#i’m sending you biiiiig huge hugs!!!!!!! and lots of love n healthy vibes!!!

[inkykeiji]

OMG CLARI HI ITS BEEN FOREVER!!! i’ve been so busy with college that i took a social media break and am only just now able to download tumblr again :) how are you?? i hope you’ve been well and just from some quick scrolling, i see that ur blog has grown so much bigger than when i was last on here and eek!!!! i’m so proud of u!!! u n ur writing deserve it so much :))))

ofc i know that i primarily sent u asks about the bmb universe way back when (and i am very excited to get caught up on the new installments) but i couldn’t resist the piece u posted for mr shiggy’s birthday and honestly i’m so happy i read it first bc it is so good. u do such a good job writing angst and the way the mc described her guilt over cheating on touya even though he can be very manipulative was so realistic and so well described i could really sympathize with her and her actions. her internal conflict combined with her affection for tomura is a deadly combo (for touya anyways) and u balanced the terror and feelings of desire so well!!!! i’m so fond of the tomura in this universe. he’s so impulsive and not tactful at all. he says what he wants and what he wants is the mc and compared to touya’s conniving ways, he’s like a breath of fresh air. sniff sniff ;; i think i might be in love with tomura almost as much as he’s in love with the mc. speaking of!!!! that last scene in the bathroom where she reads his text and has to delete it is such a gut punch like ugh she’s so conflicted and her feelings are pulled in every which way and god i just wanna hold her hand and give her a pat on the back and tell her everything will be okay. u did such a great job with the emotions of this piece so it was the perfect thing to read as soon as i opened the tumblr app.

u probably already guessed that i would have more questions, lol, so here they are!!! does touya ever find out? why doesn’t tomura do anything to fight for the mc? does she love tomura back and is it that she’s too caught up in touya to properly go after tomu or what? gah i’m so nosy but that’s only because i love what u did with these characters. they balance each other so nicely :)

anyways, i’m gonna go read the third part of bmb now :)))

-star anon!!

STAR ANON MY BABIE I AM SCREAAAAAAMING OH MY GOD STAR ANON SWEETPEA HOW ARE YOU????? i thought about you!!!! as my very first (named) anon ever, you will always have a very special place in my heart hehehe <333

social media breaks can be very good for you, so i am proud of you for putting yourself and your education first!! i have, thank you!! YES hehehe it has, aaah thank you so much bb (*/ω＼) ily lots and i hope you’ve been doing well too, and that college isn’t too stressful!! <333

oooh!! please heed the trigger warnings and stay safe <33 hehehe aw star anon thank you so very much, those are such beautiful compliments to receive and i am honoured <3 i’m also super glad to hear that it affected you emotionally, that you were able to feel what she was feeling and sympathize with her!!

YES YES YES exactly!! my gosh you interpreted this piece SO well and i am literally overjoyed like there’s such a massive smile on my face right now aaaah i’m just ecstatic that you picked up on all of that and that it’s coming across the way i intended for it to!! <3 once again, thank you from the bottom of my heart!!

hehehehe i always love your questions so much!! eeee okay let’s get into them!

does touya ever find out?

(like i mentioned in the ask before this, idk if i’d technically include this piece in what is officially ‘canon’ for m touya-nii AU--i just wrote it for fun n because i missed this version of tomura sm!!) BUT no, touya never finds out. it stays a secret between reader and tomura forever. tomura would never, ever reveal this secret to touya, because he knows how much trouble (and potential DANGER!) the reader would be in if he did, and he despite how selfish and impulsive he is, he loves her too much to do that.

why doesn’t tomura do anything to fight for the mc?

because he knows it isn’t worth it, he knows he’ll lose, and he knows how dangerous touya can get. that’s almost an automatic death sentence for him, especially since he was the one reader originally cheated on touya with!! truthfully, he’s lucky he’s still breathing at all (which is really all thanks to the fact that touya works for tomura’s father, and touya knows if he kills tomura, then he will be killed in turn by tomura’s father, or will spend the rest of his + reader’s life frantically on the run). but overall he knows that the reader is in love with touya, and him attempting any fight is both pointless and hazardous!! 

does she love tomura back?

no, she just cares very deeply for him. there is definitely a potential for love to sprout there just in general between those two characters because they get along so well, but by this time in the story she’s in much too deep with touya (because she does genuinely love touya!). in this piece, reader also feels guilt for having left tomura so suddenly and then never even attempting to contact him again. she feels like they both need closure, and she kind of pities him in a way. but she sincerely cares for him and decided to seize the coincidental opportunity when it presented itself!!

hehehe great questions star anon thank you so much!!! hopefully my answers make sense!! <33 as always, i cant even tell you how much i appreciate your beautiful, detailed asks, and the amount of effort and thought you put into them. you’re incredible and i’m so lucky to have you here!!!!! ily!!!