#i've done colored pencil drawingsof him that took me hours and it's like . lol what do i do with that 😭😭😭

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i’ve also been trying to not be super negative but the big sad is also hitting me tonight. like i LOVED q, his dsmp character is one of my favorite characters from anything ever, i had on multiple different occasions called him the funniest mfer on the planet, i bought so much stupid las nevadas merch and now it’s just like. MAN. it would hurt less atp if he just straight up said he hated the dteam now like this is just torturous and sad and i do not get it. i know time keeps marchin on and things will heal etc but it still sucks. there’s a little part of me that wishes he would have an epiphany or something and just apologize and explain everything but as it goes on it just feels like that’s not gonna happen :( sorry abt the rant but like. MAN *horse staring out to sea dot jpeg*

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no no i fucking get you like in the beginning when it was first starting i refused to say anything at all i filtered tags and words and names and just talked about it on twt and then things just got worse and worse and here we are and it's just like . fuck dude what do we do now and the answer is move on but HOW and yeah i literally just want him to say something literally anything at all even if it's just to dream in private to tell him he's done like 😭😭😭 but q's never been that kind of guy so we'll see i guess