#i’m alwayssss talking abt how mind controlled ppl would still never hurt those they loved | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

chryzure · 4 months

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specifically thinking abt azure being slowly. idk, brainwashed is the closest i can think to describe it, but its more like he was medically&magically forced to become like an automaton to his father, in mordecai’s last-ditch attempt to control azure. and how his father eventually set azure on chrysi (more like jacks and castor fucking got in the way of mordecai’s stupid plans, then chrysi tried to bail out those two idiots and caught mordecai’s eye). and how azure can’t bring himself to hurt chrysi, no matter how little control he has over his own actions. and how that would cause mordecai to hurt azure worse. and how azure, normally so proud of his self-control and self-possession, is tormented by his utter inability to choose for himself. in addition to, you know, the horrors.

#memorie.txt #s.chryzure #i’m alwayssss talking abt how mind controlled ppl would still never hurt those they loved #i can’t get into ‘was under mind control and harmed the one they loved’ drama #now the ‘under mind control & resisted it—therefore causing the controller to punish the one resisting’ drama…#HI…….. it makes me want to burst into tears sobsob. mostly azure makes me want to burst into tears but like..!#it’s okay azure.. chrysi is there to hold you when you break down over how little you feel like yourself..#he never feels more like himself than when he’s with her…#but of course. he’s still terrified of what happened to him. UGH.#reading a book and this is NOT what’s going on but my thoughts started spiraling #and now we’re here. chryzure..

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