#i'm fucking GOING TO BED. lest i lay down on my bedroom floor and cry. i hate this shit. i hate being alive lol | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

mercuryislove · 5 months

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so i've been Not Drinking since december 12th (i will admit i've had a shower beer here and there) but tonight i had a hashtag Real Drink for the first time in four months and let me tell you. it's not even fun to drink anymore. am i maturing? maybe i just like to be sober and miserable instead of drunk and miserable

#not to be a fucking bozo loser friendless idiot but #i'm thinking about the persona 3 ending again. WHAT A GAME.#nooooooooo im getting sentimental while drunk. oh god i fucking hate drinking actually.#i was teetering on the edge of alcoholism for a long time and now i hate drinking lmaooooo #what does it all mean. i used to crutch on alcohol as a way to experience joy and now i'm finding that it............. isn't even fun.#anyway i cast memories of you dot mp3 upon ye #i'm fucking GOING TO BED. lest i lay down on my bedroom floor and cry. i hate this shit. i hate being alive lol #THIS IS WHY I DON'T DRINK ANYMORE.

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