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thinking again abt doing some kind of event thingy... superfam summer gift swap or perhaps "timkon but you give a shit about kon as a character or else i manifest in your home and leave legos all over the floor" minibang or something... hhmmmm...... many thots.. much to think about.....
#i think if i do any timkon thing i Would limit it to followers only bc. lol#but i Do so dearly want there to be more actual good timkon in the timkon tag....#we have to fucking unionize guys we gotta make that tag hospitable#but also i Am afraid of the psychic damage people might give me#in that regard superfam stuff is much safer. but also mmnhjnhnmgh i want good timkons...!!!!!#and also i just love doing collabs. so that's also something#idk idk i have to marinate on it more i guess. but aaaa#rimi talks
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do u just overthink a lil and get into a bood but then all ur other unrelated bad feels resurface for no reason and coalesce into one xxl BOOD like ya..
but then u dont even physically feel negative emotions anymore cuz ur dissociating(?) for the most part loool omg im just laughing @ myself here yall 😂
well anyways i changed my mind, that vague one liner post was not, in fact, Enough so im just gonna release all my boods into the void™ that is tunglr dot com :^)
can someone like,, idk maybe end my mcfreakin life perhaps, question mark,,,,,, asking for a friend LMFAO 😂
so guess whos in a sad art spot again? me, but when am i not lmfao @ god can i please draw one(1) good thing every now and then c’mon throw me a bone here.. haha i mcfreakin h8 complaining abt art online cuz i sound like such a dumbass piss baby/ingrate/FOOL but what can i do i rly h8 it sometimes lol how does it feel like to be satisfied w what u make? who is she god i wish i were that me id love to experience it some day lol mMMmMMM i need to work harder :3c~~
ok but nvm that its not even my Main Issue rn cuz the real Main Issue is that i am a fool & i wish i could rewire my brain or smth cuz!!!!! y!!!! do!! i!! keep!!! having illogical bad!! thoughts!!! like for ex: “wow u r so fun n cool i am glad we met :^)” me @ me: ok she hates u n this is fake also u should never speak to her again LMAO BOOD x100 send help :’^) also, major shout out to every1 who has ever talked 2 me first cuz im a scurred lil shit and my friendship initiating skills r -13546840
but like also,.. ALSO, on the flip side i love it when no1 talks to me and i dont have to talk to any1 else either i just love being left alone lol thanks what a RELIEF,, which is like rly lame and sad cuz then u dont make MORE friends and ah :^( science explain y i am like This. (btw not rly applicable to online friends cuz idk its not as scary i think hm but the problem w online friends is that im especially busy during the school yr n dont have time to live chat a lot so im sry if i go mia for like MONTHS aaaa yikes)
also im stressed tf out cuz i havent studied japanese properly in like A WEEK or MORE so wtf @ myself feels sbad i could b studying rn but noo im just marinating in bad feels
but like going back to that one other Point, im just gonna write this out in kr cuz 1. practice and 2. im assuming most of my friends here dont speak/read kr so i would b embarrassing myself less but then again maybe not cuz who knos wat kind of atrocious errors i’d make lmao im like,, not even that Bad at it but im always paranoid AF whenever i have to publicly write anything in a lang other than eng aeklrjnkaeljr rip me
왜, 그러니까, 친한 친구들끼리 장난으로 '아 나너 진짜 싫어,' '저리가' 뭐 이런 말 하잖아요?? 최근에 사귄 친구들이 그런 표현을 쓸데, 어쩔땐 장난인지 아닌지 잘 모르겠네요.... 당연히 장난으로 하는 농 같지만 생각하면 생각할스로 '아, 얘 나 진짜 싫어한가봐' 라는 불쾌한 생각들이 자꾸 마음에 걸리적거리내요. 아니, 진짜 싫다면 만나고 함께 시간을 보내지 않겠지요???? 싫으면 시집가!!!ㅋㅋㅋ 같이 있는 것만으로도 '우리 친구하자' 라는 의미 아니겠습니까?? 그럼에도 불구하고 왜 자꾸 이런 재수없는 생각들이????????? 저 완전 바보 아닙니까?ㅋㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ 오랫동안 알고 있었던 친구들이랑은 이런 생각이 안드는데,,,요새 학교에서만난 친구들이랑 있을 때 마다 왠지 좀 불안합니다......
omg i have more to say but TO BE CONTINUED LATER also i tried putting that whole thing into google translate just to see how it’d come out and its so wrong, oh god, SO WRONG do not google translate that pls lmfao
#lmao sry i dont want to fill up everyones dash w an unrelated long post so its under the cut im assuming ppl dont rly look at this kinda#stuff so ima just list my grievances without restraint HAHA#also 싫으면 시집가 is a set expression omfg goog trans makes it sound like im actually talking about getting married im screaming#apparently i have no long term friends & go to FORT SCHOOL whatever that means#.txt
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get to know me again
i was tagged (AGES AGO AA SORRY) by @kwamimusings and i’ve only just gotten around to doing it so lets go!!
Rules: Answer all the questions, then add one of your own, and tag as many people as there are questions
LEGGO
1) Coke or Pepsi? coke!!
2) Disney or Dreamworks? dreamworks actually (THO i do LOVE disney)
3) Coffee or Tea? tea! coffee’s too bitter for me. but only black tea (w milk, so i like it white-washed, like hollywood)
4) Books or movies? mmm i wanna say both in general but if i had to choose between a book series or a movie series of the same series (i.e harry potter) i’d have to go books
5) Windows or mac? mac
6) D.C. or Marvel? marvel but only bc of deadpool (the fables comics are where its at)
7) Xbox or PlayStation? playstattiooonn (even tho i have an xbox 360 rn, but i had a ps2 as a kid so that holds a special place in my heart)
8) Dragon age or mass effect? neither, but i do own dragon age with the intention of playing it. i haven’t yet!
9) Night owl or early riser? night owl (but i used to be an early riser LMFAO)
10) Cards or chess? cards!! bullshit and uno are my JAM
11) Chocolate or vanilla? chocolate
12) Vans or converse? vans
13) Lavellan, Trevelyan, Cadash, or Adaar? i dont know??? what this is???
14) Fluff or angst? ANGST ANGST ANGST ANGST
15) Beach or forest? forest
16) Dogs or cats? aaaa i like dogs but i prefer cats
17) Clear skies or rain? rain
18) Cooking or eating out? eating out
19) Spicy or mild food? mild, but i dont mind spicy
20) Halloween/Samhain or solstice/yule/Christmas? christmas! im a materialistic hoe
21) Would you rather forever be a little too cold or a little too hot? hmm... probably a little too cold because then i can slay in my winter fashion (besides, i sweat easily)
22) If you could have a superpower what would it be? shapeshifting. i’m very insecure and there are lots of things i want to change about myself, and i wanna be a dragon.
23) Animation or live action? animation!
24) Paragon or renegade? i dont know ;;;;;
25) Bath or shower? shower. baths make me really hot
26) Team Cap or team Ironman? Cap
27) Fantasy or sci-fi? F A N T A S Y but specifically modern fantasy. yes. good.
28) Do you have 3 or 4 favorite quotes if so what are they? i’m sure i do but i genuinely can’t remember them right now
29) YouTube or Netflix? netflix!
30) Harry Potter or Percy Jackson? harry potter, but i haven’t actually finished percy jackson, so who knows! maybe my answer will change
31) When do you feel accomplished? when i complete something that’s been weighing on my mind
32) Star Wars or Star Trek? neither, because i haven’t seen them!
33) Paperback books or hardcover books? really nice hardcover (oooo im wet thinking about it)
34) Fantastic beasts or Cursed child? fantastic beasts!
35) Rock or pop music? rock ;) gotta get my writing inspo bruh
36) What is the most important thing in your life? my friends (including my pets!!)❤️❤️
37) Mountains or sea/ocean? yknow what? i cant decide. i love them both
38) How do you express yourself? poorly.
39) What’s the first book/film that really counted to you? hhh i actually can’t remember the name of the book but it was this book i read in grade 4 or something and it was about this girl who’s lived her whole life as a human but one day discovers she’s actually a mermaid and i don’t know why but that book really stuck with me.
40) What’s your element (air, water, etc.)? water
41) If you could travel anywhere, where would you go? idk man!! but i’m aussie so you know i can handle anything ;)
42) If you had any job in the world, what would it be? a sex educator/motivational speaker. but if it was something more sciencey or something i’ve wanted to do since i was little, marine biology is where it’s at
43) If you were granted three wishes, what would they be? 1) for enough money to set me for life 2) to be permanently and repeatedly absolved of any mental/physical problems for the rest of my life (got cancer? wipe it away. depression? not on my watch!) 3) for the ability to shapeshift
44) If you had to eat one food for the rest of your life, what would it be? ummmmmmmm probably a pizza of some kind, like hawaiian or smth?? idk aaa i love lots of foods !!!
MY QUESTION:
45) What’s your favourite book, movie, and music genre?
I TAG:
@asdfjiggle @bugchu @winter-treats @fabulous-eren @actualyuuri @dystopiansushi and i guess anyone who wants to do it!!
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