#i'm looking at some of my notes rn n goddamn it does get rlly embarrassing n cheesy at times but
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#🌙.vent#sometimes i feel guilty for it but i rlly do remember that. yk it's alright to just yeah#it's one of my coping mechanisms! one that i forget when i'm too. idk i'm someone not meant to be too#i really need a balance between fiction n reality bcs i've always been an imaginative n creative person#hfdjldflks it feels so comforting letting myself just be free like this online honestly#bcs i've always been an emotional person. i've always loved and cared deeply & that won't ever change.#so i shouldn't have to be afraid to embrace these aspects of myself yeah#even if the intensity of it i'm willing to put out n share is too much that what's 'typical' in this world#i promised myself i'll hold unto the aspects of my youth forever. i'll keep n protect these parts of myself#no matter how cruel or painful this world is & the paths that lay before me. i won't let it destroy /me/#i'm looking at some of my notes rn n goddamn it does get rlly embarrassing n cheesy at times but#i much prefer the moments where i'm full of love than the times i can't feel it at all#that said being sleep-deprived is also fucking up my mind in some way so i have been a Mess for a very long time#i'll fix it sometime when my cramps aren't messing w my head but for now i will spam. sorry >.>
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