#i'd like other ppl's starter calls instead more often but i feel like ppl arent interested in my blogs so it's like?? im afraid to like shit
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HMM NVM im not in the mood !! i give up !
#ミ☆┋ ɢᴇᴛ ᴏɴ ᴜᴘ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴏғ ᴍʏ ʟᴀɴᴇ (out.)#negative tw#i know it's not that deep but both attempts at posting a starter call flopped n my starter call on another blog flopped so im not feeling#Great About Myself Or My Blogs Haha#i'd like other ppl's starter calls instead more often but i feel like ppl arent interested in my blogs so it's like?? im afraid to like shit#in case ppl find it annoying it's a vicious cycle#i just hate feeling shit about my ocs but u kno what !!!!!#most of my attempts to start shit? Flops#stuff's..........okayish on kael but my other blogs? Nah !!#i kno ppl dont find my blogs interesting idk i guess thats the curse of not following trends / ditching my ocs to make blogs that follow#trends instead every 2 months#the curse is ppl getting bored of u super quick I Guess#i kno it seems like i'm being overdramatic but ?? how many memes did i reblog over the last week only to get 100% ignored#idk man nobody actually gives a GENUINE fuck about mio as a character#ppl dont give a fuck abt my characters in general & i constantly feel like im wasting my own time#except i love writing these characters so i keep at it but it's???????? draining ??? bc i dont feel like ppl care#this should be way more fun than it is hahaha !!!!#oh well at least im bringing back a canon muse so ppl'll be interested in SOMETHING i do !!!#im Rubbish lmao why do i let myself feel like this#maybe i should just avoid posting starter calls bc i always just starting feel awful when they flop
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