#idk Nia you better marry me or something

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Crush Culture

Chapter 2

chapter 1

Summary: Lucy is your average teenage girl... but she's not, it's complicated but not in a "OH I'm actually a supernatural being" but in a "OH I have to get married as soon as I turn 18" type of way. Problem #1 she doesn't like anyone and problem #2 she might have to marry her dad's friend's son... yay

Disclaimer: This story was created mainly for my friend and has no romance but they are gay so...  also I did read over this a bunch but if something doesn’t make sense blame my dyslexia... okay let’s continue

Two things kept Lucy from absolutely despising this town: her friends and the kids she babysits 

She loved kids and hoped that one that she herself would be a mother many years from now; however, the way her father decides to control the big aspects of her life it may be sooner than hoped. 

Lucy held her coat close to her body as she walked up the snow covered driveway to an unfamiliar house. She dreaded today’s job for two reasons, the first one being the events from the night prior. 

She couldn’t believe that she willingly went to Erza’s party knowing she had a job the next morning. Luckily she wasn’t dealing with a hangover however she was running on only about 4 hours of sleep thanks to her lovely friends. She didn’t leave the party till long past 3am all because Levy didn’t want to go home, Lisanna didn’t want to leave without Levy, Mira didn’t want to leave without her sister, and Lucy’s ride was Mira. 

There was a small part of her that wanted to ask Natsu and Gray to drive her back to Levy’s house, where she was staying for the night to avoid her father’s questions, as she watched them leave the party at midnight. Her mind unfortunately pushed that idea to the side, she wanted to avoid Natsu for the rest of her life if she could.

Besides it was for the best that she stayed, there was no need in worrying her friends considering they were now almost all phoneless as a very drunk Levy started tossing random phones down the staircase including her own. So Lucy hung around.

The other reason is that the child apparently belonged to one of her father’s friends. 

The worst children are the ones that belong to her father’s friends.

Well that’s what she deemed 3 years ago when she first babysat one. The kids were so bratty and disrespectful, Lucy knew kids can be bad sometimes but these kids are over the top.

Lucy was glad that while her mother was alive she showed her love and affection, something these kids unfortunately have probably never experienced. 

She felt bad for these on that aspect but she knew these children act that way usually due to their parents neglect

Lucy knocked on the front door and patiently waited for the door to open. Soon she heard shoes clicking against the wooden floors on the inside of the home. As the door opened Lucy was surprised that instead of a 40 something businessman she was greeted by a young woman that was probably in her mid to late 20s. And instead of the frown that is usually present upon these people’s faces Lucy was graced by the warm, big smile on her face. And instead of the usual medium length, fried hair the women she met commonly had from years of damaging their hair from products, this woman had fluffy, long, healthy looking white hair that went past her knees. And instead of the tired looking eyes Lucy was used to, for once she was met with pretty blue eyes.

The woman was dressed in a white sweater, a tan trench coat, matching dress pants and white heels. Her expensive looking purse was hanging from her left shoulder. She was dressed similarly to the others yet she looked like a model showing it off for a new designer brand rather than a woman going to a meeting in a rush and leaving their child with the first teen they could find.

“You must be Lucy” she looked Lucy up and down with non judgemental eyes. Something Lucy had only seen a few times in her life.

It took Lucy a moment to process the words that the lady had said to her as she still took in her appearance. Lucy thought she was beautiful. “OH uh yeah… sorry- sorry about that” she laughed nervously at her embarrassment 

“No need to worry dear, I am Grandeeny” she reached a hand out towards Lucy who quickly accepted her hand shake. “Please come in dear, it must be freezing out there” the woman quickly moved out of the way, allowing Lucy access inside the home.

Home was the right word because this one felt warm instead of cold, by just walking inside Lucy could tell that it was full of love.

Lucy took in the beautiful home in front of her. There was a chandelier hanging in the foyer above her head. To the left of her sat a shoe rack that had the shoes neatly stacked on the rack, the only thing giving away that a child lived here were the smaller shoes. Before walking any further into the home Lucy took off her snow covered boots and placed them next to the shoes on the rack.

“I’ll go get my daughter, I’ll be right back” She heard Grandeeny say as Lucy slowly walked deeper into the home.

As she looked around she was impressed with the neatness of the place. Most homes she had been in with young children tended to be cluttered with toys all over the place, even the homes with maids, yet if someone was to tell her that there was not a single speck of dirt in the house she would have believed it.

“Lucy, this is my daughter Wendy” Grandeeny said as she made way back down the stairs, this time with a little girl following behind her.

“Wendy, honey say hello” she said once she got to the bottom as she crouched down beside the girl

“Hello” the little girl waved as she simultaneously twirled a strand of hair around her finger. 

The little girl was by far the most well dressed kid she had ever seen outside of a formal setting. She currently wore a white button up with a yellow sweater vest over it and a white skirt. Her hair was fluffy, similar to her mother’s, yet unlike her mother she had dark blue hair that was short.

Lucy couldn’t imagine what she dressed like when she left the home. 

“Alright Wendy,” Grandeeny spoke finally “I know you will but please be nice to Miss Lucy while I’m gone” 

“Will you be back tonight?” Wendy’s eyebrows furrowed together as she looked up at her mom with big brown eyes

“Unfortunately not honey but don’t worry, later one of your cousins will come by and they will take you anywhere you want, now I gotta go be good” she smiled to her daughter, ruffling her hair a little before she stood back up “Lucy, my number is on the table in the kitchen if you need it, one of my nephews should be by later, 5 maybe, please let me know if they aren’t here around then okay? Okay I have to go. I'll see you tomorrow Wendy.”

“Bye mama” she reached out her arms and pulled Grandeeny’s leg into a hug. Grandeeny smiled at her daughter. Lucy had seen that smile before. She missed it 

And before she knew it Grandeeny was gone. But not the gone that Lucy was used to. A gone with a promise to return the next day. It wasn’t empty promises. Lucy missed that too.

“So,” Lucy finally said after a few moments of silence “what do you want to do?” She smiled at the girl as her eyes lit up with excitement 

~~~~

“Hey, Miss Lucy?” Wendy said as she painted Lucy’s nails 

“Hm?” Lucy looked up from her nails towards the girl in front of her 

“Do you have a boyfriend?” Wendy giggled almost as if she was laughing at herself for asking the question 

“No I don’t” Lucy replied to the kid in a calm tone, not phased by these types of questions

“Oh… do you have a girlfriend?” This question was the one that caught Lucy off guard, she wasn’t use to kids asking about that

“No- no not that either” Lucy stuttered out 

“Aww, why not you’re really pretty” 

“Thank you honey but I guess I just don’t like anyone in that way” the information was odd even to Lucy because her whole life she had never felt that way about anyone. She wanted to, she really did but she couldn’t 

“Does it feel strange?” Wendy asked another question as she continued to paint Lucy’s nails

“Sometimes…” the little girl only nodded at the comment, still focused 

“You talk a lot,” Lucy laughed, Wendy blushed probably from embarrassment Lucy concluded “it makes it sound like you like someone yourself” Lucy watched as Wendy’s face became even more flushed with red than it was and she finally stopped painting

“I…I do” she looked down at her plush rug that the two girls sat on top of “but they don’t like me”

“How do you know?” Lucy felt the need to ask. She wasn’t sure why she was talking about this with a child though

“Because…” Wendy paused and took in a deep breath then with a big huff let out “we’re both girls” Lucy kept quiet at the comment. “Also she is 9 and I’m 7… I think you might see the problem.” Lucy assumed that the problem was that 7 and 9 feel so far from each other even though they are only 2 years apart in age. 

“You’re smart,” Lucy commented. Wendy looked at her with confusion evident in her face. “You know these things yet you are so young… most kids don’t talk to me about these things or even think about these types of things.”

“Blame it on my mama I guess.” she shrugged. “She talks to me a lot about… things. She doesn’t have anyone else to talk about things with so she talks to her daughter.”

“You talk mature too” Lucy noted

“Yeah, people tell me how I remind them of mama especially in my speech,” she giggled a little “I guess it is from listening to mama over the years”

Without a doubt Wendy was an intelligent kid, she almost reminded Lucy of herself at that age. Later Lucy would find out that the reason Grandeeny talks to her daughter so much about things was she almost had no one else. All but her brothers stopped talking to her after she got pregnant because she was only seventeen and Wendy’s father wasn’t in the picture. Lucy doesn’t know how or why her dad is friends with Grandeeny considering her past and his odd values. Lucy did know however that Grandeeny was rich and successful so maybe her father just wasn’t familiar with her past but she would never be sure. 

“Hey you want to meet my cat?” The earlier conversation had long come to a close and they had finished painting each other's nails, the ones Wendy did might look better Lucy giggled about it to herself.

“Sure” Lucy smiled as Wendy got up from the rug to go fetch her cat. Soon she returns from the other room with a fluffy, white cat in her arms and a big smile plastered on her face.

“Miss Lucy this is Carla, Carla this is Lucy” she introduced the two, waving one of the cat’s paws at Lucy. 

Then there is a knock at the door and with a huff Wendy stomped off out of her room towards the front door. Lucy quickly jumped up from the floor and ran after the girl. 

The little girl opened the door as soon as Lucy reached the bottom of the stairs and the face that she was greeted with on the other side of the door was one she knew very well yet was the last one she wanted to see anytime soon.

“Natsu! I was just showing her Carla, couldn't you show up at another time.” Wendy whined with the cat still in her arms.

“Sorry Wendy” he chuckled as he made eye contact with Lucy.

Of course it was Natsu Dragneel

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alright, i was on the fence about the oc weekend idea, but fuck it i have a bunch of shit made why not? block “oc weekend” tag if you don’t care cuz same

so have some cleo (and nia) headcanons to kick whatever the fuck this is gonna be off

super long cuz i have a serious problem

So her starting skills were bow, charisma, and wildlife, then woods lore, then blade, medicine, deception, brawling, seduction

She made some money hunting, which is where the bow and animal skills came from

With being an elf, her and Kade were orphaned together in a massacre and taken in by a local farmer

Absolutely got into so much trouble, usually Cleo getting a bad idea and dragging Kade along, but could always talk her way out of it, hence the charisma

MC canonically has relationship experience, right? I think she had a short term partner, maybe some flings with travelers or something, but never really got invested in relationships, just wasn’t her thing

Especially in RIverbend, where everyone knows everyone and it’s awkward if you break up

She’s pretty similar to canon MC, wild and goofy and somewhat reckless

But also really determined and caring and sweet when she needs to be

I adore her if you can’t tell

The first time she saw Nia, totally tongue-tied and a flustered mess, she’s smooth when it’s a joke but incapable of any coherent words when it turns real

She’s pretty awkward, definitely stiff at first, but slowly loosens up as she gets closer to Nia, letting her goofy side show

She for sure pines and gets made fun of for it by Kade, then Mal and Imtura every time she gets flustered 

And Threep likes to rub it in too, occasionally threatening to say something unless he gets snacks he does the same to Nia askjksdf

I’m also in love with the idea of Mal and Imtura playing matchmaker and constantly trying to set them up in situations where they have to be close, and the two of them losing their minds when Cleo and Nia get stuck in that pit

The night at the cabin in the Deadwood was the first moment Cleo realised that there could be something real there, like it just never clicked until Nia was straight up telling her she liked her

From then on things definitely change, and Cleo starts being a lot softer, like at the masquerade and stuff

But the argument in the cabin always sticks out in her mind, she defended Nia’s right to spend her life as she chooses, but she doesn’t necessarily like it

She always tries to find work arounds for Nia using her light, like using her own before Nia can get the chance

She for sure nearly decked the High Priest, just for all his bullshit, and was very happy to get that tracking orb from him to make sure they would be safe she had some plans already

So I don’t accept MC being cool after Nia straight up gets yanked into the Shadow Realm, Cleo absolutely was about to jump in after her until Imtura grabbed her and jerked her back like “what the fuck are you doing”

Cleo was about to snap the entire time they were working their way through the Shadow Realm, definitely wrecked Vonstratz on Nia’s behalf

I also don’t accept the “single tear” line when MC fucking KILLS Nia, Cleo would be bawling her eyes out and refusing to let go of her when she dies

There not being an ily felt kinda weird to me, and cuz Cleo’s a sap, I feel like she’d either say it before stabbing Nia or during the diamond scene where they’re looking out at Whiterun

In the first instance, it’s more for her piece of mind, that Nia knows what her sacrifice means

When Nia comes back, Cleo whispers it a million times into her shoulder as she hugs her, until she sounds like a broken record

For the second one, it’d be a bit spur of the moment, she’d just be looking in Nia’s eyes as the words spill out, but she wouldn’t even care cuz it felt so right

And now I’m going to ignore book 2 and make up my own shit

So immediately after, Cleo and Kade go back to Riverbend to pack up their lives there, Kade in order to stay in Whiterun cuz King Arlan made him a librarian or something, idk but he’s in Whiterun at the royal library and archives

Cleo ends up running a few odd jobs out of Whiterun for a while, helping Mal out quite a bit as Nia ends up with a lot of responsibilities at the temple after the High Priest gets axed

Cleo ends up quite well known as a good adventurer/travel mate by the time Nia ends up quitting the temple

Before they leave on their first trip as just them, Cleo takes her up to that terrace overlooking Whiterun after taking her to the market

They stare out at the city for a while, until the sun’s setting along the horizon

Cleo pulls out a ring from her bag, fiddling with it as she shifts on her feet nervously. She’s wussed out like half a dozen times already, and this is her last chance to do it somewhere so special

Nia figures out something’s up and starts prodding to figure it out, poking her and stuff and laughing the whole time

Cleo’s kind of found out, and turns to her blushing the ring held between her thumbs and index fingers as she avoids eye contact, “So, um. You wanna get married?”

Not what Nia was expecting at all and she kind of just 👁👄👁 for a while, until Cleo starts trying to back out of it, thinking she fucked up

And then it’s Nia’s turn to stumble over her words something along the lines of, “No, wait! Okay, um, no, so - No, I don’t mean no, just - Yes! Of course!” 

The ring’s super basic, like plain silver without even a gem 

I feel like Cleo found it on a trip with Mal, and immediately thought of Nia and proposing and freaked herself out a bit, but that’s why she didn’t look for another cuz shes a sap

They travel around the realm a bit, stopping in Undermount so Cleo can look into House Nightbloom, and getting rides from Imtura when Mal gives them a tip on a relic or something

All the while Nia’s trying to spread the Light in small villages, using her magic for little things as Cleo works favours again

At some point they get a cottage a ways away from a village, I’d say not too far from the Deadwood and things slow down for the most part, only the occasional trip for the temple

It’s a really cute house, small and surrounded by flowers and huge trees, Cleo builds a swing on one

The others visit occasionally, Kade and Threep the most often, and I almost want to say they take in an orphan, but I can’t decide if Cleo would trust herself enough for that

Though I feel like Nia would love to have pets at the least cleo always compares threep to the cats to annoy him

Elves canonically have longer life spans than humans, and Nia’s is even shorter from using her Light, so I’m sure you can tell where I’m going with this

Nia passes in her sleep before anyone else in the gang and it really fucks up Cleo, like the way she wakes up to it and can’t even stop it

And the worst part is that she’s always hoping just a little bit in the back of her mind that it’s like the first time, and Nia’s just going to wake up or knock on the front door

The gang meet up all together for a funeral, and Cleo plants the flowers from the bouquet from the end of book diamond scene

She ditches the cottage cuz too much of it is Nia, and is just kind of aimless for a little bit, staying with Kade in Whiterun, but ultimately hates not having a purpose

She moves to the old elven cabin in the Deadwood cuz shes a sap cuz it’s one of her favourite places

She devotes herself to fixing it up and making it better, helping travelers through the Deadwood cuz I feel like Tyril would open Undermount up

Everyone’s stayed in relative contact and tend to invite Cleo on adventures if they don’t hear from her for a while, just to keep her from isolating herself in the woods

Mal works with the monarchy to make things better in the Nooks and Crannies while still thievin, and especially when he’s older settles down more

I feel like he lives pretty long, but ends up sick and passing away, second to go and he kinda laughs about it his mum was sick right? and he jokes about the irony to feel better?

I doubt Imtura really accepts being a princess, I think she keeps captaining and fights it as long as she can until she really doesn’t have a choice

But she’s not like her mum, actually leaving Flotilla and like working with the guard and stuff

I think she’s third, dying in battle like a badass and saving her crew. She’s honored by the clans, and the monarchy and even Undermount declares her a hero or something idk how it works there

I feel like Kade would keep to stories, but maybe spend a while just moving about the realm, stay in Undermount to explore it and stuff, builds up his name as a bard

He dies in his sleep too cuz he deserves it, he passes when he’s visiting Riverbend again, he’s buried there and like the whole village shows up

I feel like Tyril’s significantly older than everyone else, but being an elf hides it

He always gives Cleo tips on artifacts, or asks her to escort travelers through the Deadwood or around the realm if they’re important to keep her busy

He’s not the head of House Starfury, but he’s still pretty involved in elven politics, mainly focused on opening up Undermount, educating people on the elven empire and spreading the wealth and stuff

He’d go before Cleo, just running out of life force after all his magic

After Tyril passes, Cleo’s just done, he was the only thing giving her purpose, and she’s spent decades cleaning up the Deadwood as best she can

Threep’s joined her after Tyril’s funeral, staying with her for a few days and how following her out into the forest

She walks out to the clearing they saw the unicorn at and stops right on the edge, sitting down and setting up a purification ritual

She’s known how for years, she learned after Nia passed so she could spend some of her life completing one of her dreams like a sap

She clears out the darkness from a lot of the Deadwood to drain the last of her life force, stumbling over to a tree and sliding down to the ground, her back pressed against the bark

Threep flutters into her lap, her nails scratching behind his ears as he licks her chin comfortingly, a final goodbye

Her breathing starts heavy, growing slow as her chest feels far more hollow than it did a moment ago, and her eyelids slowly grow heavy

A breeze brushes her hair, stirring her awake. The lake’s shimmering before her, bright and magical as she stumbles to her feet, Threep gone from her lap

The Deadwood’s healed, more than she could possibly have managed on her own, and she has so much more energy now than when she fell asleep

She trips through the trees, running for what feels like hours until she’s back at the cabin, the stone bright against the trees as it sits, whole again after all her effort

She shoulders the front door open, freezing when she sees the fireplace, or rather, what’s before the fireplace

Nia’s there, her back to the flickering flames as she smiles, cheeks redder than the curls falling down her shoulders

And Cleo doesn’t stop running, tackling Nia into a hug and squeezing with all she is, tears dripping down her chin as she laughs, carefree and disbelieving and happy. So, so happy, for the first time since she last saw that smile

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85 Questions Tag~

Tagged by: My darling @oksws

Tagging: Anyone who wants to do it ^^

Last

1. Drink - Fruit punch

2. Phone - Iphone 6

3. Text message - From my best friend

4. Song you listened to - Beyonce - Green Light

5. Time you cried - Last Sunday lol

Ever

6. Dated someone? - Yes

7. Kissed someone and regretted it? - Yeah

8. Been cheated on? - Yeeeep

9. Lost someone special? Yes.

10. Been depressed? - Yeah. Last year was rough.

11. Gotten drunk and threw up? Nope!! I know my limits! Tipsy is my limit.

Fave colors

12. Blue

13. Black

14. Mint green

In the last year have you…

15. Made new friends? Yes, a couple

16. Fallen out of love? Nope

17. Laughed until you cried? Probably?

18. Found out someone was talking about you? Nah. I remove myself from those type of people.

19. Met someone who changed you? Yes.

20. Found out who your friends are? Yep!

21. Kissed someone on your Facebook friends list? Yep.

General

22. How many of your facebook friends do you know irl? A majority. 

23. Do you have any pets? I have a total of six fish! Two adults and four guppies!

24. Do you want to change your name? Nope.

25. What did you do for your last bday? Got tipsy, went to Canada, saw SHINee World live, got the attention of Kim Kibum multiple times ;)))))

26. What time did you wake up today? 10am

27. What were you doing at midnight last night? Sleeping

28. What is something you can’t wait for? Kingdom Hearts 3 and add-ons to FFXV

29. What are you listening to right now? Lolololololololololololololololol -skips-

30. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom? Probably.

31. Something that gets on my nerves? People who belittle others.

32. Most visited website? YouTube

33. Hair color? Dark brown

34. Hair long or short? Medium-Longish

35. Do you have a crush on someone? Nah. 

36. What do you like about yourself? My eyes.

37. Want any piercings? Yes.

38. Blood type? O.

39. Nicknames? Rimi, midget, squeaky

40. Relationship status? Single

41. Zodiac? Pisces

42. Pronouns? She/ her

43. Fave tv shows? - Jane the Virgin, Riverdale, Rugrats lmaooooo

44. Tattoos? I want one on the back of my shoulder and on the inside of my upper arm.

45. Right or Left hand? Righty

46. Ever had surgery? Minor

47. Piercings? Yeah, my ears and used to be my belly button but I gotta get that redone. 

48. Sports? Marching Band is a sport. Fight me on this. 

49. Vacation? SK. or Italy. 

50. Trainers? What?

More General

51. Eating? Nada.

52. Drinking? Nothing.

53. I’m about to watch? My eyelids

54. Waiting for? Next weekend!!!!!!

55. Want? To hurry and move to Korea. 

56. Get married? Nah, fam. Not yet.

57. Career? A broadcast journalist OR teacher. idk yet.

Which is better?

58. Hugs or Kisses? Hugs!!!

59. Lips or eyes? Eyes

60. Shorter or taller? Taller cuz... im really short

61. Older or younger? Doesn’t matter. 

62. Nice arms or stomach? Stomach.

63. Hookup or Relationship? Relationship

64. Troublemaker or hesitant? Hesitant troublemaker

Have you ever..

65. Kissed a stranger? Nope

66. Drank hard liquor? Yup

67. Lost glasses? Nah! Fun fact!!! I still have my very first pair of glasses! 

68. Turned someone down? All the time.

69. Sex on first date? Nah.

70. Broken someone’s heart? Yes.

71. Had your heart broken? Eh... maybe once?

72. Been arrested? LMAO yes. Nothing serious and I wasn’t at fault.

73. Cried when someone died? Of course.

74. Fallen for a friend? -long deep heavy sigh- Yeah.

Do you believe in….

75. Yourself? Sometimes

76. Miracles? Yes

77. Love at first sight? Depends.

78. Santa Claus? ................... nah.

79. Kissing on the first date? Idk. Depends who you are.

80. Angels? Yes

Other

81. Best friends name? Jerich and Nia

82. Eye color? Light brown

83. Fave movie? Your Name

84. Fave Actor? Leonardo DiCaprio

85. Fave thing to do when bored? Listen to music 

[stefdifo]

tagged by @craycraycupcake thanks hun

Rules: Answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people. (jungkook voice: YOU MUH BE KIDDIN’ ME) (Imma leave this because I feel it)

THE LAST: 1. Drink: pineapple + coconut juice 2. Phone call: my mom lol 3. Text message: my bff @leafabulous 4. Song you listened to: Conan Gray – I Know a Place 5. Time you cried: yesterday bc I have anger issues 👌

HAVE YOU: 6. Dated someone twice: nu 7. Kissed someone and regretted it: kinda but if I had the chance I would do it again 8. Been cheated on: nu 9. Lost someone special: they weren’t as special as I thought 10. Been depressed: ye :( 11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: I don’t drink that much

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS: 12-14: black, blue-gray, gold (my aesthetic tbh)

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU: 15. Made new friends: nop :/  16. Fallen out of love: nop 17. Laughed until you cried: yes? I guess? My memory isn’t the best 18. Found out someone was talking about you: nop 19. Met someone who changed you: I don’t think so 20. Found out who your friends are: I mean I literally have one (1) friend so it wouldn’t make much sense 21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: yes? no? does my bf of 3 years count

GENERAL: 22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: why so many facebook-related questions? I don’t even use it lmao 23. Do you have any pets: I wish :( 24. Do you want to change your name: I don’t like my name and it doesn’t fit my gender but whatevs I won’t change it… I like using different nicknames tho 25. What did you do for your last Birthday: went shopping with my bff and had dinner out with my family + bf 26. What time did you wake up: 9:30ish 27. What were you doing at midnight last night: dreamin’ gurl, I be snoring by 11pm 28. Name something you can’t wait for: the end of finals/exams (last year before going to uni wo-hoo)  29. When was the last time you saw your mom: last night 30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: being more open to ppl in general 31. What are you listening right now: this playlist 32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: a classmate of mine (lmao what kind of question is that) 33. Something that is getting on your nerves: my dad (hate u fucken chickpea) 34. Most visited Website: YouTube

LOST QUESTIONS. I JUST PUT IN RANDOM INFO ABOUT ME 35. Mole/s: smol ones 36. Mark/s: on my scalp, on my right arm and on my left foot and they are adorable 37. Childhood dream: becoming a doc 38. Haircolor: brown (I like to think of it as dark chocolate-coloured) 39. Long or short hair: veh short 40. Do you have a crush on someone: I’m in a relationship :> 41. What do you like about yourself: I like how firm I am in my beliefs (that could be seen as stubbornness but eh) 42. Piercings: just earrings  43. Bloodtype: pear I think 44. Nickname: Nia for my bff and Ste for everyone else 45. Relationship status: 3-year relationship 46. Zodiac: taurus 47. Pronouns: she/her but they/them would be cool (we don’t have it in Italian ugh) 48. Favorite TV Show: Orange is the New Black 49. Tattoos: nu, not my thing 50. Right or left hand: right-handed 51. Surgery: idk if a biopsy counts as a surgery 52. Hair dyed in different color: ne 53. Sport: ughh played many, stuck to none 55. Vacation: yes? 56. Pair of trainers: lol idk

MORE GENERAL: 57. Eating: (what am I supposed to answer loll) 58. Drinking: water 59. I’m about to: eat pizza 61. Waiting for: inspiration 62. Want: validation 63. Get married: y not 64. Career: atm I’m a student on my way to becoming a doc

WHICH IS BETTER 65. Hugs or kisses: what about cuddles 66. Lips or eyes: eyes 67. Shorter or taller: ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ 68. Older or younger: I don’t really care but my bf is younger 70. Nice arms or nice stomach: arms 71. Sensitive or loud: sensitive 72. Hook up or relationship: rel  73. Troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant bc ain’t nobody got time for that

HAVE YOU EVER: 74. Kissed a stranger: r u crazy 75. Drank hard liquor: not my thing 76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: nu 77. Turned someone down: nu? 78. Sex in the first date: nu 79. Broken someone’s heart: maybe  80. Had your heart broken: ehhhhhh I was so young I think it doesn’t even count 81. Been arrested: no 82. Cried when someone died: yes (I cry all the time for any reason) 83. Fallen for a friend: yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 84. Yourself: yAs 85. Miracles: no 86. Love at first sight: not really 87. Santa Claus: I’m the real Santa 88. Kiss on the first date: is it something to believe in? lol dating is not a thing where I live 89. Angels: not even in a higher entity if that’s where you want to go

OTHER: 90. Current best friends name: Elisa  91. Eyecolor: brown 92. Favorite movie: the whole Harry Potter saga 

tagging: @leafabulous and no1 else cuz i have no frenz

[marinaalmondis]

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jfc this took forever but here it is!!! Thank you!!!!1. Who was the last person you held hands with?Gavin!!! 3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?Gavin, Evvy, Ren, Zane, Nia, Evan;;; I miss my pals 4. Are you easy to get along with?I'm fairly easy to get along with if I don't immediately get a bad vibe from a person 5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?Knowing Gavin, I feel like he would?? But I don't think I'll ever get to that point 
6. What kind of people are you attracted to?I'm like?? Not?? Attracted to people?? Except for Gavin. 
7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now?
I'm confident I will be ♡ 
9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?Sort of?? I joke about it but I don't talk about it too much in all seriousness.10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?Gavin, believe it or not 
11. What does the most recent text that you sent say?"okie dokie! Ready whenever" 
12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?- Closer: The Chainsmokers - Like I'm Gonna Lose You: Meghan Trainor (I don't like her but this song kills me)- Side to Side: Ariana Grande - Excuse Me: AOA- Greedy: Ariana Grande I love Ariana, can you tell 13. Do you like it when people play with your hair?YES!!!!!!!!!16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?Of course!!! 
17. Do you think there is life on other planets?I think it's possible and I want to meet them 21. What are you bad habits?Nail biting, impulse shopping, I bit my lip a lot
22. Where would you like to travel?Japan!!! I wanna go so bad 
23. Do you have trust issues?
They've gotten better, but unfortunately yeah. It's just. Part of The Disorder™ 
25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with?Honestly idk?? In unpredictable waves, I am okay and comfortable with myself, but then suddenly I'm not comfortable with any part of me?? The dysphoric waves are bad. I end up binding for like a week or longer when it gets bad 
26. What do you do when you wake up?I immediately make coffee, and then wash my face 
27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?I used to be much darker, and I wish my skin was where it used to be, just because I was really ashamed of it for cosplay and now I'm really pale 
28. Who are you most comfortable around?Gavin, Evvy, Ren 
29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up?LOL YEAH AND BUDDY IT WAS FUCKING HILARIOUS 
30. Do you ever want to get married?Maybe, I'm not sure presently. I was dead against it for awhile but things have really... really changed. Idk. We'll see. Maybe. 36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?Yeah, definitely 
37. What do you say during awkward silences?I don't LOL I'm the silent one 
38. Describe your dream girl/guy?GavinHe's a dream come true and I couldn't be more grateful to have him in my life 
39. What are your favorite stores to shop in?H&M, Victoria's Secret, F21, Ulta, Joann Fabrics, Goodwill 42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean?It can mean a few things - I, for whatever reason, am feeling a negative emotion extremely intensely and I'm trying not to show it - I don't know how to interact with the people surrounding me - I'm really tired 
43. Do you smile at strangers?I try to!! 
44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?Bottom of the ocean; gonna find me some mermaids 
45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?Coffee, Gavin 
46. What are you paranoid about?Abandonment, mostly 50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore?Red with Mickey Mouse on it 56. Favourite colour?Pastel pink!!!64. Tell us the story of your first kiss?We were playing Skyrim or something, and sitting on the ground, and he leaned over and pecked me on the lips. It wasn't very special 72. How many pillows do you sleep with?3 89. Name a person you hate?My dad 
90. Name a person you love?Gavin!! Evvy!!! Ren!!!! 
91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now?Any and all nazis, my dad 101. Do you type fast?Relatively?? 
102. Do you regret anything from your past?Not really. It helped form who I am today, and I'm growing into being a better person. I'm not perfect, but I'm learning. 
103. Can you spell well?I think so??
104. Do you miss anyone from your past?
No. 
106. Ever broken someone’s heart?I might've broken one guy's heart back in high school?? And some guy at a con once when I basically told him to "fuck off" when he tried to hit on me lol 109. Is something irritating you right now?My Disorder and how's it's affecting me lol 
110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?I'm currently so in love with someone it hurts 
111. Do you have trust issues?I think I answered this earlier but - due to the disorder - yeah 
112. Who was the last person you cried in front of?Gavin 116. Are you listening to music right now?I was listening to Walk the Moon radio on pandora earlier 122. Is cheating ever okay?I don't think so 125. Do you believe in true love?I'm starting to ♡ 127. What makes you happy?
pink, cats and dogs, my friends, Gavin, cosplay (sometimes)
129. What your zodiac sign?I'm a Gemini!! 132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?I think I also answered this already but Gavin! 
133. Favourite lyrics right now?Basically any love song at the moment, I'm a sap141. Night or Day?Night!!
142. Favourite month?June!!! That's my birthday month 😉

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tagged

rules: once you have been tagged you are supposed to write 92 truths about yourself. at the end, choose however many people you want to tag!

tagged by @hsinlvegas​

LAST… [1] drink: water [2] phone call: my grandfather [3] text message: my primary school besties [4] song you listened to: young and menace by fall out boy [5] time you cried: last night

HAVE YOU EVER…

[6] dated someone twice: no [7] been cheated on: no [8] kissed someone and regretted it: no [9] lost someone special: yes [10] been depressed: yes [11] gotten drunk and thrown up: no

LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLOURS: [12] black [13] white [14] black

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU… [15] made new friends: yeee [16] fallen out of love: no [17] laughed until you cried: yes [18] found out someone was talking about you: yes [19] met someone who changed you: idk tbh   [20] found out who your true friends are: yes [21] kissed someone on your facebook list: no

GENERAL… [22] how many of your tumblr friends do you know in real life: 4?? [23] do you have any pets: no ): [24] do you want to change your name: neVER [25] what did you do for your last birthday: got anxious about a levels & cried [26] what time did you wake up: 6.30am sigh [27] what were you doing at midnight last night: i think i was sleeping [28] name something you cannot wait for: whenever the next karaoke session with my friends is i want to kARAOKE SO BADLY  [29] when was the last time you saw your mother: ten minutes ago she went to take a nap  [30] what is one thing you wish you could change about your life: whERE DO I BEGIN [31] what are you listening to right now: young and menace by fall out boy [32] have you ever talked to a person named tom: no [33] something that is getting on your nerves: me mostly [35] elementary: wat [36] high school: um [37] college: idt so [38] hair colour: brown [39] long or short hair: long!!!!!!!!!!! [40] do you have a crush on someone: wow i dont know [41] what do you like about yourself?: my hair mostly [42] piercings: noneEeE [43] blood type: A+ [44] nickname: nia/girl/kid [45] relationship status: nope [46] zodiac sign: leo [47] pronouns: she/her [48] fav tv show: all the sitcoms ALL THE SITCOMS (b99, modern family, the nanny, fresh off the boat) [49] tattoos: noneeee [50] right or left handed: i was born left-handed but in true chinese culture i was forced to become right-handed

FIRST… [51] surgery: none [52] piercing: n o n e [53] best friend: korean girl in my kindergarten class called Jane [54] sport: swimming [55] vacation: south koreaaaaaaaaa [56] pair of trainers: uhhhh i think when i was 5??

RIGHT NOW… [57] eating: none [58] drinking: water [59] i’m about to: i have no idea i need to leave in two hours [60] listening to: youNG AND MENACE BY FALL OUT BOY [61] waiting for: dinner tonight [62] want: to feel less shit [63] get married: never [64] career: im a part-timer but idk what my future job will be idw to think about it shhHHHHHH 

WHICH IS BETTER… [65] hugs or kisses: both [66] lips or eyes: eyes [67] shorter or taller: taller [68] older or younger: older [69] romantic or spontaneous: spontaneous [70] nice arms or nice stomach: anything [71] sensitive or loud: sensitive [72] hook up or relationship: hook up [73] troublemaker or hesitant: troublemaker bitch

HAVE YOU EVER… [74] kissed a stranger? no [75] drank hard liquor? yes it tasted like shit [76] lost glasses/contact lenses? yes im so upset [77] turned someone down: ive lost many friends because of this [78] sex on first date? no [79] broken someone’s heart? idk [80] had your own heart broken? yes [81] been arrested? no [82] cried when someone died? yes [83] fallen for a friend: yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN… [84] yourself? sometimes [85] miracles? nope [86] love at first sight? no [87] santa claus? no [88] kiss on the first date? what counts as a date [89] angels? no

OTHER… [90] current best friend’s name: dont have one [91] eye colour: brown [92] favourite movie: 21/22 jump street, captain america 2, legally blonde