#i’m getting ready to attend a consevatory. and it’s a bit far from me. and i have to plan to take the bus. | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

yellowsubiesdance · 10 months

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i’m really pining for the excitement i was feeling before the fob concert. there was so much to look forward to, including spending time with my loved ones. and now that it’s over, the only “excitement” i have waiting in the future for me is change, change, change.

#i have to find a new job that works with my schoolschedule #so that’s one stressor #i’m stepping down to part time at my current job until i can find that new job #that’s another stressor #i’m getting ready to attend a consevatory. and it’s a bit far from me. and i have to plan to take the bus.#three more stressors #my upcoming life is so stressful that i just wish the only excitement in my future was seeing a dang fall out boy concert #and my brother is going to start attending school in freaking socal #so who knows when i’ll be able to go see him #and my mom may finally be splitting from my dad. and she’s got plans to eventually move out of our home and find something cheaper #so that’s several more stressors piled up #and all i can do is hold on for dear life and TRYY to trust that everything will turn out alright on the other side #i’m so stressed and depressed i feel like i’m going to pop #journal 2023 #here’s hoping the changes happen in a way that are easy for me to process and don’t fuck everything up

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