#i'll do much better as a garden fertiliser. grind my bones into powder and toss into the compost pile. i am done.
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You know... now I understand why a fucked up mother is such a popular archetype in queer stories.
#vent post#possibly delete later. i forgor to delete the previous ones#we keep blowing up at each other over stupid little things!!! and boundaries.#except her boundaries have to be respected at all times while mine can me trampled 3 cultural layers of soil down in times of crisis.#screw good relationship screw finances i want to be unreachable for this woman. go away i hope my boundaries give you 3rd degree burns#i hope every single complex that formed because of her (in)actions hurts her instead of me. go away and bother your other spawn.#seriously I bunked with my friend tonight because i couldn't stand to be in the same house with her.#i want to hurt someone. possibly myself. but i did this since middle school and look where the fuck it got me.#i'm tired of important people in my life claiming i'm putting on a show for attention. I hope you all get flayed and sprayed w/pepper spray#and then hear a bunch of clowns claiming that you're being too dramatic#and read you a definition of pain from a dictionary like you all are too stupid to understand the concept by yourselves. and then said#that what you feel cannot possibly be pain because the clown council said so#i am ready to give up at this point. give me a lethal painkiller dose people clearly like the idea of me more than the real person.#i'll do much better as a garden fertiliser. grind my bones into powder and toss into the compost pile. i am done.#stop preaching yourself as honest person you self-righteous bitch we both know you're a chronic liar.
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