#idc if the lyrics are depressing it makes me wild out and i love it | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

fortunatefool · 4 months

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Not to date myself but sometimes in the middle of a crisis u get to hear Pursuit of Happiness (Nightmare) by Kid Cudi featuring MGMT and Ratatat, Steve Aoki Remix and feel joy for the first time in a week and a half

#my stuff #its the little things ig #idc if the lyrics are depressing it makes me wild out and i love it #my ex robbed me and i kicked him back to his apt 1.5 weeks ago #and apparently he didnt know we broke up (i didnt block him i had his cat and still have his stuff)#so i think im giving him a lot of fucking grace for stealing a paycheck 2 weeks worth of work for his drug habits when im going hungry rn #i sent him this long heartfelt text using my therapy communication skills to clearly outline that we are not dating anymore #and he just doesnt accept??? he keeps saying we have to work thru this and the drugs did it not him blah blah blah #like dude ive seen my own mother suck dick on the living room couch so she could buy another 8 ball and not give me lunch 😑#tf makes u think im gonna put up with that shit now????? dumbass #i keep waking up sad and weepy still but i just tell everyone i know abt what he did and they tell me im better than that and i feel better #i told 1 patient at work shes my fave. little old korean lady. she brings us a bag of fruits every week and is so fun to talk to #when she ices afterwards she asks for extra time and we chat a lot about our lives. she was so sad for me and kept telling me #that im so pretty and so nice and men will take advantage babygirl im so sorry that happened to you!!! 😭 i told her im fine now #and told her how im seeing my family more again and doing whatever i feel like whenever i want and looking towards my future and she relaxed #but that ones going to stick in my head the most. if i took him back id be letting her down. i almost cracked today like a spineless coward #but hearing her seem so hurt for me and say that i didnt deserve it felt so genuine. ill miss her #i took my last dab today guys no more until i ged paid 2 more times but as you can see by the tags getting away from me #it was a good fucking dab lol

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