for the past two hours
#bad day folks. its. been a rough one#licherally feels like my eye is swollen past my eye socket so likeeeee hopefully its not!! oofa fuckin doofa!!!!#i have a drs appt in like 3 hrs at my usual primary care office BUT#my dr who is one of the only drs i trust is not there today#and i am absolutely not going to the ER or an urgent care place bcus i am not properly updated with my vaccine booster#and when i brought that up like a month ish ago i was told that somehow. despite always being on the verge of autoimmune related death#quite literally. i dont 'qualify' to get a necessary protective booster shot so maybe later in the year. hello???? what the fuck#like i have been stuck in my house for 2 and a half years having to tip toe on#metaphorical glass to keep myself alive at the cost of my literal sanity#because i am super high risk of catching you know what and having horrible complications due to my numerous other health issues#and i tried so hard not to let myself get sick or have unusual bad symptoms like this so that#i wouldnt have to put myself at risk attending physical appts#and tried my best to stay on top of all the vaccine info and advocate whenever i could for myself and my health#and they really said No and now the exact thing i was terrified would happen has happened against my will#and now i have to expose myself to health risks because this one problem that is currently unexplained and very painful#just decided to Happen. and i could have been up to date vaccinated a month ago and not have my severe medical#trauma be triggered like this. im so exhausted and frustrated dude.
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