#i'm a plotter and a writer and a YAPPER MEGAmode

[missyouyerin]

ꕤ … hey ! i'm skye (they/she) , i'm excited & i'm here to go crazy with it . i'll be writing nam yerin , ANGELIX main rapper & leader . satellite leader (former) extraordinaire, variety vitamin (former), and the extrovert other extroverts are afraid of (former) . she used to be extremely outgoing however she's on the mend from some backlash and the label has her in the time-out corner . please click the profile link for the fun stuff like trivia, traits, aesthetics and more. but below the cut will be the tldr break down! and last but not least, i have prepared a few connections ideas for jumping off already, feel free to message me about those on discord or here on tumblr! dms always open~

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1996 busan born, her mother ran a private daycare for neighborhood kids and her father worked 2 full time jobs. she had 3 younger siblings and then like 10 random kids on her block that she spiritually adopted as her siblings by the time she was 12. (even to this day she loves kids so much she's such a dork about kids, and emotionally adopts anyone even 3 years younger than her.)

she wanted to run track and field in school. she was very social and cared for, but it wasn't quiiiite enough for her. busy body, stand on the top of the playground and yell about how she's the king of the world at the sky type.

luckily, at a local festival she and some of her friends sang trot and danced and yerin's ability to whip the crowd into a frenzy was enough to get her scouted.

fast forward many long (whiny, annoying baby girl with a big dream) conversations with her very overworked parents later and off she went to become an idol.

it was never about being famous for her. it was just about the adventure of it all. going, doing, anything more than average.

after a few years of training she got dropped in as leader for angelix and the rest was history.

angelix's image doesn't really suit her, not even back then and certainly not now that she's older, but she has a bright personality (at least as an idol she does), so it was always enough to get her a pass.

except after making many casual, crude/unkind comments between 2022-2023 about anything from uncle fans to the company rules to having to flirt to be noticed or liked-- many fans have began to think she's quite disrespectful, doesn't know how to keep her mouth shut. not the sort of tact a leader should have, certainly not for the angel group.

she's totally grounded now 😔all of her activities have slowed down, and she's spent over a year, closing in on 2 years, basically only being at group activities and almost nothing else (a big change from her former activities).

not only that, where before she was outgoing, funny, a variety type through and through (both on activities and even amongst her members, she was known for being bright and taking care of them, being loud and sweet), now she has become considerably more mellow. she went from a 10 on the volume scale to a comfortable 6.

she doesn't know how to be what she thinks she needs to be. and not only that, she feels like she's let her group down. after siah (this is a topic that should not be approached with her, it will make her cry in broad daylight), she fears what will happen to her group. whether they'll stay together, whether she's helping them to stay together or further driving them apart.

she's going through a painful growing phase right in the public eye, and it's leaving her feeling a bit silly and afraid of her own shadow. being the sort of person who speaks without thinking had never burned her so bad before. she has to learn how to manage that.

she has a fair bit of ! cw for anxiety ! likely to pop up in her posts, as she's struggling quite badly with barely checked anxiety for the last 2 years.

essentially, a woman of much duality, both a very playful and kind person who loves to uplift others, and also a painfully hard on herself, anxious person who doesn't think people will accept her as she is? most of her threads from her pov will strongly feature the dynamic of how she always seemed (and really was in many ways), and who she is becoming, and how she's making amends with that?? (poorly, badly, terribly)-- what of it is real and natural and what's a breaking down of her or inability to overcome stress/anxiety/fame itself?

she could use some friends to help her through the slow painful crash and burn of going from enfj to infj lmao-- or some enemies to make it worse, that is also fun and ok! up for anything.

privately and without telling anyone really, she currently has decided she will not renew her contract next time and will go be a school teacher or something. so she's dealing with that guilt of the knowledge she truly wants to pull a siah of her own.