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#i'm emotional waaah emet-seelch my beloved :<<
noxtivagus · 1 year
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watching the invincible orchestra version n i'm mentally unstable rn
#FUCK. IT'S SO LOVELY#MY POOR HEART OH MY GOD THE VOCALS THE INSTRUMENTS AT THE START N#it's so heavenly. it's perfection what the fuck#i'm emotional waaah emet-seelch my beloved :<<#the desperation the pain in invincible n. the power the ost has is just so wonderful#IT'S SO FITTING . of emet-selch caliber n his story n everything ><#i'm gna watch from the heavens pls pray for me i'm gna cry#I GOT CHILLS FUCK#I LOVE THAT PART SO MUCH........... THAT#OH MY GOD THE LYRICS????????#AAAAAAAA IT SOUNDS SO GOOD I'M GNA CRY#the. I CANT PLACE MY MIND ON IT BUT YK THE INSTRUMENT IN THE BACK#this is so good this is so good yk if i listened to this live i'd actually collapse n be overwhelmed with emotion#the lyrics ily ily ily ily ITS SO HEAVENLY#omega f & m are so gender please step on me#OH MY GOD ESCAPE. ASCENSION???? IM GNA CRY#i am left w just chills i have no more words help me#wait i forgot invincible has lyrics i'm gna cry#'these memories ache with the weight of fate' my man my bro ily please kiss me#'now breathe deep of the darkness beneath the flood / where all of the proud angels drink to their deeds of blood#their lies twisted and torn into dreams they're spun'#'yet ever we still stand tall / invincible / never we fall' i love you .#edit/ i've been watching stuff w apollo for like hours now n it's rlly fun#but we took a break for a bit n i was planning to nap for 30 minutes until 4 but my mind my mind my mind it#when the world is silent when i'm not distracting myself with something it just.#it hurts it hurts this emptiness torments me it hurts so much i want to just.. do better be better but my#mistakes n regrets n shortcomings haunt me. i'm sorry i just want to be happy but i feel so.. distant from everything n it hurts so much#i don't want anyone to worry so i'll bury it n tell myself i'm alright w this distance but i'm crying i don't want to hurt myself again#i burst into tears rn it hurts a lot but i know i'll get through this. i always do. i'll be fine i'll be fine i can handle this#i just. i'm not gna write too much here but fuck i just want to be me. to be real n. alive n. 🥹 free to be me n what that means to me yeah..
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