#idk if it’s like internalized shame? I see other systems make their entire livelihood and hobbies off of being systems which is fine | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

cherrysnax · 6 months

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I don’t often talk abt bein a system on here anymore, alters don’t use their tags as often, and I rarely reblog posts about it mostly because when we did ppl would treat us… differently if that makes sense. like less of a person more of.. a novelty?

#nowadays unless it’s Chevy who can pretty much always tell anyway #we don’t tell anyone when we switch because it’s not worth the trouble yknow #esp since I’m basically always around unless I’m mad triggered #some days I’m more floaty than others- and that’s when like I worry about interacting with people because sometimes #some ppl are more combative than others #that problems pretty much been nipped in the bud but yknow it’s always good to keep in check #idk if it’s like internalized shame? I see other systems make their entire livelihood and hobbies off of being systems which is fine #but idk we don’t want to feel like a spectacle #only thinking about this because of college and we know that. anything can trigger us. be it negative or positive and we haven’t had to like #navigate that issue in a while. like how I haven’t had to mask in years autism wise #is this like internalized ableism

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