#i'm undiagnosing myself. my iron levels are normal. my blood is suuuuper ferrous but in a normal & good way. probably. | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

girderednerve · 3 months

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work sucks, have we considered this

i am so fucking tired all of the time. i don't think it's a medical issue exactly i think it's that i work full-time and commute two hours a day, and i have never been very energetic to begin with. left to my own devices i sleep six hours a night and nap for a couple hours during the day, which one absolutely cannot do if one is at work. it's churlish to complain about my generally very cushy job (i'm on salary; i work inside; i find parts of my job draining but it is really very easy; &c.), but i left work two hours early today because there was a winter storm travel advisory & my boss said it would be okay to leave early since i am going to come in early tomorrow, & i feel so much better this evening that it really throws the rest of my time into sharp relief

#irredeemable whining #forecast said we might get 10 inches of snow :) i don't want to work #woke up this morning & was like 'i am going to fucking die if i go in.' obviously i did not fucking die. but i was being sincere #productivity per hour. public service. limits of liberal institutions. the wage relation. idk. all of these concepts slosh within me #on my hour-long drive to work. where i also reflect upon the fact that our region has gotten like 5 feet less snow than we should've #but there are no jobs closer to me in my field; i look every day. i just feel a sort of colorless structural despair.#i'm undiagnosing myself. my iron levels are normal. my blood is suuuuper ferrous but in a normal & good way. probably.

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